4 months ago, I was scared and tired and depressed and genuinely so afraid I wouldn’t make it through TMS and while in that much pain. A serious low for the first 6mos of 2025 LOL…. It’s like, all that shit is still true; I’m still scared and in pain. I’m still tired. But since TMS I feel different

Can I vent here???? I’m so tired. Like so fucking tired. I’ve been working my ass off with doctors appts, TMS, therapy, trying to get better??? and I felt like I was on the up and now I feel like I’m on the down :((((( the er really bummed me out and so does TMS honestly. I’m so fucking exhausted

I have a note from my doctor that says everyone has to be nice to me

Missing you is so hard, B. I’m watching Connor grow up and I just can’t stop thinking about how he’s supposed to have you to guide him, to show him what’s right. He’s now older than you ever got to be. That makes me ache. Love you buddy. I’ll watch Connor earth side, you watch him from the stars 💚

Shit is so fucking bleak rn. I find myself waking up every day, so devastated. I cannot believe this is how we have to live the next 4 years. This country is going to suffer so much and I’m just so scared. Ugh ok, rant over.

Yosemite National Park

If you're dreading talking to certain people at a Thanksgiving get together today, take a book with you to read. People might think you're smart. Or rude. But whatever.

💯

Fuck

PLAN B IS STILL AVAILABLE ON AMAZON. STOCK UP FOR YOUR DAUGHTERS AND SISTERS. It has a four year shelflife.

Hi, I’m God.

Billionaires shouldn’t exist.

Thanks,

God

I've been thinking about this poem by Langston Hughes recently and although it was published in 1931, it remains relevant as ever.

#books #reading #booksky #poetry