haematophage
@haematophage.bsky.social
pretty much exactly like if a writer needed to grow up and get real job and became a paramedic instead of doing either
contract confirmed, i’m volunteering in [redacted] for a year next year
December 9, 2025 at 6:21 AM
contract confirmed, i’m volunteering in [redacted] for a year next year
i’m so overwhelmed i’m having spirit-of-the-stairwell shower-thoughts mental conversations with nobody specific trying to justify why things are falling through the cracks. summarised it’s just begging for a pat on the back & validation that it truly is as hard as it feels & i’m not just useless.
November 22, 2025 at 11:11 PM
i’m so overwhelmed i’m having spirit-of-the-stairwell shower-thoughts mental conversations with nobody specific trying to justify why things are falling through the cracks. summarised it’s just begging for a pat on the back & validation that it truly is as hard as it feels & i’m not just useless.
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Looks like LLMs are *very* vulnerable to attack via poetic allusion: "curated poetic prompts yielded high attack-success rates (ASR), with some providers exceeding 90% ..."
https://arxiv.org/html/2511.15304v1
https://arxiv.org/html/2511.15304v1
November 20, 2025 at 5:06 PM
Looks like LLMs are *very* vulnerable to attack via poetic allusion: "curated poetic prompts yielded high attack-success rates (ASR), with some providers exceeding 90% ..."
https://arxiv.org/html/2511.15304v1
https://arxiv.org/html/2511.15304v1
need a litany against post-nights negative thoughts. those badboys are crowding in from the dark like they’re making up for missed nightmares and i know they’re not real but christ they’re persistent
November 12, 2025 at 8:32 AM
need a litany against post-nights negative thoughts. those badboys are crowding in from the dark like they’re making up for missed nightmares and i know they’re not real but christ they’re persistent
started some sunflower seeds with sow-by dates a few months to a few years distant and they’re starting to germinate anyway so there’s a metaphor in there for those with eyes to see
November 6, 2025 at 3:07 AM
started some sunflower seeds with sow-by dates a few months to a few years distant and they’re starting to germinate anyway so there’s a metaphor in there for those with eyes to see
had a person i otherwise love and appreciate not notice that it was time to stop the ribbing about how i think too much and it tires them out like no shit girl imagine how tired i am it’s full noise full time up there you’re not even in the tertiary blast injury zone
November 6, 2025 at 1:24 AM
had a person i otherwise love and appreciate not notice that it was time to stop the ribbing about how i think too much and it tires them out like no shit girl imagine how tired i am it’s full noise full time up there you’re not even in the tertiary blast injury zone
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Ishmael you're not nekkid in bed with a blanket and a cannibal, are you
October 27, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Ishmael you're not nekkid in bed with a blanket and a cannibal, are you
spent the weekend digging around for my vaccination records to prove to public health that i’m up to date w measles because history has folded itself up into the future and got its preventable diseases all over everything (my workplace)
October 26, 2025 at 10:07 AM
spent the weekend digging around for my vaccination records to prove to public health that i’m up to date w measles because history has folded itself up into the future and got its preventable diseases all over everything (my workplace)
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all the anxiety human evolution developed to help me spot bears now kicks in when i have to answer emails
October 19, 2025 at 3:42 AM
all the anxiety human evolution developed to help me spot bears now kicks in when i have to answer emails
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You can't logic your way out of being burnt out. Unless you're me. Who should be able to do it and it's a personal failing that I can't
October 13, 2025 at 9:39 PM
You can't logic your way out of being burnt out. Unless you're me. Who should be able to do it and it's a personal failing that I can't
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Seen an ambulance pulling up to the hospital..i hope the doctors are ok
October 13, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Seen an ambulance pulling up to the hospital..i hope the doctors are ok
worked a little of the tism out today individually holding loose silverware at the thrift to identify Good Forks
October 11, 2025 at 11:39 PM
worked a little of the tism out today individually holding loose silverware at the thrift to identify Good Forks
still waiting for a lot of other people to make major decisions to dictate the course of my life for the next year or two can i have the handlebars back for a sec
October 9, 2025 at 1:36 AM
still waiting for a lot of other people to make major decisions to dictate the course of my life for the next year or two can i have the handlebars back for a sec
an ugly green envy goblin has my reins right now but at least the misery is drying up
October 9, 2025 at 1:35 AM
an ugly green envy goblin has my reins right now but at least the misery is drying up
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October 6, 2025 at 9:09 PM
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days i have had no car: 15. days weather conditions have been the same returning home to leaving home: maybe 3
October 6, 2025 at 3:02 AM
days i have had no car: 15. days weather conditions have been the same returning home to leaving home: maybe 3
bought a cheap weeny thermal-print camera because the microplastics are absolutely worth it for contrast-fried potato-resolution instant photographs onto receipt paper - probably best purchase this year
October 5, 2025 at 6:04 AM
bought a cheap weeny thermal-print camera because the microplastics are absolutely worth it for contrast-fried potato-resolution instant photographs onto receipt paper - probably best purchase this year
you have simply got to love everything happening so much. the horrors persist and i can’t outrun them because most of them are stapled to my sense of self. going overseas will just mean my problems get a tan.
September 22, 2025 at 12:55 AM
you have simply got to love everything happening so much. the horrors persist and i can’t outrun them because most of them are stapled to my sense of self. going overseas will just mean my problems get a tan.
there is a metric behind the “throw out - ceremonial burn-off” and “throw out - general waste” piles but it’s too complex to explain here. you wouldn’t get it. also are you supposed to keep or throw out cute postcards from your ex if you’re also keeping photos of people you’ll never speak to again
September 18, 2025 at 5:43 AM
there is a metric behind the “throw out - ceremonial burn-off” and “throw out - general waste” piles but it’s too complex to explain here. you wouldn’t get it. also are you supposed to keep or throw out cute postcards from your ex if you’re also keeping photos of people you’ll never speak to again
my spine must finally be coming in because recently people’s opinions of my choices and methods have fuelled the spite furnace rather than started a doubt spiral
September 18, 2025 at 2:52 AM
my spine must finally be coming in because recently people’s opinions of my choices and methods have fuelled the spite furnace rather than started a doubt spiral
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CORMAC MCCARTHY: He never sleeps. He says that he will never die. He dances in light and in shadow and he is a great favorite. He never sleeps, the judge. He is dancing, dancing. He says that he will never die.
JOE ROGAN: sure. I've met guys like that
JOE ROGAN: sure. I've met guys like that
December 18, 2024 at 2:25 AM
CORMAC MCCARTHY: He never sleeps. He says that he will never die. He dances in light and in shadow and he is a great favorite. He never sleeps, the judge. He is dancing, dancing. He says that he will never die.
JOE ROGAN: sure. I've met guys like that
JOE ROGAN: sure. I've met guys like that
i have been on the verge of a total cracker-cheese disassociation on & off for months. almost disappointed that the cheese has remained adhered every time no matter how little sleep i get or what new upfuckery occurs. starting to feel like total collapse would be cathartic.
September 6, 2025 at 7:33 AM
i have been on the verge of a total cracker-cheese disassociation on & off for months. almost disappointed that the cheese has remained adhered every time no matter how little sleep i get or what new upfuckery occurs. starting to feel like total collapse would be cathartic.
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The amount of things you might need to know before you can know anything about anything is almost instantly disorientating. The world flickers in & out of scale & focus, randomly & very fast. You make some toast instead.
September 2, 2025 at 9:00 AM
The amount of things you might need to know before you can know anything about anything is almost instantly disorientating. The world flickers in & out of scale & focus, randomly & very fast. You make some toast instead.
surely packing my life into a storage container and a single suitcase justifies commemorative stationary
September 1, 2025 at 3:13 AM
surely packing my life into a storage container and a single suitcase justifies commemorative stationary
sure there’s good reasons not to rush back into home ownership but magnolias are slow growing and can take several years before they start flowering so i have to start planting them as soon as i can
August 29, 2025 at 6:02 AM
sure there’s good reasons not to rush back into home ownership but magnolias are slow growing and can take several years before they start flowering so i have to start planting them as soon as i can