Spen
@ch4071ccrump37.bsky.social
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[-o-] on Darhug land
He/they
Very queer
Autistic, chronically ill, mentally ill & multi mobility aid user
[-o-] on Darhug land
He/they
Very queer
Autistic, chronically ill, mentally ill & multi mobility aid user
You know the fucked up part? My brain keeps randomly obsessing over my stuff in Sydney, while I’m in Perth.
I don’t want to think about my Sydney stuff, I want to think about how much of an amazing time I’m having in Perth
I don’t want to think about my Sydney stuff, I want to think about how much of an amazing time I’m having in Perth
January 23, 2026 at 6:55 AM
You know the fucked up part? My brain keeps randomly obsessing over my stuff in Sydney, while I’m in Perth.
I don’t want to think about my Sydney stuff, I want to think about how much of an amazing time I’m having in Perth
I don’t want to think about my Sydney stuff, I want to think about how much of an amazing time I’m having in Perth
You know what’s funny? I feel so fucking more supported on the other side of the country than I do at “home”
Perth is amazing, I don’t know many people here but I’ve been having the best time with the people I do know and have met.
I want to leave Sydney. I want to move to Perth.
Perth is amazing, I don’t know many people here but I’ve been having the best time with the people I do know and have met.
I want to leave Sydney. I want to move to Perth.
January 23, 2026 at 4:54 AM
You know what’s funny? I feel so fucking more supported on the other side of the country than I do at “home”
Perth is amazing, I don’t know many people here but I’ve been having the best time with the people I do know and have met.
I want to leave Sydney. I want to move to Perth.
Perth is amazing, I don’t know many people here but I’ve been having the best time with the people I do know and have met.
I want to leave Sydney. I want to move to Perth.
Fucking love that when I’m very visibly struggling, telling people what’s going on. They don’t give a fuck. But yet when I’m distant, they seem to care. Give me a week and a bit and I’m fucking going as distant as I can. I don’t care if people check in and see how I’m going
January 18, 2026 at 11:38 AM
Fucking love that when I’m very visibly struggling, telling people what’s going on. They don’t give a fuck. But yet when I’m distant, they seem to care. Give me a week and a bit and I’m fucking going as distant as I can. I don’t care if people check in and see how I’m going
Fuck everything.
It doesn’t feel like my thoughts or feelings matter anyway.
What’s the fucking point.
I’m fucking done.
It doesn’t feel like my thoughts or feelings matter anyway.
What’s the fucking point.
I’m fucking done.
January 18, 2026 at 11:22 AM
Fuck everything.
It doesn’t feel like my thoughts or feelings matter anyway.
What’s the fucking point.
I’m fucking done.
It doesn’t feel like my thoughts or feelings matter anyway.
What’s the fucking point.
I’m fucking done.
Feeling so unwanted, fucking sucks. My RSD is so incredibly high and has been for a while, and it somehow keeps getting higher. I just want to feel fucking wanted.
January 13, 2026 at 12:33 PM
Feeling so unwanted, fucking sucks. My RSD is so incredibly high and has been for a while, and it somehow keeps getting higher. I just want to feel fucking wanted.
Went for a mental health (st)roll on my way home, a bit of a detour but absolutely worth it
January 13, 2026 at 11:38 AM
Went for a mental health (st)roll on my way home, a bit of a detour but absolutely worth it
CW- suicidal ideation, mental health deterioration, disability deterioration
Did my first WHODAS 2.0 in a few months today, realised how much I’ve been deteriorating. I’m really not doing well and feel so fucking alone, like I have nobody who understands anything I’m going through. I feel horrible.
Did my first WHODAS 2.0 in a few months today, realised how much I’ve been deteriorating. I’m really not doing well and feel so fucking alone, like I have nobody who understands anything I’m going through. I feel horrible.
January 12, 2026 at 2:06 AM
CW- suicidal ideation, mental health deterioration, disability deterioration
Did my first WHODAS 2.0 in a few months today, realised how much I’ve been deteriorating. I’m really not doing well and feel so fucking alone, like I have nobody who understands anything I’m going through. I feel horrible.
Did my first WHODAS 2.0 in a few months today, realised how much I’ve been deteriorating. I’m really not doing well and feel so fucking alone, like I have nobody who understands anything I’m going through. I feel horrible.
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If I wasn't already there, nothing would put me on team "Men ain't shit" faster than working in the airport and counting how many men are comfortable just casually abandoning their partners.
January 9, 2026 at 8:49 PM
If I wasn't already there, nothing would put me on team "Men ain't shit" faster than working in the airport and counting how many men are comfortable just casually abandoning their partners.
This is the only platform I will be trauma dumping on, I hope y’all are ready
January 9, 2026 at 9:05 AM
This is the only platform I will be trauma dumping on, I hope y’all are ready
I’m so incredibly fucking done.
I don’t know how much more I can take. Everything is awful, literally nothing feels good anymore.
I fuck everything up, regardless of what it is.
I just want to feel not like this, everything is painful.
I feel horrible, constantly.
There’s nothing I can do
I don’t know how much more I can take. Everything is awful, literally nothing feels good anymore.
I fuck everything up, regardless of what it is.
I just want to feel not like this, everything is painful.
I feel horrible, constantly.
There’s nothing I can do
January 9, 2026 at 2:29 AM
I’m so incredibly fucking done.
I don’t know how much more I can take. Everything is awful, literally nothing feels good anymore.
I fuck everything up, regardless of what it is.
I just want to feel not like this, everything is painful.
I feel horrible, constantly.
There’s nothing I can do
I don’t know how much more I can take. Everything is awful, literally nothing feels good anymore.
I fuck everything up, regardless of what it is.
I just want to feel not like this, everything is painful.
I feel horrible, constantly.
There’s nothing I can do
I’m so fucking done with this year, everything feels fucking horrible and all I keep doing is fucking every single thing that I do up. Something always goes wrong. I just want a fucking break for once in my life and I can’t have it no matter how hard I try. I’m just so fucking done.
December 31, 2025 at 9:21 AM
I’m so fucking done with this year, everything feels fucking horrible and all I keep doing is fucking every single thing that I do up. Something always goes wrong. I just want a fucking break for once in my life and I can’t have it no matter how hard I try. I’m just so fucking done.
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One of the main problems with non-disabled actors portraying disabled characters is that they are often basing that portrayal on preconceived stereotypes and reducing the complexity of the disabled experience to a caricature.
December 10, 2025 at 7:07 PM
One of the main problems with non-disabled actors portraying disabled characters is that they are often basing that portrayal on preconceived stereotypes and reducing the complexity of the disabled experience to a caricature.
Having PTSD flashbacks are awful. I’m currently trying to make sure that I’m not making one specific event worse than it already was, which was awful and one of the most traumatic things that have ever happened to me and right now I’m trying to not re traumatise myself because it was absolutely
February 26, 2025 at 11:15 AM
Having PTSD flashbacks are awful. I’m currently trying to make sure that I’m not making one specific event worse than it already was, which was awful and one of the most traumatic things that have ever happened to me and right now I’m trying to not re traumatise myself because it was absolutely
As a chronically ill person who doesn’t have many confirmed diagnoses yet, I just want to get my answers. I want to know why I’m in pain, why my skin has an “altered sensation” I just want answers to everything. These answers are so fucking hard to get. For me to get a confirmed diagnosis I need to
February 25, 2025 at 6:38 AM
As a chronically ill person who doesn’t have many confirmed diagnoses yet, I just want to get my answers. I want to know why I’m in pain, why my skin has an “altered sensation” I just want answers to everything. These answers are so fucking hard to get. For me to get a confirmed diagnosis I need to
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Why does this meatsack keep insisting I feed it
February 24, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Why does this meatsack keep insisting I feed it
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First off, that's not entirely accurate there.
Secondly, so what? That's not a lot of people in the grand scheme of things, and an overall population of 68 million. It is however what family reunification is needed for, and saves more people making more dangerous journeys.
Secondly, so what? That's not a lot of people in the grand scheme of things, and an overall population of 68 million. It is however what family reunification is needed for, and saves more people making more dangerous journeys.
January 27, 2025 at 6:18 AM
First off, that's not entirely accurate there.
Secondly, so what? That's not a lot of people in the grand scheme of things, and an overall population of 68 million. It is however what family reunification is needed for, and saves more people making more dangerous journeys.
Secondly, so what? That's not a lot of people in the grand scheme of things, and an overall population of 68 million. It is however what family reunification is needed for, and saves more people making more dangerous journeys.
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Grooming gangs and csa are weaponised as part of certain bad faith actors attempts to make them seem race, religion or "integration" based. They aren't. Main offenders are actually white anyway. When you make them about race you risk ignoring other abusers like these.
www.bbc.com/news/article...
www.bbc.com/news/article...
January 27, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Grooming gangs and csa are weaponised as part of certain bad faith actors attempts to make them seem race, religion or "integration" based. They aren't. Main offenders are actually white anyway. When you make them about race you risk ignoring other abusers like these.
www.bbc.com/news/article...
www.bbc.com/news/article...
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A disabled person might be “able” to do one thing on one day.
Maybe they wanted to.
Maybe they had no choice and had to.
What it does not mean, is that they’re suddenly able to do it all the time, or that it’ll be “easier next time”.
“Able” is repeatedly, reliably, and safely.
Maybe they wanted to.
Maybe they had no choice and had to.
What it does not mean, is that they’re suddenly able to do it all the time, or that it’ll be “easier next time”.
“Able” is repeatedly, reliably, and safely.
January 17, 2025 at 8:04 AM
A disabled person might be “able” to do one thing on one day.
Maybe they wanted to.
Maybe they had no choice and had to.
What it does not mean, is that they’re suddenly able to do it all the time, or that it’ll be “easier next time”.
“Able” is repeatedly, reliably, and safely.
Maybe they wanted to.
Maybe they had no choice and had to.
What it does not mean, is that they’re suddenly able to do it all the time, or that it’ll be “easier next time”.
“Able” is repeatedly, reliably, and safely.
I haven't been doing well for a while and have been going through this weird perception, that both at the same time, I need to be left alone by everyone I know, but that also nobody cares about me. They've both been coexisting for a while and I just don't know how else to describe it. It's awful
January 17, 2025 at 9:05 AM
I haven't been doing well for a while and have been going through this weird perception, that both at the same time, I need to be left alone by everyone I know, but that also nobody cares about me. They've both been coexisting for a while and I just don't know how else to describe it. It's awful
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2025 in a nutshell…
January 15, 2025 at 5:03 AM
2025 in a nutshell…
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Disabled people should not have to crowdfund to obtain accessibility.
Read that again.
Read that again.
January 14, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Disabled people should not have to crowdfund to obtain accessibility.
Read that again.
Read that again.
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January 14, 2025 at 2:22 PM
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If you’re on public transport or just generally out in public and see a disabled person using a mobility aid, GIVE US SPACE!!! Do NOT think that you can touch any part of my wheelchair (or any other aid) at any point.
What would you do if I was standing here? Walk over me? NO GIVE US SPACE
What would you do if I was standing here? Walk over me? NO GIVE US SPACE
January 15, 2025 at 12:50 AM
If you’re on public transport or just generally out in public and see a disabled person using a mobility aid, GIVE US SPACE!!! Do NOT think that you can touch any part of my wheelchair (or any other aid) at any point.
What would you do if I was standing here? Walk over me? NO GIVE US SPACE
What would you do if I was standing here? Walk over me? NO GIVE US SPACE
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Australia Day is just Invasion day
January 14, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Australia Day is just Invasion day