j.89
@voydist.bsky.social
radon daughter self surrender. they/them
c:\directory
>letterboxd: https://boxd.it/1qaBN
>tumblr: https://voydist.tumblr.com/
>substack: https://substack.com/@voydist
c:\directory
>letterboxd: https://boxd.it/1qaBN
>tumblr: https://voydist.tumblr.com/
>substack: https://substack.com/@voydist
tis the season to see where we draw our lines
December 3, 2025 at 6:58 PM
tis the season to see where we draw our lines
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i dont know whether I make good or bad work i’m just trying to make larger and more nefarious women
November 27, 2025 at 6:39 PM
i dont know whether I make good or bad work i’m just trying to make larger and more nefarious women
started fire punch because i couldn’t stop thinking about this tiktok
November 24, 2025 at 3:38 AM
started fire punch because i couldn’t stop thinking about this tiktok
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Director of CYCLOPS
November 13, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Director of CYCLOPS
actually like living hell. my teeth once a year decide to go haywire and remind me I need to get all the holes in my mouth filled
November 12, 2025 at 2:19 AM
actually like living hell. my teeth once a year decide to go haywire and remind me I need to get all the holes in my mouth filled
this movie fucks and is made for the exact type of weirdo I am !!!
November 11, 2025 at 12:19 AM
this movie fucks and is made for the exact type of weirdo I am !!!
thinking about hard rain from #l4d2. it was always my favorite campaign, just full of dread and the best build up of intensity. the witches you have to dodge, the inevitable deluge that shudders visibility, stumbling into infected; sheer panic. what a time
November 10, 2025 at 8:29 AM
thinking about hard rain from #l4d2. it was always my favorite campaign, just full of dread and the best build up of intensity. the witches you have to dodge, the inevitable deluge that shudders visibility, stumbling into infected; sheer panic. what a time
24/7 you were on my mind
Cindy Lee - Realistik Soap
YouTube video by Kes
youtu.be
November 9, 2025 at 9:01 AM
24/7 you were on my mind
I wrote about gender and the desire for ego death in my latest substack post. less essay more cathartic release, check it out:
terminal psychic death and rebirth
informal diary 001
open.substack.com
November 6, 2025 at 8:24 PM
I wrote about gender and the desire for ego death in my latest substack post. less essay more cathartic release, check it out:
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everyday I feel like I’m cosplaying as “guy who works” and it gets too real until I read some fucked up fic or find a new pervert online and remember I’m some caged freak who’s doped up to please the corps over a teams call
October 31, 2025 at 2:43 AM
everyday I feel like I’m cosplaying as “guy who works” and it gets too real until I read some fucked up fic or find a new pervert online and remember I’m some caged freak who’s doped up to please the corps over a teams call
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SIGNALIS was released 3 years ago today.
It still feels like a dream that people still play,
discuss and create fanart of our game today ✨
Thank you for your support throughout the years!
It still feels like a dream that people still play,
discuss and create fanart of our game today ✨
Thank you for your support throughout the years!
October 27, 2025 at 5:56 PM
SIGNALIS was released 3 years ago today.
It still feels like a dream that people still play,
discuss and create fanart of our game today ✨
Thank you for your support throughout the years!
It still feels like a dream that people still play,
discuss and create fanart of our game today ✨
Thank you for your support throughout the years!
morgan wallen fans coming into my place of work wearing their “I’m with racist” shirts instills a guttural anger in me. immediate disgust, day ruined, I want to claw both yours and my own eyes out
August 16, 2025 at 6:03 AM
morgan wallen fans coming into my place of work wearing their “I’m with racist” shirts instills a guttural anger in me. immediate disgust, day ruined, I want to claw both yours and my own eyes out
finished signalis again. reminded me that the cycle must be broken, radio cyphers are the future, and the only things that matter are love and inevitable synchronization: the great return to the sea of flesh
August 13, 2025 at 6:55 AM
finished signalis again. reminded me that the cycle must be broken, radio cyphers are the future, and the only things that matter are love and inevitable synchronization: the great return to the sea of flesh
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Let yourself say yes in this moment, stop being afraid of judgement and your image and being Professional and indulge in your humanity, now where it matters. I believe in you.
something something write faggot games now more than ever, now even if you don't usually write erotica, now for all of us, for those that need to remember we're human despite being banned, delisted, and erased.
Faggot Games: An Urgent Warning — Darling Demon Eclipse
How do I express this to you, the faggot game designer who is most likely to read a blog about TTRPGs with such an aggressive name? You have to do it now, and loudly, and into the future. You have to ...
www.eclipse.gay
July 26, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Let yourself say yes in this moment, stop being afraid of judgement and your image and being Professional and indulge in your humanity, now where it matters. I believe in you.
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Limitation of who can make or sell art is fascist.
This isn't about morality, which has nothing to do with artistic production or consumption.
This is about the dominant cultural group pushing puritanical values on everyone else.
This is about controlling speech, thought, and expression.
(1/2)
This isn't about morality, which has nothing to do with artistic production or consumption.
This is about the dominant cultural group pushing puritanical values on everyone else.
This is about controlling speech, thought, and expression.
(1/2)
July 24, 2025 at 3:20 AM
Limitation of who can make or sell art is fascist.
This isn't about morality, which has nothing to do with artistic production or consumption.
This is about the dominant cultural group pushing puritanical values on everyone else.
This is about controlling speech, thought, and expression.
(1/2)
This isn't about morality, which has nothing to do with artistic production or consumption.
This is about the dominant cultural group pushing puritanical values on everyone else.
This is about controlling speech, thought, and expression.
(1/2)
meat hooks and flying lightning, murder and more murder. what unprecedented times we live in. psychos and phantoms: a new essay by myself. find it here:
psychos and phantoms
1974: the year of the mask.
open.substack.com
July 20, 2025 at 5:25 PM
meat hooks and flying lightning, murder and more murder. what unprecedented times we live in. psychos and phantoms: a new essay by myself. find it here:
hi all. I’m recycling some of my letterboxd reviews I’m proud of and cataloging them on my substack in an effort to overcome my fear of being seen. thought this one would be a fitting way to start. feel free to interact and share your thoughts!
the face of another (1966)
written march 4th, 2024
open.substack.com
July 16, 2025 at 4:21 AM
hi all. I’m recycling some of my letterboxd reviews I’m proud of and cataloging them on my substack in an effort to overcome my fear of being seen. thought this one would be a fitting way to start. feel free to interact and share your thoughts!
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SUZi PART 1: ASSEMBLY is now available on itchio! create a sex robot and watch her iteratively experience the highs and lows of modern civilization until she inevitably self-actualizes or dies
anagogue.itch.io/suzi
anagogue.itch.io/suzi
SUZi by Sage The Anagogue
a game about sex robots transcending humanity
anagogue.itch.io
July 11, 2025 at 5:08 PM
SUZi PART 1: ASSEMBLY is now available on itchio! create a sex robot and watch her iteratively experience the highs and lows of modern civilization until she inevitably self-actualizes or dies
anagogue.itch.io/suzi
anagogue.itch.io/suzi
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If you enjoy Bloodborne you really owe it to yourself to read EM Carroll's WRITHE (it's free) emcarroll.itch.io/writhe
July 11, 2025 at 5:57 PM
If you enjoy Bloodborne you really owe it to yourself to read EM Carroll's WRITHE (it's free) emcarroll.itch.io/writhe
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“David Lynch’s black metal opus LOST HIGHWAY is purest film noir stretched through the wormhole of THE TWILIGHT ZONE, in which all roads lead nowhere and doom headlights everything and the broken lines of the highway braid eternally into a hangman’s noose.”
southwestreview.com/volume-110-n...
southwestreview.com/volume-110-n...
July 9, 2025 at 4:32 PM
“David Lynch’s black metal opus LOST HIGHWAY is purest film noir stretched through the wormhole of THE TWILIGHT ZONE, in which all roads lead nowhere and doom headlights everything and the broken lines of the highway braid eternally into a hangman’s noose.”
southwestreview.com/volume-110-n...
southwestreview.com/volume-110-n...
convalescent: an experimental short film made in collaboration with @holyspectacle.bsky.social. coming friday.
#film #shortfilm #experimentalfilm
#film #shortfilm #experimentalfilm
April 2, 2025 at 6:53 PM
convalescent: an experimental short film made in collaboration with @holyspectacle.bsky.social. coming friday.
#film #shortfilm #experimentalfilm
#film #shortfilm #experimentalfilm