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A.C. Esguerra
@blueludebar.com
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comics artist + writer in LA. probably inkstained. EIGHTY DAYS (GLAAD nominated, YALSA listed). they/them. blueludebar.com
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for my birthday i took a stained glass workshop. made an abstract scorpion!! 🦂♦️✨
my hand holds a metal chain attached to a square/diamond-shaped stained glass piece in front of sunlight coming in from a window. the diamond is divided by black curving metal lines into sections resembling a scorpion. its body is a blue-purple swirl piece of glass while its tail and pincers are a purpley burgundy. smaller, surrounding pieces of glass alternate between clear, a lighter purple-grey and red. a round central piece encircled by the stinger is a focal point, in bright red.
November 18, 2025 at 7:14 PM
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archway comic panels from THE PRINCE (2025)
a pencil drawing in a sketchbook of an elaborately carved archway. the pillars have leaf and diamond motifs and the top has three curves. a pencil drawing in a sketchbook of an elaborately carved double archway. the twin gothic arches come to a point and are supported by slender, scrolled pillars around which messy ivy is growing.
October 17, 2025 at 6:40 PM
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sympathy is a knife #capri #captiveprince #caprisky
an extremely tilted black and white illustration of Damen of Akielos and Laurent of Vere (from Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat) facing each ither in profile against a stark white background. Laurent's hands guide Damen's, holding a dagger, to just under his own ribcage. drawn in traditional ink and painted in Clip Studio. slightly disjointed text clipped from the printed book reads: "'I'm not going to use the knife', said Damen, 'but if you're willing to put it in my hand, you underestimate how much I want to.'"
August 1, 2025 at 7:32 PM
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approach the throne
a cropped, slightly tilted black-and-white image of Laurent of Vere from CAPTIVE PRINCE by C.S. Pacat. dressed in an off-shoulder cape, a dark form-fitting doublet and pants both fastened with intricate laces, gloves and leather riding boots, he sits on a gilded throne in a relaxed pose with one leg crossed over the other, his wrist resting on the knee. the linework is traditionally inked with a sable brush; the grayscale painting was done in Clip Studio Paint.
July 29, 2025 at 10:24 PM
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soooooo.... just wanted to let all you know that amerifujo pdf is dropping in a week or so...... the print version won't be ready for fulfillment for a little longer. but the pdf is like. done. so we're going to release it a little early. get hyped :D
November 13, 2025 at 8:21 PM
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i keep having nightmares where i'm just about to leave for the airport and a long international trip, only to find that my suitcase is empty. after doing conventions for 10+ years...i would NEVER DO THIS. why, brain???
November 13, 2025 at 6:37 PM
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Authors, Beware! There's a firm called "ClaimsHero" doing aggressive social media outreach claiming to
"help" you file to get $ in the Anthropic class action. In fact, it's a bait-and-switch, they are luring authors to sign up with them, then OPTING THEM OUT of the class action so they'll get zilch.
November 10, 2025 at 10:01 PM
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done 🔏🤘🏽
an ink and watercolor illustration on bristol paper of an elegant, anthropomorphic deer in a princely cloak looming smugly over a white-haired woman in an elaborate ribbon-trimmed dress. delicate rose-like flowers decorate the deer's antlers and frame the composition. more of the same flowers, with sharp thorns, pierce the cloth of the dress around the other figure, pinning her to the ground; she looks annoyed rather than distressed, however. the color scheme is black, muted greys and soft lavender-pinks shot through with accents of bright, saturated blue around the flowers. scattered papers in the background show the thumbnail sketches and color tests for the piece.
November 11, 2025 at 9:53 PM
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[commission wip] the first wash of a watercolor painting is always so loose and freeing. i missed this feeling. 🦋
the corner of a watercolor painting commission in progress. the ink linework describes an elaborate, ribbon-trimmed dress framed by a tangle of delicate rose-like flowers. an initial wash of watercolor has been painted over the lines: muted greys and soft lavender-pinks shot through with accents of bright, saturated blue around the flowers.
November 10, 2025 at 10:21 PM
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here's the 45 cards i illustrated for @macarrick.bsky.social's official ROOK & ROSE fantasy oracle deck 🃏✨ first, the fire/red cards [1/4]
twelve cards from the official oracle card deck based on the world of fantasy novel trilogy ROOK AND ROSE by M.A. Carrick. this batch is mostly red, orange and gold cards. some of the imagery includes: floating lanterns in a night sky, intertwined hands with a lavishly embroidered cloth ribbon wound between their fingers, two sisters with dark hair holding swords, a woman with braided hair standing in a reed-edged river pushing a sleeve of her dress down her shoulder to reveal a fire burning from her heart, a traveler's wagon crossing a golden field towards a sunset.
November 8, 2025 at 12:36 AM
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inking day 🔏
an ink illustration on bristol paper of an elegant, anthropomorphic deer in a princely cloak looming smugly over a white-haired woman in a heavy, elaborate dress. round flowers decorate the deer's antlers and frame the composition. more of the same flowers, with sharp thorns, pierce the cloth of the dress around the other figure, pinning her to the ground; she looks annoyed rather than distressed, however. an ink illustration on bristol paper of a young woman in a puff-sleeved dress trimmed with lace sitting with Bruno from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, in a field of flowers.
November 5, 2025 at 6:28 AM
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🐁🍀
November 4, 2025 at 3:15 PM
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Happy Halloween! Art by @blueludebar.com
October 31, 2025 at 10:55 AM
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i guess i'll post these here too. my hobby is shooting polaroid 600 instant film. tried some fun filters recently
a square polaroid film photo in a black paper notebook depicting palm trees against an afternoon sky. the photo was taken with a mirror filter on the lens so there are actually three sets of palm trees in the frame, divided by hazy blue transitions. the mirror filter, along with red, blue and yellow color ones, is scattered to the right, along with a tiny stamp of an ace of spades card. two square polaroid film photos in a black paper notebook. the left photo shows a mysterious bluish light as seen shining through thickly clustered, dark tree branches. it was taken with a mirror filter, which is resting on a piece of paper next to it. the right shows clusters of small red flowers draping in curves from a tree against a black background. the red filter used to take it is also on a piece of paper to the right. two square polaroid film photos in a black paper notebook. the left photo is a closeup of a young gingko tree branch, covered with fan-shaped leaves against a dark background. it was taken with a yellow filter, which is resting on a piece of paper next to it. the right shows a large forget-me-not bush at dusk, with a a strip of sunlight catching the tips of the highest flowers. the blue filter used to take it is also on a piece of paper to the right. two square polaroid film photos in a black paper notebook. the left photo shows dappled light and the shadows of a large tree cast upon a large-gridded concrete wall. the right is a picture of a row of massive rectangular floor-to-ceiling windows and round, tiered chandeliers in a dim hall in Union Station, Los Angeles.
October 24, 2025 at 6:51 PM
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lawful plantser with chaotic tendencies. the amount of quizzes and Meyers-Briggs variations that i took "as" Jay Corvidae and Fix Vulpes, let me tell you.
weeknightwriters.bsky.social Weeknight Writers @weeknightwriters.bsky.social · 27d
Q1: Since we're talking about plot, we figured it would be fun to see how you plot! Based on this nifty chart, what is your plotting/writing style alignment? #WeeknightWriters
A white tic-tac-toe graphic entitled "Writing Style Alignment" with 9 categories: Lawful Pantser, Neutral Pantser, Chaotic Pantser, Lawful Plantser, True Plantser, Chaotic Plantser, Lawful Plotter, Neutral Plotter, and Chaotic Plotter
October 24, 2025 at 1:31 AM
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Some ink-only pages from ABSOLUTE WONDER WOMAN #13 for you keen observers of lines and strokes.
October 23, 2025 at 6:47 PM
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pencilling day
a pencil drawing on bristol paper of an elegant, anthropomorphic deer in a princely cloak looming smugly over a white-haired woman in a heavy, elaborate dress. round flowers decorate the deer's antlers and frame the composition. more of the same flowers, with sharp thorns, pierce the cloth of the dress around the other figure, pinning her to the ground; she looks annoyed rather than distressed, however. a pencil drawing on bristol paper of an androgynous figure whose body is half-transformed into a crustacean, shrimp-like form, standing in a hot springs. bat-like wings emerge from the shoulder blades and the curve of his spine extends into large segmented tail. in one hand, he draws apart a veil covered in droplets of water. his curly hair cascades into his face and down his back as he regards a second figure in the water who is looking up at him.
October 23, 2025 at 4:35 PM
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✨ 15% off on my INPRNT store ✨
inprnt.com/gallery/vivtanner
Been short on money for months, so every little bit helps 🙏
October 22, 2025 at 4:45 PM
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life has been very hard lately. but thinking about this coconut horchata i had on the train after a lolita event helps.
a picture of my hand in a black lace glove holding a plastic cup with a red straw containing coconut horchata.
October 18, 2025 at 5:05 PM
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archway comic panels from THE PRINCE (2025)
a pencil drawing in a sketchbook of an elaborately carved archway. the pillars have leaf and diamond motifs and the top has three curves. a pencil drawing in a sketchbook of an elaborately carved double archway. the twin gothic arches come to a point and are supported by slender, scrolled pillars around which messy ivy is growing.
October 17, 2025 at 6:40 PM
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bought a scanner (canon lide 300) for around £45 (full price £55?) from argos yesterday cos I don't have a scanner at home and I accepted that I don't have to live like that

1200dpi got me feeling like a microscope
October 15, 2025 at 7:15 PM
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Kiki's Delivery Service
October 14, 2025 at 10:47 PM
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It's Banned Books Week. If you are an author, please join @authorsabb.bsky.social! If you work in the publishing industry, please join @pubprosabb.bsky.social! Canadian authors, you can now join Canadian Authors & Illustrators Against Book bans: linktr.ee/caiabb. Working together feels good! 📚✍️👏
The black and white cover of a zine titled Do you make books? Yes? I want YOU to join Authors Against Book Bans! By Maia Kobabe. The image shows author Maia Kobabe holding a stack of books and pointing at the reader WHAT IS AABB? A coalition of writers, illustrators, editors & other book creators, standing united against the unconstitutional movement to limit the freedom to read. We support the availability of diverse voices in our libraries, in our schools, & in our culture. We pledge to band together against the oppression of literature, to speak when our voices are silenced, to go where our bodies are needed, & to fight to ensure this freedom. Our concern is not only for the books, but for the children, families, educators, librarians, & communities who suffer when the freedom to read is challenged and taken away. WHAT CAN AABB OFFER YOU? - Regional groups working on legislation to protect authors & the freedom to read state-by-state - Online trainings on digital security, public speaking, & how to counter book challenges in your community -Affinity groups for BIPOC authors, queer authors, authors with disabilities, indie, nonfiction, romance writers & more -Support if your book is challenged or your school visit is canceled! -A very active discord community Person: What if my book hasn’t been challenged? Maia: JOIN! Person: Ok, but what if I’m really busy and can’t do much organizing right now? Maia: JOIN ANYWAY! Even if all you do is sign up, your membership will help lend weight to the letters & statements AABB sends out. As of fall 2025, AABB has nearly 5000 members. Check out the open letter to publishers on AABB’s socials & feel free to share it with your publishing & industry contacts. An Open Letter to Our Publishers- instagram.com/p/DCzYmKcR8uq Maia: I’ve been facing intense challenges to my book since 2021. Knowing that I am not alone in the fight against censorship is what keeps my spirits up! Watching the folks in AABB share information, co-write legislation, show up to library & school board meetings, & speak up to publishers about the need to protect diverse books & minority authors has been amazing! This is a weird & scary time to be an author, but you are not alone! Join thousands of us fighting for the freedom to read, the freedom to write, the freedom to teach, the freedom to learn, & the freedom to share our stories! -Maia Kobabe, 2025
October 8, 2025 at 6:51 PM