Spen
@ch4071ccrump37.bsky.social
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[-o-] on Darhug land
He/they
Very queer
Autistic, chronically ill, mentally ill & multi mobility aid user
[-o-] on Darhug land
He/they
Very queer
Autistic, chronically ill, mentally ill & multi mobility aid user
Possibly the most traumatic thing that has ever happened to me. Healing sometimes means opening old wounds but I really hate this one, especially when I’m just trying to sleep
February 26, 2025 at 11:16 AM
Possibly the most traumatic thing that has ever happened to me. Healing sometimes means opening old wounds but I really hate this one, especially when I’m just trying to sleep
I just want to know why my body feels like this, but it’s hard. I have some support but I don’t have answers. Also how am I supposed to go and walk and find the “right amount of walking” when I don’t have the capacity to go outside. How am I supposed to get into a pool when I can’t swim
February 25, 2025 at 6:42 AM
I just want to know why my body feels like this, but it’s hard. I have some support but I don’t have answers. Also how am I supposed to go and walk and find the “right amount of walking” when I don’t have the capacity to go outside. How am I supposed to get into a pool when I can’t swim
Be able to do the things that my rheumatologist wants me to do, like trying specific medications, like walking, like practically doing physio water therapy, but it’s so hard. I can’t even DO these things without support, or without a confirmed diagnosis
February 25, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Be able to do the things that my rheumatologist wants me to do, like trying specific medications, like walking, like practically doing physio water therapy, but it’s so hard. I can’t even DO these things without support, or without a confirmed diagnosis
Because I genuinely don't think I can actually I guess, have that conversation with anyone. I just cannot deal with anything anymore. Consistently on the edge of tears without actually being able to produce a singular tear most of the time? What the fuck is this and why am I experiencing it so often
January 17, 2025 at 9:12 AM
Because I genuinely don't think I can actually I guess, have that conversation with anyone. I just cannot deal with anything anymore. Consistently on the edge of tears without actually being able to produce a singular tear most of the time? What the fuck is this and why am I experiencing it so often
And like, I can't even like, sit down with anyone and tell them this, because its been happening for far too long and I don't know or understand what I'm actually actively supposed to do about it? Also hi, if you know me and you're reading this, please pretend you didn't
January 17, 2025 at 9:09 AM
And like, I can't even like, sit down with anyone and tell them this, because its been happening for far too long and I don't know or understand what I'm actually actively supposed to do about it? Also hi, if you know me and you're reading this, please pretend you didn't
Like why can't it just be one instead of both at the same time? Is this what it feels like when my depression plays up? And possibly also my RSD, at the same time? My RSD has been playing up for probably consistently the past year or two? My depression, well, it's always coming and going but, fuck
January 17, 2025 at 9:07 AM
Like why can't it just be one instead of both at the same time? Is this what it feels like when my depression plays up? And possibly also my RSD, at the same time? My RSD has been playing up for probably consistently the past year or two? My depression, well, it's always coming and going but, fuck
All I want in this situation is for able bodied people to be mindful over where they are, vs where I am, and to not touch me or any mobility aid I’m using. You have everywhere else to move, I don’t when I’m in my chair, you can literally move ANYWHERE you like on a train. I’m unable to.
January 15, 2025 at 12:53 AM
All I want in this situation is for able bodied people to be mindful over where they are, vs where I am, and to not touch me or any mobility aid I’m using. You have everywhere else to move, I don’t when I’m in my chair, you can literally move ANYWHERE you like on a train. I’m unable to.