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And the trees do not like strangers.


She/They | Bi/Demi


18+, but in the boring "I'm in my 30s and don't care to watch what I say, please, children, do not bother me" way
Related: If you were to watch my sleep-deprived ass stream a video game in, say, the next five minutes, which video game would you want it to be
November 14, 2025 at 11:53 AM
Today in "Did a Vampire Say This or Just Someone Whose Sleep Schedule is So Fucked"
November 14, 2025 at 11:52 AM
Anyway you can see sleeping is going well, definitely not ruminating through the night
November 14, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Also you can pry the use of "normie" from my cold dead hands, it conveys the most accurate connotation, and my fucked up little brain loves it some connotations, agonizes about connotations
November 14, 2025 at 9:09 AM
Vaguely related, proof my truest inner self is a possessive little bitch, but while my adult self is so glad for her that she goes by her birth name as an adult, my inner 6yo is jealous that other people know the special secret name, kid me kept that secret so good lmao
November 14, 2025 at 9:06 AM
otherwise known as the department of laboriously capitalized propaganda
November 14, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I am curious about the steam machine, streaming through the app works /okay/ but I bet that's better
November 12, 2025 at 10:25 PM
I had to enlist help, but if I actually put my hands how they're supposed to rest on the triggers etc. I cannot reach the buttons lmao
November 12, 2025 at 10:04 PM
xbox 360 controller* died
November 12, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I have the first steam controller (that I bought when it was $5) that I use currently because my xbox 360 died recently, but it is Too Big For My Tiny Hands and I Must Strain To Reach Half of It
November 12, 2025 at 9:57 PM
I type faster than I speak so you're somewhat spared the "context interrupts my original sentence before I can finish it" that happens aloud.
November 12, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Also this is exactly how I tell stories in person but all the background information interrupts the main point being said at all instead of being added afterward, so you wouldn't get the main thing I started talking about until now
November 12, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Every time I do a thread like this I think about pre-thread twitter and how all this shit would just show up individually on everyone's feeds and not tucked away and honestly I kinda miss it, let me flood your feeds with nonsense because I have "no choice"
November 12, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Meanwhile I was only ever on it because the cramps were so bad growing up, but that one perfect semester before the hormones went to shit again gave me a false sense of normalcy that I hid in for the next few years
November 12, 2025 at 9:50 PM
and yeah I was off birth control all of college because I was a weird little virgin who didn't know she had PCOS yet and just dealt with almost throwing up in class because the cramps were so bad for....some reason?????
November 12, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Also one of the 72 hours ones happened during my last set of finals senior year of college and I was finally poised to get an A in one of my fav history prof's classes (he's was one of those old school A's only for Above and Beyond guys), and I felt sanity leave me mid essay (still got an A- ugh)
November 12, 2025 at 9:48 PM
3. My body eventually tires and I literally actually pass out, period begins, back to normal business.

So the...more generalized insomnia is somewhat less horrible but I think I am due to switch birth control brands, it's been a couple years.
November 12, 2025 at 9:41 PM
2. I have entered a state where I cannot start my period until I sleep, but I also cannot sleep until my period starts. Not even tired. Full awakeness. Used to FREAK people out when they'd learned how long I'd been awake. This state lasts a minimum of 36 but usually reached 72 hours.
November 12, 2025 at 9:41 PM
Off birth control is much worse. This is how that goes.

1. Period tries to begin. I become so sleepy that I almost pass out involuntarily, but if I am in public I force myself not to. This begins the Catch 22.
November 12, 2025 at 9:41 PM
There was one semester of college where I slept BEAUTIFULLY after coming off a birth control that I had been on too long without switching but then the PCOS kicked in.

Oh I left out that my insomnia is hormone based didn't I. Well, that is a large factor LMAO
November 12, 2025 at 9:37 PM