nsfw likes n RT’s
this’ll probably be more of a personal account/journal
I hate this. Fuck.
I hate this. Fuck.
I don’t know how to come back from it all. Trying to climb out of a pit so steep feels pointless. A fools errand.
I don’t know how to come back from it all. Trying to climb out of a pit so steep feels pointless. A fools errand.
I just miss who I was a few years ago. I miss when I didn’t feel this way.
I just miss who I was a few years ago. I miss when I didn’t feel this way.
I’ve yet to make a meaningful connection with anyone since moving to ————-. Not a single local person. I feel so useless.
I’ve yet to make a meaningful connection with anyone since moving to ————-. Not a single local person. I feel so useless.
feel like there’s no way out of the pit I’m stuck at the bottom of
I want affection and love and happiness and safety but I don’t feel that I’ve earned them, nor do I feel I deserve them
I need to make a change in my life before the repetition makes me crack
feel like there’s no way out of the pit I’m stuck at the bottom of
I want affection and love and happiness and safety but I don’t feel that I’ve earned them, nor do I feel I deserve them
I need to make a change in my life before the repetition makes me crack
time to get my tattoo scheduled
time to get my tattoo scheduled
Time for a nap I suppose
Time for a nap I suppose
pretty nice to be able to actually see my own improvement and acknowledge it
pretty nice to be able to actually see my own improvement and acknowledge it
I hope I can find someone that appreciates that side of me at some point this year
fingers crossed 🤞
I hope I can find someone that appreciates that side of me at some point this year
fingers crossed 🤞
It feels nice on the brain
It feels nice on the brain
It’s been over a year since my last addition
It’s been over a year since my last addition
I’d very much prefer it not to be
I’d very much prefer it not to be
need that rn
need that rn
I love blimp
I love blimp
The bio directly below my pfp says, and I quote;
“Strictly Monogamous”
I gotta delete that shit man lmao
The bio directly below my pfp says, and I quote;
“Strictly Monogamous”
I gotta delete that shit man lmao
it’s just a sign to log off at this point
it’s just a sign to log off at this point
I wish my friends weren’t all so far away tbh
maybe WA wouldn’t be such a bad move after all. not any time soon but, maybe in the future.
I wish my friends weren’t all so far away tbh
maybe WA wouldn’t be such a bad move after all. not any time soon but, maybe in the future.
I miss feeling like I had some sort of a future to look forward to.
i fear ill be chasing that feeling for the rest of my life.
I miss feeling like I had some sort of a future to look forward to.
i fear ill be chasing that feeling for the rest of my life.
I don’t really get that anywhere else these days, so it was like the only outlet. Hopefully they get around to making private accounts here soon lmao.
I don’t really get that anywhere else these days, so it was like the only outlet. Hopefully they get around to making private accounts here soon lmao.