@fortitude321.bsky.social
3 years out of the psych ward after spending 5 out of the 6 years before that in hospital. Are those 3 years hospital free because I’m better? Nope. I just don’t talk anymore. Every time I think about killing myself I imagine the horror of
November 23, 2025 at 10:19 PM
3 years out of the psych ward after spending 5 out of the 6 years before that in hospital. Are those 3 years hospital free because I’m better? Nope. I just don’t talk anymore. Every time I think about killing myself I imagine the horror of
I am absolutely broken.
November 14, 2025 at 11:19 AM
I am absolutely broken.
(FYI none of what I’m about to say is aimed at the awesome Not The Void group that is spoken about on here - such a lifeline and they don’t operate like this) Something that really boils my piss is that so many groups are started by charities/
November 13, 2025 at 6:33 PM
(FYI none of what I’m about to say is aimed at the awesome Not The Void group that is spoken about on here - such a lifeline and they don’t operate like this) Something that really boils my piss is that so many groups are started by charities/
@autisticems.bsky.social
you okay, Em?
you okay, Em?
November 12, 2025 at 8:39 PM
@autisticems.bsky.social
you okay, Em?
you okay, Em?
Caramel hot chocolate and a cookie warmed in the air fryer. Watching Deal or No Deal. Lucky to have moments like this despite everything.
November 9, 2025 at 3:07 PM
Caramel hot chocolate and a cookie warmed in the air fryer. Watching Deal or No Deal. Lucky to have moments like this despite everything.
Petition to ban the following phrases:
“But you’re so strong”
“But they’re your parents”
“I’m ending the call, you’re not engaging”
“Why don’t you just leave the past in the past?”
In fact if you don’t have C-PTSD, DID, ‘BPD’ or any other complex trauma manifestation,don’t speak to me. I’m too tired
“But you’re so strong”
“But they’re your parents”
“I’m ending the call, you’re not engaging”
“Why don’t you just leave the past in the past?”
In fact if you don’t have C-PTSD, DID, ‘BPD’ or any other complex trauma manifestation,don’t speak to me. I’m too tired
November 8, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Petition to ban the following phrases:
“But you’re so strong”
“But they’re your parents”
“I’m ending the call, you’re not engaging”
“Why don’t you just leave the past in the past?”
In fact if you don’t have C-PTSD, DID, ‘BPD’ or any other complex trauma manifestation,don’t speak to me. I’m too tired
“But you’re so strong”
“But they’re your parents”
“I’m ending the call, you’re not engaging”
“Why don’t you just leave the past in the past?”
In fact if you don’t have C-PTSD, DID, ‘BPD’ or any other complex trauma manifestation,don’t speak to me. I’m too tired
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"You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you. What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you want to make."
Jane Goodall
Jane Goodall
Jane Goodall has died at 91.
Her startling observations about chimpanzee behaviors revolutionized not only scientific understanding of the capabilities and inner lives of primates, but also long-held notions about what it means to be human. https://wapo.st/476clLO
Her startling observations about chimpanzee behaviors revolutionized not only scientific understanding of the capabilities and inner lives of primates, but also long-held notions about what it means to be human. https://wapo.st/476clLO
October 1, 2025 at 6:39 PM
"You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you. What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you want to make."
Jane Goodall
Jane Goodall
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I think EUPD as a construct represents all the disowned, projected parts of their own psyche, it is a receptacle for counter transference of their fears of inadequacy, being harmed, being shamed etc. If your patient is bad, you are always good in comparison.
September 19, 2025 at 12:31 PM
I think EUPD as a construct represents all the disowned, projected parts of their own psyche, it is a receptacle for counter transference of their fears of inadequacy, being harmed, being shamed etc. If your patient is bad, you are always good in comparison.
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If you are surviving, but only just, we're here.
If you are running out of motivation to go on, we're here.
If you need a confidential, non clinical, non judgmental community of people who are living with suicidal experiences, we are here; ready to share compassion and dark humour and solidarity.
If you are running out of motivation to go on, we're here.
If you need a confidential, non clinical, non judgmental community of people who are living with suicidal experiences, we are here; ready to share compassion and dark humour and solidarity.
September 7, 2025 at 7:39 PM
If you are surviving, but only just, we're here.
If you are running out of motivation to go on, we're here.
If you need a confidential, non clinical, non judgmental community of people who are living with suicidal experiences, we are here; ready to share compassion and dark humour and solidarity.
If you are running out of motivation to go on, we're here.
If you need a confidential, non clinical, non judgmental community of people who are living with suicidal experiences, we are here; ready to share compassion and dark humour and solidarity.
Done a 60% job at cleaning my bathroom which is more than I’ve done in 6 months. Most of the rubbish is still on the floor and no attempt to vacuum or mop. Shower half cleaned. Feel horrific. I’ve been living in a skip and it makes me feel terrible.
September 7, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Done a 60% job at cleaning my bathroom which is more than I’ve done in 6 months. Most of the rubbish is still on the floor and no attempt to vacuum or mop. Shower half cleaned. Feel horrific. I’ve been living in a skip and it makes me feel terrible.
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September 1, 2025 at 8:52 AM
Feel like absolute shit. I’m pretty sure I have diabetes. All the signs and feeling unwell. I’ve been showing signs of insulin resistance for years but GP refused to test. As someone with an eating disorder it’s impossible. Waiting for a GP appointment. Feel constantly ill and drained.
August 4, 2025 at 10:30 AM
Feel like absolute shit. I’m pretty sure I have diabetes. All the signs and feeling unwell. I’ve been showing signs of insulin resistance for years but GP refused to test. As someone with an eating disorder it’s impossible. Waiting for a GP appointment. Feel constantly ill and drained.
I honestly don’t know how many tears I have left after the last two weeks. I’m so tired of the constant struggles and pain and it’s just not worth it for me. I feel profoundly lonely all the time and it doesn’t get easier. I am in so much pain.
July 28, 2025 at 9:18 PM
I honestly don’t know how many tears I have left after the last two weeks. I’m so tired of the constant struggles and pain and it’s just not worth it for me. I feel profoundly lonely all the time and it doesn’t get easier. I am in so much pain.
2 weeks since you left us and I’m without breath again 💔.
July 28, 2025 at 9:11 PM
2 weeks since you left us and I’m without breath again 💔.
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On on Sunday 7 September at 3pm, at the UK government is testing the emergency alert system. If you have a person in your life who:
• is confused by phones
• has issues with paranoia/noise sensitivity/ptsd
• has a secret phone stashed
Give them a heads up.
www.gov.uk/alerts
• is confused by phones
• has issues with paranoia/noise sensitivity/ptsd
• has a secret phone stashed
Give them a heads up.
www.gov.uk/alerts
About Emergency Alerts
Your mobile phone or tablet may get an emergency alert if there’s a danger to life nearby. Alerts tell you what to do to stay safe.
www.gov.uk
July 28, 2025 at 12:04 PM
On on Sunday 7 September at 3pm, at the UK government is testing the emergency alert system. If you have a person in your life who:
• is confused by phones
• has issues with paranoia/noise sensitivity/ptsd
• has a secret phone stashed
Give them a heads up.
www.gov.uk/alerts
• is confused by phones
• has issues with paranoia/noise sensitivity/ptsd
• has a secret phone stashed
Give them a heads up.
www.gov.uk/alerts
I’m taking a break. Catch you soon.
July 20, 2025 at 7:04 PM
I’m taking a break. Catch you soon.
Another day where my supported living think that the bare minimum of a 20 second phone call once in 24 hours to check in breathing is optional. This place is for the most severe and complex needs and you have to have been under section 3 to even meet the criteria. Yet they don’t even do the basics
July 16, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Another day where my supported living think that the bare minimum of a 20 second phone call once in 24 hours to check in breathing is optional. This place is for the most severe and complex needs and you have to have been under section 3 to even meet the criteria. Yet they don’t even do the basics
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Still springing leaks from my eyeballs today. It doesn’t feel so much a loss that Andrea Gibson’s death is evoking but this uncontainable love and feeling moved by all they were and are
July 15, 2025 at 11:59 AM
Still springing leaks from my eyeballs today. It doesn’t feel so much a loss that Andrea Gibson’s death is evoking but this uncontainable love and feeling moved by all they were and are
My heart won’t settle 💔
July 14, 2025 at 10:14 PM
My heart won’t settle 💔
Absolutely heartbroken to hear of the death of Andrea Gibson. Their poetry was found in the depths of post traumatic despair, alone, at 3am, in my uni room aged 19. This poem would become a salve more
youtu.be/DtZp7MQE2ZM?...
youtu.be/DtZp7MQE2ZM?...
Andrea Gibson: "the madness vase"
YouTube video by speakeasynyc
youtu.be
July 14, 2025 at 7:34 PM
Absolutely heartbroken to hear of the death of Andrea Gibson. Their poetry was found in the depths of post traumatic despair, alone, at 3am, in my uni room aged 19. This poem would become a salve more
youtu.be/DtZp7MQE2ZM?...
youtu.be/DtZp7MQE2ZM?...
Tough day, week and month. In so much constant emotional pain. Physical health is farcical too and I’m taking various meds 4 times a day with nothing actually getting better. Exhausted. Absolutely dreading Friday as well. 6 weeks of kids and families everywhere.
July 13, 2025 at 8:36 PM
Tough day, week and month. In so much constant emotional pain. Physical health is farcical too and I’m taking various meds 4 times a day with nothing actually getting better. Exhausted. Absolutely dreading Friday as well. 6 weeks of kids and families everywhere.
Why is selling on Facebook marketplace the most stressful thing ever? I’m hugely dysregulated right now and in tears. People are so rude and so frustrating
July 11, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Why is selling on Facebook marketplace the most stressful thing ever? I’m hugely dysregulated right now and in tears. People are so rude and so frustrating
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#CPTSD isn’t just flashbacks.
It’s the bone-deep emptiness after years of surviving.
It’s feeling hollow where other people feel real.
It’s wondering if you even exist when no one is watching.
It’s the bone-deep emptiness after years of surviving.
It’s feeling hollow where other people feel real.
It’s wondering if you even exist when no one is watching.
July 5, 2025 at 3:34 PM
#CPTSD isn’t just flashbacks.
It’s the bone-deep emptiness after years of surviving.
It’s feeling hollow where other people feel real.
It’s wondering if you even exist when no one is watching.
It’s the bone-deep emptiness after years of surviving.
It’s feeling hollow where other people feel real.
It’s wondering if you even exist when no one is watching.
So ready to be home now. So mentally and physically fatigued. My chronic UTI is horrific. Can’t even sit down. Need water, meds and rest
July 3, 2025 at 2:41 PM
So ready to be home now. So mentally and physically fatigued. My chronic UTI is horrific. Can’t even sit down. Need water, meds and rest
Someone is knitting while standing up at the train station and I very much respect the vibe.
July 3, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Someone is knitting while standing up at the train station and I very much respect the vibe.