⋆˙⟡ 𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃 ˎˊ˗
@frozendeceit.bsky.social
❝ Hand in unlovable hand. ❞
Pinned
Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between Darkheart’s desires and my own intrusive thoughts
February 3, 2026 at 12:20 AM
Sometimes I can’t tell the difference between Darkheart’s desires and my own intrusive thoughts
I can tell someone was in my room. At least try to cover your tracks next time.
… Now I have to see if anything has been taken.
… Now I have to see if anything has been taken.
January 26, 2026 at 9:23 AM
I can tell someone was in my room. At least try to cover your tracks next time.
… Now I have to see if anything has been taken.
… Now I have to see if anything has been taken.
( It rings. The familiar ringtone , the first song they had ever danced to filling the silence. Yet it rang for a few moments as a sense of fear filled her chest.
The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background.
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The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background.
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January 11, 2026 at 6:58 AM
( It rings. The familiar ringtone , the first song they had ever danced to filling the silence. Yet it rang for a few moments as a sense of fear filled her chest.
The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background.
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The last ring it clicks. He answers. Yet there was silence besides the hum of an air conditioner in the background.
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. . . I hope it actually got my point across. Now comes the hard part .. preparing for what will happen next.
You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again.
You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again.
January 10, 2026 at 1:20 AM
. . . I hope it actually got my point across. Now comes the hard part .. preparing for what will happen next.
You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again.
You can’t be caught off guard, Isaac. Not again.
it matters because you matter. to me. and if i can help, i wanna.
( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. )
wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ?
( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. )
wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ?
( unable to keep eye contact. ♨️ )
well, you don’t look all that awful to me either.
and i don’t wanna be left alone—— it’s just a drag to talk about it. so i’d rather not, y’know ? what does it matter ?
well, you don’t look all that awful to me either.
and i don’t wanna be left alone—— it’s just a drag to talk about it. so i’d rather not, y’know ? what does it matter ?
means you look good, what else would it mean dude.
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
January 10, 2026 at 12:20 AM
it matters because you matter. to me. and if i can help, i wanna.
( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. )
wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ?
( a shrug , patting the other’s arm slightly. )
wanna focus on somethin’ else then? if it’s such a drag, why not get it out of your focus ?
( It had taken hours , much thought and care had gone into the letter. Carefully picked words folded and hidden in a lovely brown and gold envelope.
Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully
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Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully
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January 10, 2026 at 12:07 AM
( It had taken hours , much thought and care had gone into the letter. Carefully picked words folded and hidden in a lovely brown and gold envelope.
Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully
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Early morning , before allowing sleep , she made a small trip to the house in which its recipient resided. Their name carefully
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means you look good, what else would it mean dude.
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
well, you said i look "physically fine", whatever that means...
but i’m not mad. i’m just frustrated. okay? is that what you wanted to hear?
but i’m not mad. i’m just frustrated. okay? is that what you wanted to hear?
you just look mad man idk what you expect me to say ? do you want a fucking fanfic description ????
what else did i say what do you mean
what else did i say what do you mean
January 9, 2026 at 3:22 PM
means you look good, what else would it mean dude.
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
also, is this one of the things where ya wanna be left alone or all that jazz ? cuz i’ll mind my business , i just wanted to check in and try to make ya feel better
you just look mad man idk what you expect me to say ? do you want a fucking fanfic description ????
what else did i say what do you mean
what else did i say what do you mean
January 9, 2026 at 8:09 AM
you just look mad man idk what you expect me to say ? do you want a fucking fanfic description ????
what else did i say what do you mean
what else did i say what do you mean
thanks
continue on then!
January 9, 2026 at 8:08 AM
thanks
they can shove that noise complaint ############## ##### ########
we’re gonna get another noise complaint
i don’t wanna get up
January 9, 2026 at 7:57 AM
they can shove that noise complaint ############## ##### ########
you don’t look fine
January 9, 2026 at 7:52 AM
you don’t look fine
CALEB CAN I DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU LESS OF A GRUMPYPANTS
January 9, 2026 at 7:51 AM
CALEB CAN I DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU LESS OF A GRUMPYPANTS
i don’t wanna get up
you two can also get up and talk to each other normally without screaming across the apartment
January 9, 2026 at 7:47 AM
i don’t wanna get up
ok shit what needs wouldn’t have been met that i can use to make him feel better lets think of this like a tamagotchi.
January 9, 2026 at 7:46 AM
ok shit what needs wouldn’t have been met that i can use to make him feel better lets think of this like a tamagotchi.
YOU’RE NOT YOU WHEN YOU’RE HUNGRY CALEB
January 9, 2026 at 7:43 AM
YOU’RE NOT YOU WHEN YOU’RE HUNGRY CALEB
CALEB!!!
DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL !
DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL !
January 9, 2026 at 7:42 AM
CALEB!!!
DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL !
DO YOU NEED TO BE SATISFIED — BY A SNICKERS BAR , LIKE THE COMMERCIAL !
see i don’t know what anger stage he’s at and if it’s the red i’m not in the mood to fight
January 9, 2026 at 7:34 AM
see i don’t know what anger stage he’s at and if it’s the red i’m not in the mood to fight
( The tears kept flowing. A hidden river escaping down his cold face. Shuddering breaths attempting to calm herself.
Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. )
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Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. )
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if you want to fix things, you have to try. even if you fail— at least you’ll know you tried your best instead of wading around in the dark.
January 9, 2026 at 6:25 AM
( The tears kept flowing. A hidden river escaping down his cold face. Shuddering breaths attempting to calm herself.
Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. )
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Now actually facing the other. Allowing himself to be perceived while vulnerable, slightly gripping Ellernate’s other arm. A gentle scoff coming before their next words. )
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. . . I don’t know how. I mean, like it’s so complicated and jumbled already.
I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to ..
( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. )
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I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to ..
( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. )
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they seem to believe there this good in you, even after everything that has transpired. and to separate from someone you care about that deeply is difficult.
.. you both need time.
and honestly speaking .ᐣ to properly talk to each other.
.. you both need time.
and honestly speaking .ᐣ to properly talk to each other.
January 9, 2026 at 4:56 AM
. . . I don’t know how. I mean, like it’s so complicated and jumbled already.
I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to ..
( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. )
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I’m no good with my words, and even worse with my feelings, and i don’t want to ..
( A shudder in her voice , stopping herself to take a breath. Gripping his own covers. Steadying. )
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ugh . . . this is so stupid.
January 9, 2026 at 4:19 AM
ugh . . . this is so stupid.
. . . If i’ve moved on like you both , why do I still feel so guilty every time the past is brought up ?
Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both.
But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am …
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Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both.
But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am …
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us as a group⎯ we made plenty of mistakes, bad ones at that. but we’ve grown out of our pasts and became better people.
January 5, 2026 at 7:12 AM
. . . If i’ve moved on like you both , why do I still feel so guilty every time the past is brought up ?
Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both.
But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am …
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Every time Chance mentions what I did , it .. hurts. And I shouldn’t , i got what I wanted. It helped you both.
But hearing him talk about it. Tell others about how shitty I am …
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. . . ‘nate , do you think i’m a bad person ?
( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall.
Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )
( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall.
Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )
( entering the room. ﹔ least that got her up.
sitting down on the bed⎯ although hesitant in nature, their hand would gently rake through her hair. an attempt to be soothing. )
rough day i assume .ᐣ
sitting down on the bed⎯ although hesitant in nature, their hand would gently rake through her hair. an attempt to be soothing. )
rough day i assume .ᐣ
( didn’t he have a key ? an irritated mumble as feet hit the floor and they fumbled with their keychain. a click of the lock, and a flop as moments later the bed regained their body. )
keep the lights off .
keep the lights off .
January 5, 2026 at 4:13 AM
. . . ‘nate , do you think i’m a bad person ?
( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall.
Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )
( What a way to start. Scooting closer to rest their head on the other. Usually radiating confidence , how the mighty fall.
Still keeping her face out of view , embarrassed to let the other see him so vulnerable. )
( didn’t he have a key ? an irritated mumble as feet hit the floor and they fumbled with their keychain. a click of the lock, and a flop as moments later the bed regained their body. )
keep the lights off .
keep the lights off .
mind unlocking your door .ᐣ
( perking up⎯ progress .ᐟ
adjusting himself so he was standing properly, taking his hoodie off so their face was visible. )
( perking up⎯ progress .ᐟ
adjusting himself so he was standing properly, taking his hoodie off so their face was visible. )
. . . come in. if you want.
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
January 4, 2026 at 9:13 PM
( didn’t he have a key ? an irritated mumble as feet hit the floor and they fumbled with their keychain. a click of the lock, and a flop as moments later the bed regained their body. )
keep the lights off .
keep the lights off .
. . . come in. if you want.
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
ah .̲.̲.̲
if you don’t want me to come in, i won’t⎯ but i’ll keep you company from outside here.
and know that i’ll always be a shoulder that you can lean on.
if you don’t want me to come in, i won’t⎯ but i’ll keep you company from outside here.
and know that i’ll always be a shoulder that you can lean on.
( Silence. It’s clear that he’s in there , simply not responding. The only indication being the shuffle as a blanket wraps around. )
January 4, 2026 at 6:37 AM
. . . come in. if you want.
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
( It was gentle. Not harsh or demanding, simply a request. As she lay glumly against the covers. )
( Silence. It’s clear that he’s in there , simply not responding. The only indication being the shuffle as a blanket wraps around. )
( knockˎ knock. )
isaac .ᐣ
i heard something fallˎ are you okay .ᐣ
isaac .ᐣ
i heard something fallˎ are you okay .ᐣ
( Phone tossed to the side. That’s enough for the night — locking her door and turning the lights off. )
January 4, 2026 at 4:11 AM
( Silence. It’s clear that he’s in there , simply not responding. The only indication being the shuffle as a blanket wraps around. )