anywho— it’s that.. kirbycaden guy right .ᐣ why not.. talk to him again .ᐣ
it’s.. uh, it’s nothing. you know, just dumb shit. i’m thinking about somebody again—— which i hate to admit.
i’ll be over it soon. he’s probably living his best life out there anyway.
so hello to you too, caleb. ♡
( a teasing tone, before going back to being more serious. )
i know you wouldn’t want me to do that “ corny, “ shit with you- but i’ll ask if you’re okay anyways.
anywho— it’s that.. kirbycaden guy right .ᐣ why not.. talk to him again .ᐣ
so hello to you too, caleb. ♡
( a teasing tone, before going back to being more serious. )
i know you wouldn’t want me to do that “ corny, “ shit with you- but i’ll ask if you’re okay anyways.
nothing that matters though, not here anyway.
so hello to you too, caleb. ♡
( a teasing tone, before going back to being more serious. )
i know you wouldn’t want me to do that “ corny, “ shit with you- but i’ll ask if you’re okay anyways.
pushing everything down— pushing people away .ᐣ it just makes things worse.
isolation hurts, isaac.
people love you and i know you love them back all the same. and that extends towards chance too, no .ᐣ
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pushing everything down— pushing people away .ᐣ it just makes things worse.
isolation hurts, isaac.
people love you and i know you love them back all the same. and that extends towards chance too, no .ᐣ
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maybe don’t actually go about talking about that to them that way, but.. an apology is a way to start.
( humming, facing back upwards to stare at the ceiling. )
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maybe don’t actually go about talking about that to them that way, but.. an apology is a way to start.
( humming, facing back upwards to stare at the ceiling. )
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you’re still someone who holds great importance to them.
( featherlight touch, turning her head to look up at him. )
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you’re still someone who holds great importance to them.
( featherlight touch, turning her head to look up at him. )
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and that’s something you have to hold onto.
not to mention i don’t even believe it’s possible to mess up even more beyond that.
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and that’s something you have to hold onto.
not to mention i don’t even believe it’s possible to mess up even more beyond that.
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situations like yours aren’t supposed to come easy.
( gaze turning to the side. )
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I’ve tried to avoid being vulnerable. I thought it would be easier to just push it all away… including him.
But it isn’t working.
… Has it ever even worked ? Was I just deluding myself ?
situations like yours aren’t supposed to come easy.
( gaze turning to the side. )
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.. you both need time.
and honestly speaking .ᐣ to properly talk to each other.
.. you both need time.
and honestly speaking .ᐣ to properly talk to each other.
like how i blamed you for everything that happened despite knowing it wasn’t right to solely place the blame on you.
chance is— weird, from what you’ve told me.
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like how i blamed you for everything that happened despite knowing it wasn’t right to solely place the blame on you.
chance is— weird, from what you’ve told me.
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you did something you can’t take back, and you’re going to have to carry that fact with you to the grave— but.. the fact is, you aren’t like that.
chance— he’s hurting too, i guess. betrayal stings, and trust me. i know.
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( A genuine resentment toward herself. The truth would be out eventually , wouldn’t it ? A lie falling apart in one swift motion. )
you did something you can’t take back, and you’re going to have to carry that fact with you to the grave— but.. the fact is, you aren’t like that.
chance— he’s hurting too, i guess. betrayal stings, and trust me. i know.
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that’s certainly a conversation starter⎯ but… he cared more for her than what society thinks. )
not at all.
we all make mistakes, you know .ᐣ
i don’t think it should ever define who we are now.
look, isaac.
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( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall.
Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )
sitting down on the bed⎯ although hesitant in nature, their hand would gently rake through her hair. an attempt to be soothing. )
rough day i assume .ᐣ
that’s certainly a conversation starter⎯ but… he cared more for her than what society thinks. )
not at all.
we all make mistakes, you know .ᐣ
i don’t think it should ever define who we are now.
look, isaac.
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sitting down on the bed⎯ although hesitant in nature, their hand would gently rake through her hair. an attempt to be soothing. )
rough day i assume .ᐣ
keep the lights off .
( perking up⎯ progress .ᐟ
adjusting himself so he was standing properly, taking his hoodie off so their face was visible. )
sitting down on the bed⎯ although hesitant in nature, their hand would gently rake through her hair. an attempt to be soothing. )
rough day i assume .ᐣ
( perking up⎯ progress .ᐟ
adjusting himself so he was standing properly, taking his hoodie off so their face was visible. )
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
if you don’t want me to come in, i won’t⎯ but i’ll keep you company from outside here.
and know that i’ll always be a shoulder that you can lean on.
( perking up⎯ progress .ᐟ
adjusting himself so he was standing properly, taking his hoodie off so their face was visible. )