one day I’ll find the pieces of myself that I’ve lost along my way.

feeling particularly low today

feel like there’s no way out of the pit I’m stuck at the bottom of

I want affection and love and happiness and safety but I don’t feel that I’ve earned them, nor do I feel I deserve them

I need to make a change in my life before the repetition makes me crack

times are tough

time to get my tattoo scheduled

Today has been particularly hard to get through and I’m not entirely sure why

Time for a nap I suppose

proud with how far I’ve come with art

pretty nice to be able to actually see my own improvement and acknowledge it

man I really am a hopeless romantic lmao

I hope I can find someone that appreciates that side of me at some point this year

fingers crossed 🤞

I like it when people call me tiger as like a lil affectionate name

It feels nice on the brain

Think I’m gonna treat myself to a new gun soon

It’s been over a year since my last addition

this shit (life rn) is kinda booboo ass tbh

I’d very much prefer it not to be

god I miss falling asleep with the comfort and warmth of another person beside me

need that rn

anyways, the blimp I saw yesterday made me very happy and I am glad I got to see it

I love blimp

it’s genuinely very funny to me that the only likes I get atp on bumble are from ENM/poly folks

The bio directly below my pfp says, and I quote;

“Strictly Monogamous”

I gotta delete that shit man lmao

tbch fam I’m getting to a point on dating apps where if I see “enm, poly partnered dating separately, open, etc” too many times in a row, I just close the app lmao

it’s just a sign to log off at this point

such a weird feeling, coming back to reality

I wish my friends weren’t all so far away tbh

maybe WA wouldn’t be such a bad move after all. not any time soon but, maybe in the future.

I’m not beating the yearning and hopeless romantic allegations

god I miss feeling wanted by someone.

I miss feeling like I had some sort of a future to look forward to.

i fear ill be chasing that feeling for the rest of my life.

I think I’m missing the attention I got from my AD tbh.

I don’t really get that anywhere else these days, so it was like the only outlet. Hopefully they get around to making private accounts here soon lmao.

been feeling sorta down about my body lately.

like I’m inadequate I guess? Not sure how to articulate it really. Just, generally lesser than others.

hey gang, yall mind if I crash out on ur timeline rq?