Madditive
@madditive.bsky.social
26, she/her, AuDHD transgirl
Pfp commissioned from @dogfruit01
Banner by @xanaroker
Pfp commissioned from @dogfruit01
Banner by @xanaroker
I was orange for the first Halloween party of the year, and after hours getting ready and painting myself, I forgot to take photos other than this rushed one😭
October 29, 2025 at 11:44 AM
I was orange for the first Halloween party of the year, and after hours getting ready and painting myself, I forgot to take photos other than this rushed one😭
I think i poisoned myslef
March 6, 2025 at 10:38 AM
I think i poisoned myslef
*Mortal Kombat voiceover* Anxiety wins
February 19, 2025 at 5:26 PM
*Mortal Kombat voiceover* Anxiety wins
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is it normal to feel bad and guilty that i barely remember any of it. trying to remember details feels like trying to remember a dream a week later. am i a survivor. am i meant to wear my trauma proudly like living through it is something i accomplished. all i want is to forget it ever happened.
January 24, 2025 at 11:47 AM
is it normal to feel bad and guilty that i barely remember any of it. trying to remember details feels like trying to remember a dream a week later. am i a survivor. am i meant to wear my trauma proudly like living through it is something i accomplished. all i want is to forget it ever happened.
If anyone sees this please reply with songs that hype you up! Making a playlist
January 22, 2025 at 1:47 PM
If anyone sees this please reply with songs that hype you up! Making a playlist
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0.000% of Communism has been built. Evil child-murdering billionaires still rule the world with a shit-eating grin. All he has managed to do is make himself *sad*. He is starting to suspect Kras Mazov *fucked him over* personally with his socio-economic theory.
January 21, 2025 at 6:56 PM
0.000% of Communism has been built. Evil child-murdering billionaires still rule the world with a shit-eating grin. All he has managed to do is make himself *sad*. He is starting to suspect Kras Mazov *fucked him over* personally with his socio-economic theory.
Between sickness, depression and dysphoria, I’ve not been climbing in about 3-4 months, now I’m not sick I’m making myself go this week, body image be damned
January 20, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Between sickness, depression and dysphoria, I’ve not been climbing in about 3-4 months, now I’m not sick I’m making myself go this week, body image be damned
I am very ill. Having sympathy for me is basically spell-casting. Do your part (please)
January 10, 2025 at 9:56 AM
I am very ill. Having sympathy for me is basically spell-casting. Do your part (please)
In tears cos I don’t understand if I’m totally fucked or not with my hrt
December 10, 2024 at 6:13 PM
In tears cos I don’t understand if I’m totally fucked or not with my hrt
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🌟 pop up shop now open! 🌟
30+ items including t-shirts, hoodies, prints, patches, and more!
link to order and more info below! ⬇️
30+ items including t-shirts, hoodies, prints, patches, and more!
link to order and more info below! ⬇️
December 1, 2024 at 8:50 PM
🌟 pop up shop now open! 🌟
30+ items including t-shirts, hoodies, prints, patches, and more!
link to order and more info below! ⬇️
30+ items including t-shirts, hoodies, prints, patches, and more!
link to order and more info below! ⬇️
My mental health has seriously declined and overworking and under sleeping is the only thing keeping me going and not thinking about it
December 1, 2024 at 1:05 PM
My mental health has seriously declined and overworking and under sleeping is the only thing keeping me going and not thinking about it
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when a trans person picks up their first mtg cards
November 26, 2024 at 5:31 PM
when a trans person picks up their first mtg cards
Not sleep deprived for the first time in months and god do I feel more depressed than usual
November 22, 2024 at 10:01 AM
Not sleep deprived for the first time in months and god do I feel more depressed than usual
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Feels like it’s time to mask up harder, and lock in
November 6, 2024 at 2:49 PM
Feels like it’s time to mask up harder, and lock in
Wish I was cuntier😔
October 30, 2024 at 9:00 PM
Wish I was cuntier😔
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Me drawing on a giant wall in 2018 I think??
October 23, 2024 at 2:23 PM
Me drawing on a giant wall in 2018 I think??
I continue to successfully avoid revealing information about myself
October 12, 2024 at 12:29 AM
I continue to successfully avoid revealing information about myself
I am like this 🤏 close to crying
October 4, 2024 at 4:21 PM
I am like this 🤏 close to crying
Sobbing on a plane watching "I saw the TV glow"
September 25, 2024 at 1:27 AM
Sobbing on a plane watching "I saw the TV glow"
Long distance fucking sucks
September 7, 2024 at 7:13 PM
Long distance fucking sucks
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Basic paradox of intolerance stuff - actually you should be incredibly rude to racists, homophobes, transphobes, sexists and neo-nazis! You should be rude to them and then you should kick them out of your establishment
September 5, 2024 at 9:19 AM
Basic paradox of intolerance stuff - actually you should be incredibly rude to racists, homophobes, transphobes, sexists and neo-nazis! You should be rude to them and then you should kick them out of your establishment
I feel so ill wtf 😭😭😭
September 5, 2024 at 9:04 AM
I feel so ill wtf 😭😭😭
Why do I have to feel too nauseous to go into work on climbing day😭
September 4, 2024 at 7:29 AM
Why do I have to feel too nauseous to go into work on climbing day😭