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Ghost
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fucked up former foster kid, (cerebral palsy chronic migraine & spinal degeneration) trans man he/him/his 🏳️‍⚧️ 🧑🏼‍🦽 this user uses voice-to-text. errors may occur.
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got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
We are living in such a messy timeline. I had to spend like an hour talking with a friend and showing tesearch to tell her that getting an abortion because of her blood clotting disorder isn't murder.

She's not sure if she's pregnant
she's in a state where it's legal to get an abortion.
November 22, 2025 at 6:13 AM
I swear if my medical team says I have to go back to the emergency room because I'm puking again...

I am so tired of them wanting me to go to the freaking hospital
November 20, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Fell and bit my lip :/ there's no blood but one side of my lip is super swollen now
November 20, 2025 at 6:02 AM
Got some more packages today. Admittedly I dropped one of the little ceramic dishes that I was sent within minutes of taking it out of the box so I have three of those now, and a cutting board and some toothbrushes, and the cookies were for my CNA because for some reason he likes Famous Amos
November 20, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I was able to order food for Thanksgiving although I scheduled the delivery for closer to Thanksgiving and then I am doing with the leftovers a slow deposit so it hasn't hit my bank yet.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 19, 2025 at 10:43 PM
No update to the screenshots which means we are still in rough waters. Any help would be very very appreciated. I'm still not feeling good but I'm trying.
venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 18, 2025 at 8:50 PM
"You'd feel better if you were working."

Correction I would be working if I was feeling better. But how am I supposed to get a job that I can literally do in the dark.
November 18, 2025 at 5:01 AM
Had to go down to the lobby to get gifts from the wish list. shout out to my friend Kathy who I actually have to message on Facebook because she is not over here and the person who sent the things that are birthday cake flavored. appreciate y'all. Still having diarrhea and nausea but I'm alive.
November 18, 2025 at 3:04 AM
So no changes to the screenshots but I went on Walmart and saw how much it would cost me to get what my family normally eats for Thanksgiving but just for me so not too expensive but still more money than I have. Only PayPal works right now.

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen
November 17, 2025 at 8:05 PM
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got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 16, 2025 at 4:52 PM
I have a new favorite meal. It's a green carb balance tortilla, pasta sauce, grated cheese (I don't actually know what kind of cheese but I jokingly call at church cheddar because it says distributed by the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints thing on it, and turkey pepperoni.
November 16, 2025 at 10:53 PM
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$38 needed like ASAP please?

paypal.me/thelongestroad

and then the $170 towards radiation therapy - please help me out there too ❤️
November 16, 2025 at 9:16 PM
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i had a few so i sent a few, you can too #MA
we are the "public" part of #publichealth
$38 needed like ASAP please?

paypal.me/thelongestroad

and then the $170 towards radiation therapy - please help me out there too ❤️
November 16, 2025 at 10:39 PM
got all of the payment apps downloaded onto my new phone and holy s***. Primary goal is to pay all these down. I'm going to start the process of arguing with Wells Fargo tomorrow.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
November 16, 2025 at 4:52 PM
I thought the stool that I picked to use so that I could safely use the counters at my kitchen would work pretty well but so far I've fallen off of it twice. It's too late to return it and I can't give it away until I get a replacement but I probably shouldn't have picked one with wheels.
November 16, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Trying to figure out whether or not I can go to a friend's wedding because it has a dress code. Like I don't know if I can afford a well fitting suit especially with my body type and I don't know what kind of bag to carry my medical supplies in? Like how do you dress formally?
November 16, 2025 at 1:51 AM
crowdfunding update. Someone messaged me about paying rent directly at my rent portal so now the goals are debt related and then I need a new comforter and the kitchen stuff!

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Venmo | Carver M
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
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November 15, 2025 at 7:44 PM
I wish I had someone on my visitor's list who wasn't Mormon that was tall enough to grab my freaking coffee maker off the top shelf in my kitchenette. My current CNA is a member of my ward and he put my coffee maker on the top shelf. I was just barely able to scrape up enough money to get some pods
November 15, 2025 at 6:37 PM
I need to put on pants and go to the lobby of my building but God I'm so tired of a little bit awake for a few minutes but the front desk called me and said I had more packages.

Love you all for the help but oh my god I'm tired.
November 15, 2025 at 4:04 PM
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Kati still needs $350 for food, Rx medications, and to replace their broken glasses.

Ko-fi.com/katimcf
HELLO FRIENDS WE MET THE RENT GOAL and then i took a relief/post hospital nap and forgot to update!

unfortunately i’m nearly out of food again, owe my dr, out of rx meds, and MY GLASSES BROKE TODAY

so im still aiming to raise $350 for those expenses, anything is appreciated ❤️‍🩹

ko-fi.com/katimcf
November 14, 2025 at 7:41 PM
Crowdfunding update because I had to do some updates to the wish list both removing items that somebody bought elsewhere and adding some clothes. Current concern is next month's rent.

venmo.com/code?user_id...

cash.app/$CAugustMcMu...

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
Venmo | Carver M
Venmo is a digital wallet that lets you make and share payments with friends. You can easily split the bill, cab fare, or much more. Download the iOS or Android app or sign up on Venmo.com today.
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November 14, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Putting women's clothes on my Amazon wish list so that my Bishop thinks I am making an effort to detransition. You can buy them for me if you want but they are literally just there for show. he says I have to make an effort to ask people outside of the ward for help and a dress more femininely.
November 14, 2025 at 2:25 PM
Got a letter in the mail yesterday saying that I should be sent food stamps today. I don't trust it, and am wondering if we are going to end up being asked to give it back so if it arrives after business hours start today, I am too scared to touch it.
November 14, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Things I have obtained from the wish list:

A container of quinoa although it's small enough I might want to add more to the list

12 grain and vegetable bowls

Vitamins

Yogurt snacks

A vest which I believe I may have ordered but it got stuck in customs at some point
November 13, 2025 at 11:40 PM
I swear to Christ that if my ward can't even be bothered to give me $10 worth of quarters even though I have begged and taken out credit and done everything else just to make rent and my phone and food because my food bank delivery keeps getting delayed...
November 13, 2025 at 7:14 PM