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├ they/he/whatevs
├ often unclothed
├ nudity ≠ consent
├ often stoned 🍁
├ disabled creative
├ shaped and informed by trauma
├ abuse survivor
├ nb4nb
├ retired sex worker
└ contemptible little shit
back on my bullshit
January 6, 2026 at 10:16 PM
my favorite skateboarder is cony hawk
January 6, 2026 at 3:29 PM
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show me a picture on your phone that has your energy, but isn't a selfie
January 6, 2026 at 2:34 PM
i learn a lot about a person based on their response to me saying that i've never been to canada
January 6, 2026 at 2:29 PM
show me a picture on your phone that has your energy, but isn't a selfie
January 6, 2026 at 2:26 PM
what would the eldrazi look like if they went to bloomburrow?
January 6, 2026 at 12:39 AM
if 17yo me had my current understanding of my self, college would have been very different

i would have been such a fucking twink
January 5, 2026 at 11:46 PM
in lieu of current goings-on, i am choosing not to share the image of 17yo kay as i'm topless in the photo
it is kinda surreal to be 43 years old and see a picture of yourself at age 17 that you'd never seen before
January 5, 2026 at 10:49 PM
it is kinda surreal to be 43 years old and see a picture of yourself at age 17 that you'd never seen before
January 5, 2026 at 10:02 PM
the end result of my abuse at the hands of anya, claire, and josie is that i am extremely apprehensive about kink, especially as i learn that i am not as much a dominant top as i'd accepted i'd needed to be

abuse has long-lasting effects. i hope i can outlive them
January 5, 2026 at 2:46 PM
i wasn't just raped by anya, claire, and josie the once. the sexual assault was omnipresent. i was expected to always be ready for whatever sex they wanted, whenever they wanted

i thought i wanted to be free use, but that was a desperate attempt to make it okay. if i'm free use, it's not rape
January 5, 2026 at 2:46 PM
one partner holding you down so another could have sex with you is fun when everyone's on the same page, but when it happens out of nowhere after a long and draining day working at a convention it's significantly less fun

the blowjob to force you to be hard, followed by the mounting and grinding
January 5, 2026 at 2:46 PM
to have your cries for help fall on uncaring ears and steel hearts isolates someone who needs love, compassion, support, and care

eventually you fall silent

why bother crying out if no one cares?

the rape becomes normalized
January 5, 2026 at 2:46 PM
how many queer people have to deal with their sexual assault without a social support network?

left to recover on one's own can result in a fear of intimacy. of connection. of love

something so horrendous reframes the joy of sex as a violent violation of one's security and autonomy
January 5, 2026 at 2:46 PM
good morning, blueskies
moderate pain today
appointment in brooklyn
probs gonna crash after
January 5, 2026 at 1:33 PM
the muppet movie
January 4, 2026 at 4:43 PM
behold my beautiful baby

there is good in this world
January 4, 2026 at 1:29 AM
i'd thought it'd feel weird to say "i love you, dad" after all these years, but it didn't at all
January 3, 2026 at 11:08 PM
i don't think that'll solve your weed problem, but i'm willing to give it a try if you are 😜
January 3, 2026 at 9:49 PM
tfw you talk to your dad for the first time in years and finally learn the true reason for your parents' divorce
January 3, 2026 at 9:22 PM
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Lorwyn Eclipsed is right around the corner which means it's already time for the first Pre-PreRelease of 2026!

Join us next Friday, January 9th at 10:00AM for your first look at sealed gameplay in action with your favourite group of Magic playing Canadians on both Twitch and YouTube! #Sponsored
January 3, 2026 at 1:51 AM
date was very nice. a friend asked me out to start my new year, so we went out for a lunch date today

he's from boston and is visiting long island, so i guided them to a delightful little pub near union sq and then around for a little walk, stopped sadly by my pain

i had a wonderful time today
January 3, 2026 at 12:11 AM
y'all, he called me today while i was out on my date. i'm gonna be calling him tomorrow to catch up some

he's also willing to help me as much as he can to prove my canadian heritage
just reached out to my father for the first time in about 15 years

i'm extremely nervous
January 2, 2026 at 10:45 PM
date fit check
January 2, 2026 at 4:05 PM
[screams in non-binary]
January 2, 2026 at 2:49 AM