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lulumen.bsky.social
jay .ᐟ
@lulumen.bsky.social
I'm never suffering again unless desire is going on later today | 🥞☕️🔄 | NSFW, freak-friendly zone | the writer's unironic fetish is violence and yaoi where they try to kill each other

20↑🔞 + he/him 🏳️‍🌈 + ic: @sutoraifuwu

https://ao3.org/users/lumensd
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Hello, I'm Jay! I write Persona 5 fanfic. I'm sickeningly into akeshuake. You can find some links to my works below, and my AO3 right here.

Thanks for stopping by~
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the freaks and perverts in your life are worth far more than most people realize
February 15, 2026 at 3:03 PM
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To anyone that needs clarification, "your best" is what you can accomplish without damage to your physical, mental and emotional health, not what you can accomplish by destroying them
February 1, 2026 at 6:58 PM
Keep thinking about that one post. Replying to ao3 comments, replying to DMs, doing homework, working on literally any of my wips—all of these cost a spell slot, but Posting™ is a cantrip
February 15, 2026 at 6:30 AM
Adrenaline junkie but not in a jumping off a train to feel alive way, in a “submitting an assignment 4 minutes before the deadline and then doing a silent power-walking lap around my dark asleep house to burn off the excess wired energy the thrill of Actually Fucking making it instilled in me” way
February 15, 2026 at 6:11 AM
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[ #royaltrio #p5r ]
happy royal trio valentine's day! 💝💐
February 14, 2026 at 4:13 PM
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he gave up EVERYTHING don't you know???? (happy vday to the most single man i know) #ghostart #takutomaruki #maruki
February 14, 2026 at 10:49 PM
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lookin cool joker
February 14, 2026 at 4:09 PM
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sumiann 🩷❤️ #persona5
February 5, 2026 at 7:18 PM
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January 26, 2026 at 4:07 PM
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February 14, 2026 at 5:03 AM
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February 14, 2026 at 4:57 AM
The other day I was scrolling my gallery for something and found this ANCIENT relic from 2023. Omfg. I’ve always been like this? I’ve always been like this. Except now I do it on main bc cringe is dead

Anyway, 2 years later I then proceeded to write basically this archiveofourown.org/works/64151428
February 14, 2026 at 4:22 AM
The fact I had to get debilitating anxiety which makes me freak out over imminent deadlines and debilitating adhd which makes me almost entirely incapable of prioritizing any task until the 12 hours before it's due
February 14, 2026 at 2:24 AM
There was a kid in line in front of me at the doctor today and when I heard that 2011 birthday I had to school my expression to keep that double take inside because wdym that was a real year children were being born. The only thing I remember about 2011 is how many natural disasters there were
February 14, 2026 at 1:15 AM
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I LOVE when fanfic writers acknowledge all the trauma that joker has gone through bc I feel like it's downplayed so much in the game. And when they characterize him so that he downplays his own pain a lot around the ppl he cares about
February 13, 2026 at 3:19 PM
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meet me in montauk?
#akeshu #shuake
February 13, 2026 at 1:01 PM
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Hey definitely call your senators about this. Like seriously.
BREAKING: The House passed the so-called SAVE America Act which threatens to upend our freedom to vote.

The bill could disenfranchise millions of eligible voters by requiring documents like passports or birth certificates to register to vote and forcing voter roll purges. The Senate must reject it.
February 12, 2026 at 3:29 AM
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February 13, 2026 at 12:19 AM
Not ace but I did think I was for the longest time so I just on instinct don’t even put myself in the equation I’m just here to sit in the corner and observe. Don’t look at my boner while I’m taking notes etc
February 13, 2026 at 12:01 AM
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Day 5: Status Ailment / Inexperienced 💞 for @bottomgoroweek.bsky.social. It's not gay if you're just helping out your teammates, right?

[ #ryugoro #BottomGoroWeek2026 ]
February 12, 2026 at 10:07 PM
LRP: my echolalia has claimed “I am languid & bedeviled & hate writing & hate everybody.”
February 12, 2026 at 10:01 PM
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Happy birthday to one of my favourite haters, Charles Darwin
February 12, 2026 at 4:31 PM
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im considering it
February 12, 2026 at 8:49 AM
When a song has a solid minute or more of slowly-building-up instrumental before the vocals start it lowkey feels like microdosing edging
February 12, 2026 at 7:18 PM
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February 12, 2026 at 2:34 PM