/'keɪ/ 🔜 🟪PAX U🟪
@kayos.xyz
kay operating system
they/he/whatevs
often unclothed 🔞
often stoned 🍁
disabled creative
shaped and informed by trauma
SA and RA survivor
discord: mutuals only (dm)
/æ.'wu/
they/he/whatevs
often unclothed 🔞
often stoned 🍁
disabled creative
shaped and informed by trauma
SA and RA survivor
discord: mutuals only (dm)
/æ.'wu/
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/'keɪ/ 🔜 🟪PAX U🟪
@kayos.xyz
· Aug 26
who am i?
i'm kay
i'm genderfluid, likely mycogender
i'm demisexual and omnisexual—i find all genders attractive for their own reason, but gotta have an emotional connection
i'm platoniromantic—romantic and platonic love are the same to me
i'm polyamorous and flirty
my pronouns are they/he/whatevs
i'm kay
i'm genderfluid, likely mycogender
i'm demisexual and omnisexual—i find all genders attractive for their own reason, but gotta have an emotional connection
i'm platoniromantic—romantic and platonic love are the same to me
i'm polyamorous and flirty
my pronouns are they/he/whatevs
disability laid me low today
i couldn't even finish a 1v1 commander duel before i succumbed to pain and exhaustion
i need a lot more rest than i've been getting
i would also love to stop feeling like such a fucking failure as a friend every single time my body is unreliable
i couldn't even finish a 1v1 commander duel before i succumbed to pain and exhaustion
i need a lot more rest than i've been getting
i would also love to stop feeling like such a fucking failure as a friend every single time my body is unreliable
November 11, 2025 at 9:58 PM
disability laid me low today
i couldn't even finish a 1v1 commander duel before i succumbed to pain and exhaustion
i need a lot more rest than i've been getting
i would also love to stop feeling like such a fucking failure as a friend every single time my body is unreliable
i couldn't even finish a 1v1 commander duel before i succumbed to pain and exhaustion
i need a lot more rest than i've been getting
i would also love to stop feeling like such a fucking failure as a friend every single time my body is unreliable
Reposted by /'keɪ/ 🔜 🟪PAX U🟪
idea for a marvel video game: soulcalibur, but it's the marvel characters who use distinctive melee weapons
November 11, 2025 at 6:44 PM
idea for a marvel video game: soulcalibur, but it's the marvel characters who use distinctive melee weapons
Reposted by /'keɪ/ 🔜 🟪PAX U🟪
i bear no malice
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
November 11, 2025 at 3:57 PM
i bear no malice
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
anyone with bottom surgery have any experience with clit hood piercings?
November 11, 2025 at 4:03 PM
anyone with bottom surgery have any experience with clit hood piercings?
i bear no malice
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
November 11, 2025 at 3:57 PM
i bear no malice
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
save what was put there
the darkness within
was not born of my hands
nay, it is a blending of
the flavors of abuse
endured throughout
my fragile pathetic existence
of promises left unfulfilled
of time unvalued
of being asked to give more
when i already gave you
everything
not enough
what's that? our favorite vibe is on sale for $35?! app-controlled goodness and it sits so nicely where i need it to be. i even took this artistic shot to commemorate my two favorite toys
www.lovense.com/mini-bullet-...
www.lovense.com/mini-bullet-...
November 11, 2025 at 3:48 PM
what's that? our favorite vibe is on sale for $35?! app-controlled goodness and it sits so nicely where i need it to be. i even took this artistic shot to commemorate my two favorite toys
www.lovense.com/mini-bullet-...
www.lovense.com/mini-bullet-...
🐺 do y'all have any idea how much it sucks to lose manual strength and dexterity after bottom surgery?
November 11, 2025 at 3:36 PM
🐺 do y'all have any idea how much it sucks to lose manual strength and dexterity after bottom surgery?
🐺 yesterday i feel i proved my demisexuality. i chose to cuddle with kitty belly over a partner's breast
November 11, 2025 at 3:13 PM
🐺 yesterday i feel i proved my demisexuality. i chose to cuddle with kitty belly over a partner's breast
i would like to go on a coffee date with someone i have yet to meet in person by the end of the year. new people are so fascinating and a cute coffee shop is a great place to be fascinated by someone
would you like to join me for coffee?
would you like to join me for coffee?
November 11, 2025 at 1:23 PM
i would like to go on a coffee date with someone i have yet to meet in person by the end of the year. new people are so fascinating and a cute coffee shop is a great place to be fascinated by someone
would you like to join me for coffee?
would you like to join me for coffee?
🐺 i'm gonna be visiting a friend at work today to deliver delicious mac and cheese. despite what one of my exes believed, i am not secretly fucking my friend when i visit them at a comic book store. hell, if i was fucking that friend, i sure as shit wouldn't hide it from my partners
November 11, 2025 at 1:17 PM
🐺 i'm gonna be visiting a friend at work today to deliver delicious mac and cheese. despite what one of my exes believed, i am not secretly fucking my friend when i visit them at a comic book store. hell, if i was fucking that friend, i sure as shit wouldn't hide it from my partners
🐺 okay. womb tattoo brainstorm sesh. def don't want it to another trauma tattoo. kinda want it to be a joke
November 11, 2025 at 12:33 PM
🐺 okay. womb tattoo brainstorm sesh. def don't want it to another trauma tattoo. kinda want it to be a joke
🐺 and facebook is trying to sell me rhinoplasty
i don't think there's anything wrong with my nose
what do y'all think?
image cropped because bsky thinks i'm pornography otherwise. on account of my beautiful tits
anyone wanna come over and play with them?
i don't think there's anything wrong with my nose
what do y'all think?
image cropped because bsky thinks i'm pornography otherwise. on account of my beautiful tits
anyone wanna come over and play with them?
November 11, 2025 at 12:30 PM
🐺 and facebook is trying to sell me rhinoplasty
i don't think there's anything wrong with my nose
what do y'all think?
image cropped because bsky thinks i'm pornography otherwise. on account of my beautiful tits
anyone wanna come over and play with them?
i don't think there's anything wrong with my nose
what do y'all think?
image cropped because bsky thinks i'm pornography otherwise. on account of my beautiful tits
anyone wanna come over and play with them?
this would, in fact, be hubris speaking
For real. Earlier today, I helped a friend by taking photos and shooting video for her OnlyFans and now I'm at a burlesque show in a heavy metal bar in Brooklyn.
2024 is just beginning and I'm making it my bitch.
2024 is just beginning and I'm making it my bitch.
November 11, 2025 at 4:04 AM
this would, in fact, be hubris speaking
queens > bronx > westchester > manhattan > brooklyn > jersey > staten island > suffolk > nassau
queens > brooklyn > bronx > westchester > manhattan > jersey > staten island > suffolk > nassau
November 11, 2025 at 4:04 AM
queens > bronx > westchester > manhattan > brooklyn > jersey > staten island > suffolk > nassau
🐺 when i have the ability, i wanna organize and host a magic the gathering burlesque show
November 11, 2025 at 2:22 AM
🐺 when i have the ability, i wanna organize and host a magic the gathering burlesque show
ROAD TO EL DORADO TIME!!!!
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
November 10, 2025 at 8:49 PM
ROAD TO EL DORADO TIME!!!!
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
🐺 hey, y'all. i'm gonna ask that you put your differences with me aside for a minute, because i found something that's potentially extremely dangerous and i'm pretty sure entirely illegal
nyctransitclub.com
nyctransitclub.com
NYC Transit Club
nyctransitclub.com
November 10, 2025 at 8:20 PM
🐺 hey, y'all. i'm gonna ask that you put your differences with me aside for a minute, because i found something that's potentially extremely dangerous and i'm pretty sure entirely illegal
nyctransitclub.com
nyctransitclub.com
🐺 i've got it down bad for a close friend of mine, but they keep going back to this emotionally distant musician (presumably because he dicks them down good). like, they're easily my best friend, but i wish they'd just date me instead of the losers they've been finding
November 10, 2025 at 7:46 PM
🐺 i've got it down bad for a close friend of mine, but they keep going back to this emotionally distant musician (presumably because he dicks them down good). like, they're easily my best friend, but i wish they'd just date me instead of the losers they've been finding
not a femboy, but a femme boy or boyfem(me). i'm both and neither, masculine through a feminine lens, and feminine through male gaze. my gender is woven into the very fabric of reality
i am chaos
i am chaos
November 10, 2025 at 7:03 PM
not a femboy, but a femme boy or boyfem(me). i'm both and neither, masculine through a feminine lens, and feminine through male gaze. my gender is woven into the very fabric of reality
i am chaos
i am chaos
artist prompt?
Garfield x Heathcliff yaoi
November 10, 2025 at 6:57 PM
artist prompt?
🐺 fuck it. it's 5:00 somewhere. probably one of those weird fucked-up half-hour offset time zones
this drink goes out to the folks in nassau and suffolk counties and the folks in queens and brooklyn who understand geography
this drink goes out to the folks in nassau and suffolk counties and the folks in queens and brooklyn who understand geography
November 10, 2025 at 6:30 PM
🐺 fuck it. it's 5:00 somewhere. probably one of those weird fucked-up half-hour offset time zones
this drink goes out to the folks in nassau and suffolk counties and the folks in queens and brooklyn who understand geography
this drink goes out to the folks in nassau and suffolk counties and the folks in queens and brooklyn who understand geography
🐺 suddenly hit by a depressive episode. feeling really shitty all of a sudden
i feel like my very existence is a joke to so many people from my past. i feel like no one cares about who i am, but only what they can get out of me
i am not valued by many. those who do confuse me
bad brain day again
i feel like my very existence is a joke to so many people from my past. i feel like no one cares about who i am, but only what they can get out of me
i am not valued by many. those who do confuse me
bad brain day again
November 10, 2025 at 6:01 PM
🐺 suddenly hit by a depressive episode. feeling really shitty all of a sudden
i feel like my very existence is a joke to so many people from my past. i feel like no one cares about who i am, but only what they can get out of me
i am not valued by many. those who do confuse me
bad brain day again
i feel like my very existence is a joke to so many people from my past. i feel like no one cares about who i am, but only what they can get out of me
i am not valued by many. those who do confuse me
bad brain day again
fuck it. i'm gonna build a commander deck as a love letter to unstable and unsets. need to figure out my commander as there isn't a legendary creature, vehicle, spacecraft, or planeswalker in 5 colors that cares about contraptions and vorthos doesn't work, so i need a commander
November 10, 2025 at 5:30 PM
fuck it. i'm gonna build a commander deck as a love letter to unstable and unsets. need to figure out my commander as there isn't a legendary creature, vehicle, spacecraft, or planeswalker in 5 colors that cares about contraptions and vorthos doesn't work, so i need a commander
Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. My name's Steven with a "v."
November 10, 2025 at 4:05 PM
Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. My name's Steven with a "v."