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fucked up former foster kid, (cerebral palsy chronic migraine & spinal degeneration) trans man he/him/his 🏳️‍⚧️ 🧑🏼‍🦽 this user uses voice-to-text. errors may occur.
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got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
So no changes to the screenshots but I went on Walmart and saw how much it would cost me to get what my family normally eats for Thanksgiving but just for me so not too expensive but still more money than I have. Only PayPal works right now.

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
November 17, 2025 at 8:05 PM
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got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 16, 2025 at 4:52 PM
I have a new favorite meal. It's a green carb balance tortilla, pasta sauce, grated cheese (I don't actually know what kind of cheese but I jokingly call at church cheddar because it says distributed by the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints thing on it, and turkey pepperoni.
November 16, 2025 at 10:53 PM
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$38 needed like ASAP please?

paypal.me/thelongestroad

and then the $170 towards radiation therapy - please help me out there too ❤️
November 16, 2025 at 9:16 PM
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i had a few so i sent a few, you can too #MA
we are the "public" part of #publichealth
$38 needed like ASAP please?

paypal.me/thelongestroad

and then the $170 towards radiation therapy - please help me out there too ❤️
November 16, 2025 at 10:39 PM
got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 16, 2025 at 4:52 PM
I thought the stool that I picked to use so that I could safely use the counters at my kitchen would work pretty well but so far I've fallen off of it twice. It's too late to return it and I can't give it away until I get a replacement but I probably shouldn't have picked one with wheels.
November 16, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Trying to figure out whether or not I can go to a friend's wedding because it has a dress code. Like I don't know if I can afford a well fitting suit especially with my body type and I don't know what kind of bag to carry my medical supplies in? Like how do you dress formally?
November 16, 2025 at 1:51 AM
crowdfunding update. Someone messaged me about paying rent directly at my rent portal so now the goals are debt related and then I need a new comforter and the kitchen stuff!

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Venmo | Carver M
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
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November 15, 2025 at 7:44 PM
I wish I had someone on my visitor's list who wasn't Mormon that was tall enough to grab my freaking coffee maker off the top shelf in my kitchenette. My current CNA is a member of my ward and he put my coffee maker on the top shelf. I was just barely able to scrape up enough money to get some pods
November 15, 2025 at 6:37 PM
I need to put on pants and go to the lobby of my building but God I'm so tired of a little bit awake for a few minutes but the front desk called me and said I had more packages.

Love you all for the help but oh my god I'm tired.
November 15, 2025 at 4:04 PM
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Kati still needs $350 for food, Rx medications, and to replace their broken glasses.

Ko-fi.com/katimcf
HELLO FRIENDS WE MET THE RENT GOAL and then i took a relief/post hospital nap and forgot to update!

unfortunately i’m nearly out of food again, owe my dr, out of rx meds, and MY GLASSES BROKE TODAY

so im still aiming to raise $350 for those expenses, anything is appreciated ❤️‍🩹

ko-fi.com/katimcf
November 14, 2025 at 7:41 PM
Crowdfunding update because I had to do some updates to the wish list both removing items that somebody bought elsewhere and adding some clothes. Current concern is next month's rent.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Venmo | Carver M
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
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November 14, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Putting women's clothes on my Amazon wish list so that my Bishop thinks I am making an effort to detransition. You can buy them for me if you want but they are literally just there for show. he says I have to make an effort to ask people outside of the ward for help and a dress more femininely.
November 14, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Got a letter in the mail yesterday saying that I should be sent food stamps today. I don't trust it, and am wondering if we are going to end up being asked to give it back so if it arrives after business hours start today, I am too scared to touch it.
November 14, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Things I have obtained from the wish list:

A container of quinoa although it's small enough I might want to add more to the list

12 grain and vegetable bowls

Vitamins

Yogurt snacks

A vest which I believe I may have ordered but it got stuck in customs at some point
November 13, 2025 at 11:40 PM
I swear to Christ that if my ward can't even be bothered to give me $10 worth of quarters even though I have begged and taken out credit and done everything else just to make rent and my phone and food because my food bank delivery keeps getting delayed...
November 13, 2025 at 7:14 PM
@jblainefoster.bsky.social and @kyamae.bsky.social I don't know the handle of the person who sent me this little air fryer toaster oven. I received chicken breast from the community pantry. I have an excuse to use the air fryer. this is me tagging you 2 so that the person who bought it can see it
November 13, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I wish this site had the ability to do polls because I need help deciding something and I don't know what else to do. I'm indecisive but one of my friends is getting married in May and requested that I attend but I don't know what color to wear.

I mean I'm hoping I can buy a suit by may but anyway
November 12, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Did I put a bunch of syrups and low priority on my wish list because my brain is thinking about dirty sodas and I'm broke?

Yes.

Do I expect to receive any?

No.
November 12, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Food can be bought from the Amazon wishlis. If I set goal right now it would be $90. $32 to keep my phone number from my hometown. the rest for laundry. I might have to go to a laundromat.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 12, 2025 at 12:53 PM
I've always wanted to wear a ball gown at least once. Do I have the money to ever buy a ball gown or the correct undergarments for it?

No.

But my brain is dreaming
November 12, 2025 at 12:33 PM
So I had an asthma attack this morning and woke up from a nap with a sore throat and I can barely talk and I just realized that my phone bill is due tomorrow. Help?

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Venmo | Carver M
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
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November 11, 2025 at 7:42 PM
So because my legal last name starts with the letter m I get my food stamps on the 11th. Or at least I'm supposed to. Luckily I have some food in my apartment and people have helped me get other food items but this is just proof that this is happening
November 11, 2025 at 9:49 AM
And just added some food items to my Amazon wish list because I do not know if I am getting food stamps in the morning. Forgive me if the food items on there don't make any sense I am not feeling good at all. I don't have the energy to change priorities but food.

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Check out my list on Amazon
www.amazon.com
November 11, 2025 at 3:40 AM