My chronic illnesses don’t take that away from me. 🫶🏼
Anyways, hi! I’m H. I’m 28 years old and I have #crps, #fibromyalgia, #chronicseveremigraineheadaches, #osteoarthritis, #majordepressivedisorder, and I’m #bipolar2. I also have a #spinalcordstimulator, and I use a cane or rollator daily!!!

It’s honestly insane. I just feel lighter. I feel capable. I feel strong. I haven’t felt that in… well, it’s been years at this point. I feel like I can do hard things. I’m gonna apply for disability because I’m still worthy of a life I love even though I can’t work a 9-5. I still have value.

😂😂😂

This is like a junk diary at this point so I’m just gonna post some random pics to tie it all together. Oh and I fucked up my car too. My dad was nice about it though and taped it for me. But def did not need that too lmao

And my mom. Like. I worry I’ll never be able to leave because I’ll need to help my dad take care of her and I know that’s not my job but how can I do that to my mom? What if she gets hurt? She’s so little and fragile anymore. I get so worried she’s going to get injured on their long vacation

So being at home just kinda drains me. Like it’s nice being here bc home but my parents are exhausting. And I just want to have a life. I don’t want to be disabled I don’t want to have multiple chronic pain disorders I don’t want to have migraines bc guess what I’m high key OVER IT

ALL THE FUCKING TIME and line how do I fucking LIVE LIKE THAT!? And im so fucking worried about my mom ALL the time. It feels like a fucking full time job. And listening to my parents bitch at each other is MADDENING? I can’t believe they live like that. I could not do that. It fucking drains me.

No they didn’t, and I was an avid reader of anything I could get my hands on. I grew up with friends who couldn’t read wizarding books or vampire books because of religion which I always thought was weird. And now as an adult, still an avid reader who is encouraged to read anything and everything