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Jay
@satanicnightjar.bsky.social
30+ | depressed again | still a bad person
After my most recent journal rejection, I have resolved to fuck off regardless of whether I finish this degree or not at the end of 2027 and become a nun and take a vow of silence. Covers all the bases really. Ngl I was inspired by Derry Girls.
February 18, 2026 at 9:43 PM
so much failure 🥹
February 18, 2026 at 10:59 AM
I'm just really bored.
February 18, 2026 at 7:03 AM
Second haircut appointment I cancelled because I didn't want to go outside. Maybe I should just grow it
February 18, 2026 at 6:34 AM
ok i'm normal again
February 18, 2026 at 5:09 AM
Ugh
February 17, 2026 at 6:57 PM
fml
February 17, 2026 at 1:01 PM
Need to work harder and faster but not today
February 17, 2026 at 1:00 PM
You know, I woke up early to do laundry without having to run into anyone else doing laundry and then I ran into a maintenance person 😡 He was super nice but that's not the point.
February 17, 2026 at 7:13 AM
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This is disgusting, and dehumanizing, and unfortunately coming to damn near every platform you can think of. Multilingualism isn’t an inconvenience to be “solved” by technology. We have to push back.
Discovered today that Instagram had turned on (without my opt-in) automatic AUDIO translation of any reel that shows up in my feed not in English USING AI TO MIMIC THE SPEAKER’S VOICE and WOW it was creepy and upsetting.

You can turn it off in “Language & Translations” in Settings. 🙅🏻‍♀️
February 17, 2026 at 3:36 AM
was depressed over the weekend and was worried I was becoming sentimental in my old age but it was just the goddamn hormones. Not for nothing but I would consider a consciousness transfer to a robot body IF they ensure I can kill the robotself when I feel like it.
February 16, 2026 at 8:57 AM
Gotta appreciate the "Sexual Assault Allegations" heading in Wikipedia articles of famous people. Straight to the point. Thank you Wikipedia.
February 15, 2026 at 8:27 AM
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Two Bad Bunnies
February 14, 2026 at 6:39 PM
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When you are being informed that you must improve before next quarter’s review.
February 6, 2026 at 11:14 AM
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For those students in calculus-based physics classes 🧪

youtu.be/P9dpTTpjymE?...
I Will Derive!
YouTube video by MindofMatthew
youtu.be
October 28, 2025 at 4:45 AM
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Bnuy
May 8, 2025 at 2:33 AM
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I won lottery on recovery but there's so many that "exit" ICU alive, yet they haven't won in simply surviving. I see this erased everywhere in reports of grievous injury and it annoys me endlessly. No, you are not okay when you exit a hospital. They didn't fix you. You were fixed enough to endure.
March 7, 2025 at 10:17 PM
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Just sprinkle in "this report identifies several systemic issues causing suboptimal outcomes" into everything you write.
March 6, 2025 at 7:19 PM
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Anti-vaccination is literally a eugenics project that is the actual stated goal it's to kill your unworthy children
February 27, 2025 at 3:35 PM
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Version 1 of email: "Are you crazy?"

Version 8 of email: "If someone is instructing you to continue using this process I would be happy to advocate for you."

They got back to me, and have stopped doing this process entirely. I guess someone just made them one time and so they did.
February 27, 2025 at 3:23 PM