ᴾᴱᴺᴺʸ ᴰᴿᴱᴬᴰᶠᵁᴸ
@pabco.uk
the best bad profile
invisibly disabled slowly dying girlie 😎
liveaboard boater
diesel lesbian, theatre technician
she/her
18+ only please
invisibly disabled slowly dying girlie 😎
liveaboard boater
diesel lesbian, theatre technician
she/her
18+ only please
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ᴾᴱᴺᴺʸ ᴰᴿᴱᴬᴰᶠᵁᴸ
@pabco.uk
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well here it is - this is Afantasia
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I've been loving my black and white stuff recently
February 13, 2026 at 12:05 AM
I've been loving my black and white stuff recently
some stills from my new video
February 13, 2026 at 12:00 AM
some stills from my new video
how obvious is it that I'm really tired?
February 12, 2026 at 11:31 PM
how obvious is it that I'm really tired?
thinking about that time my lung spontaneously collapsed and I spent nine hours dying in A&E before being hospitalised for almost two weeks and having a quarter of my right lung removed and then having a psychotic break after surgery permanently disabling myself in the process
February 12, 2026 at 8:48 PM
thinking about that time my lung spontaneously collapsed and I spent nine hours dying in A&E before being hospitalised for almost two weeks and having a quarter of my right lung removed and then having a psychotic break after surgery permanently disabling myself in the process
you should give me money
not gonna tell you how though, that's part of the challenge
not gonna tell you how though, that's part of the challenge
February 12, 2026 at 5:58 PM
you should give me money
not gonna tell you how though, that's part of the challenge
not gonna tell you how though, that's part of the challenge
maybe labels and cultural identities are good and I should explore applying more of them to myself
February 12, 2026 at 4:09 PM
maybe labels and cultural identities are good and I should explore applying more of them to myself
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they should invent a third bathroom for cis people
February 12, 2026 at 3:37 PM
they should invent a third bathroom for cis people
do the thing with the thing
February 12, 2026 at 3:26 PM
do the thing with the thing
you think you can save my lewd post? pfft, it's gone, banished to the ether
February 12, 2026 at 2:53 PM
you think you can save my lewd post? pfft, it's gone, banished to the ether
I'm not depressed, I'm running in low power mode to conserve my battery
February 12, 2026 at 1:33 PM
I'm not depressed, I'm running in low power mode to conserve my battery
one of the artists in this week just looked me up and down and said "you definitely get your steps in" and I had no idea how to respond to her
February 12, 2026 at 12:45 PM
one of the artists in this week just looked me up and down and said "you definitely get your steps in" and I had no idea how to respond to her
a person I slept with last year recently got outed as a rapist and, as someone who has been raped, I have literally no idea how to feel about that
February 12, 2026 at 9:07 AM
a person I slept with last year recently got outed as a rapist and, as someone who has been raped, I have literally no idea how to feel about that
Without naming your job, tell me something you say over and over again at work.
"Kill the workers, please."
"Kill the workers, please."
Without naming your job, tell me something you say over and over again at work.
Kind of impossible but a thing I say thousands of times every year
“Hey, you up for a photo real quick?”
Kind of impossible but a thing I say thousands of times every year
“Hey, you up for a photo real quick?”
Without naming your job, tell me something you say over and over again at work.
“It doesn’t have to be good. It just has to be finished.”
“It doesn’t have to be good. It just has to be finished.”
February 11, 2026 at 9:25 PM
Without naming your job, tell me something you say over and over again at work.
"Kill the workers, please."
"Kill the workers, please."
the worst part about being bisexual is being attracted to men
February 11, 2026 at 9:15 PM
the worst part about being bisexual is being attracted to men
if your play has a baby in it, it is important to ensure its head is attached before you go onstage with it
February 11, 2026 at 9:14 PM
if your play has a baby in it, it is important to ensure its head is attached before you go onstage with it
feeling a little too bon vivant? got a bit too much joie de vivre?
just sit yourself through ten minutes of my art and sprinkle a little existential dread back into your life
just sit yourself through ten minutes of my art and sprinkle a little existential dread back into your life
February 11, 2026 at 9:10 PM
feeling a little too bon vivant? got a bit too much joie de vivre?
just sit yourself through ten minutes of my art and sprinkle a little existential dread back into your life
just sit yourself through ten minutes of my art and sprinkle a little existential dread back into your life
you can just shut up sometimes, you ever considered that?
February 11, 2026 at 9:06 PM
you can just shut up sometimes, you ever considered that?
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well here it is - this is Afantasia
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
February 11, 2026 at 4:33 PM
well here it is - this is Afantasia
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
Reposted by ᴾᴱᴺᴺʸ ᴰᴿᴱᴬᴰᶠᵁᴸ
alt account for smut.
DM me for the handle ✨
DM me for the handle ✨
alt account for smut? 🤔🤫
February 4, 2026 at 1:06 PM
alt account for smut.
DM me for the handle ✨
DM me for the handle ✨
the only thing worse than a really boring play is a really boring play with a really boring introductory lecture
February 11, 2026 at 6:30 PM
the only thing worse than a really boring play is a really boring play with a really boring introductory lecture
no one ever watches the videos but I post them anyway
February 11, 2026 at 4:36 PM
no one ever watches the videos but I post them anyway
well here it is - this is Afantasia
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
February 11, 2026 at 4:33 PM
well here it is - this is Afantasia
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
I have no visual imagination; I've been wondering what "life flashing before my eyes" will be like, if that happens when I die
this is my impression of that: distorted images from significant times in my life
it is 10 minutes and 30 seconds of... disquiet #art
sorry for crashing out on main again my excuse is that I am nuts in the not "lol quirky xD random" way
February 11, 2026 at 11:19 AM
sorry for crashing out on main again my excuse is that I am nuts in the not "lol quirky xD random" way