Ziznich
ziznich.bsky.social
Ziznich
@ziznich.bsky.social
Maker of amateur videos where I talk as if I know stuff
Inconsistent streamer
YouTube: https://youtube.com/@ziznich?si=OAFomPxCJ6101kJO
Twitch: JoosepPuusepp
Instagram: Ziznichgaming
Well another setback has happened. I'm currently in hospital waiting for an operation on something quite large.

I'm enjoying the little things whilst I'm in morphine most of the time haha. And I got to watch #CrystalPalace win the semi final of the cup yesterday! Bring on the final!
April 27, 2025 at 3:49 AM
Can't decide if I'm feeling like a 3 or a 4 today. I'm having existential dread pretty hard.

#depression #mentalhealth #mood #existentialdread
April 23, 2025 at 9:24 AM
Today was the first time that I put a 2 on my mood tracker, which is the lowest I've been since using it, and the lowest I've been in a very long time....

#depression #mentalhealth #mood #awareness
March 26, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Love me some BVG strikes in Berlin.

#berlin #strikes #trains
March 26, 2025 at 7:30 AM
Crippling procrastination is so fricken real and so fricken shoit

#procrastination
March 24, 2025 at 5:08 PM
This week has been so tough mentally. I started to use a "mood tracker" that I have designed myself with the help of my partner. And this week has had very low ratings... It is really helping me to understand where my mood is at.

#mentalhealth #depression #depressed
March 21, 2025 at 8:29 PM
Getting a little frustrated that whilst I'm working I'll get sparks of creativity in moments where I cannot get my phone out and start typing. Brain please transfer these moments to more appropriate times.

#creativity #mentalhealth #goddamnitstupidbrain
March 17, 2025 at 9:11 AM
So playing SCP5K is kinda difficult. There's a particular anomaly that triggers me

#scp #5k #gaming #horror #scp5k #scary
March 14, 2025 at 11:26 PM
I have entered extra sloth mode this evening

#sloth #procrstination #slow
March 13, 2025 at 5:33 PM
I could write so much about this subject but it definitely would not fit into a post on here. I worked in a fulfillment center for a supermarket here in Germany, and it was awful, and anyone who worked for Amazon before said it was worse than what we were currently experiencing.
Is Amazon a dangerous place to work? Writer and director @lauracarreira.bsky.social speaks to @cocobyname.bsky.social about her film 'On Falling' which provides a window into the algorithm driven life of a warehouse worker.

From the latest episode of Pod Save the UK: go.crooked.com/PodSaveTheUK
March 13, 2025 at 2:58 PM
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It seems very clear to me that austerity has a major part to play in the "soaring" benefits bill. Responding with more austerity must be the most foolish solution ever posited
The disability benefits bill is always 'soaring'. I can't think of time when it wasn't described as such. Our current era of 'soaringness' has lots of causes but the main one is the arbitary decision to fix a notion there is a 'right amount' of benefits spending
www.theguardian.com/society/2025...
Mental ill-health is behind soaring disability benefits bill in England and Wales, report says
Institute for Fiscal Studies says half of the rise in working-age people claiming the benefit last year is linked to mental health
www.theguardian.com
March 12, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Got some real boring work to do today, making me real sleepy. Today's music choice is a bit on the heavier side compared to recent choices. Listening to new music by Volbeat and Ghost. Satanized is a great song.
March 11, 2025 at 10:01 AM
Got that typical Monday "can't wake up" feeling today
March 10, 2025 at 7:30 AM
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The thing is:
March 6, 2025 at 5:14 PM
A great entry to the blog today, a fantastic read to get away from the commuting doom scroll on my way to work.

Whilst I make videos which are focused around me talking a lot, I struggle with public speaking a lot. It's very different behind a screen with 100 cuts.
My newest article is for anyone struggling with public speaking. I'm not just talking about big speeches or presentations, but even regular interactions that cause nerves 🎤🎙️

So, if you're looking for easy tips for public speaking, check it out -

gettingtoknowourselves.net/five-simple-...
Five Simple Public Speaking Tips for Beginners
Learn how these simple public speaking tips for beginners can help you build confidence and shake off your anxiety when talking publicly.
gettingtoknowourselves.net
March 5, 2025 at 8:48 AM
Now I am not someone who wants to see war, but unfortunately this is a needed step.

History is there to teach us, and this reaction to the recent global events is the right step. We must be ready. Democracy is at risk. Freedom is at risk. We need cooperation across the whole continent

#eu #defence
This is the most momentous and dangerous time for Europe.

And we are ready to step up.

Today, ahead of the European Council meeting, President @vonderleyen.ec.europa.eu presented the ReArm Europe Plan, a bold initiative to mobilise up to €800 billion for European security ↓
March 4, 2025 at 10:22 PM
I really did not want to make a video about this kind of subject right now but unfortunately I felt like I needed to. Gunna go bang my head against a wall now.

youtu.be/r9WuxrBi_xY?...

#politics #Zelensky #trump #ukraine #war #usa #russia
I did not want to make this video
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March 1, 2025 at 12:44 PM
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Pass it on.
#StandWithUkraine
February 28, 2025 at 8:44 PM
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Andrew Tate is a lot of people's idea of a man. You know who's a man? Zelensky.
February 28, 2025 at 7:17 PM
After watching the argument between Zelensky and Trump and my god. The United States is broken.

Glory to Ukraine

Zelensky is the role model we need. Stand up to the bullies. Stand up to the assholes, even in their homes.

#ukraine #zelensky #trump #russia #politics #war
February 28, 2025 at 11:06 PM
It's incredibly hard to stick to mental health script writing with so much political mayhem at the moment.

Today we have Zelenskiy and Trump arguing in the Oval Office.

Ukraine deserves better than to be treated like this by the Trump and his dogs.

#politics #Ukraine #USA
February 28, 2025 at 7:06 PM
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Another Friday appears

I'm super glad to get through another work week

But it's kinda deflating knowing I spend 70% of the week waiting for the other 30%
February 28, 2025 at 10:36 AM
So today I am taking another day to relax. I'm still working, but I'm using music to help set the tone, which is helping me to keep my mind clear.

I hope this allows me to continue with my script writing this evening. I want to focus on something more positive than my recent content! #meditation
February 27, 2025 at 9:14 AM
So the election results here in Germany were frightening, and it's been really tough to absorb the results. Here's to a controversial 4 years

#politics #germany #election
February 26, 2025 at 12:15 AM