large tiger friend
thetigerposter.bsky.social
large tiger friend
@thetigerposter.bsky.social
they/them
nsfw likes n RT’s
this’ll probably be more of a personal account/journal
one day I’ll find the pieces of myself that I’ve lost along my way.
June 25, 2025 at 10:58 PM
My walls are built up so high now that I can hardly take a fucking compliment without feeling guilty, or paranoid. Fuck, even FLIRTING has been making me feel guilty, because I get it in my head that I’m not deserving of that sort of attention. That I haven’t earned it.

I hate this. Fuck.
April 23, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I wish that the last two years of my life just never happened. I wish I would’ve never proposed, or even met my ex. It would’ve been better for the both of us, in the end.

I don’t know how to come back from it all. Trying to climb out of a pit so steep feels pointless. A fools errand.
April 23, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I sit here and I whine about not having local friends while I can’t even fucking bring myself to join a discord call full of people who care about me every once in a while. I feel like such a fucking idiot hypocrite loser.

I just miss who I was a few years ago. I miss when I didn’t feel this way.
April 23, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I feel incredibly unattractive, across all fronts. I feel like I’m just a novelty, an object, to anyone who actually bothers interacting with me beyond surface level.

I’ve yet to make a meaningful connection with anyone since moving to ————-. Not a single local person. I feel so useless.
April 23, 2025 at 9:35 PM
feeling particularly low today

feel like there’s no way out of the pit I’m stuck at the bottom of

I want affection and love and happiness and safety but I don’t feel that I’ve earned them, nor do I feel I deserve them

I need to make a change in my life before the repetition makes me crack
April 23, 2025 at 9:22 PM
times are tough

time to get my tattoo scheduled
February 27, 2025 at 3:01 AM
Today has been particularly hard to get through and I’m not entirely sure why

Time for a nap I suppose
January 23, 2025 at 1:09 AM
proud with how far I’ve come with art

pretty nice to be able to actually see my own improvement and acknowledge it
January 9, 2025 at 11:23 PM
dating apps have been an absolute bust so far, it feels like things have changed a LOT in the general dating scene in the last 3-5 years man, people hardly ever message back nowadays, and boy it is difficult as all hell to find someone who can actually hold a conversation for more than 5 mins
January 8, 2025 at 1:04 AM
man I really am a hopeless romantic lmao

I hope I can find someone that appreciates that side of me at some point this year

fingers crossed 🤞
January 8, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I’m a big tiger friend to people I care about, and that makes me very happy
January 5, 2025 at 2:32 PM
I like it when people call me tiger as like a lil affectionate name

It feels nice on the brain
January 5, 2025 at 2:31 PM
Think I’m gonna treat myself to a new gun soon

It’s been over a year since my last addition
December 28, 2024 at 10:33 AM
this shit (life rn) is kinda booboo ass tbh

I’d very much prefer it not to be
December 28, 2024 at 10:32 AM
god I miss falling asleep with the comfort and warmth of another person beside me

need that rn
December 22, 2024 at 12:01 PM
anyways, the blimp I saw yesterday made me very happy and I am glad I got to see it

I love blimp
December 21, 2024 at 6:24 PM
it’s genuinely very funny to me that the only likes I get atp on bumble are from ENM/poly folks

The bio directly below my pfp says, and I quote;

“Strictly Monogamous”

I gotta delete that shit man lmao
December 21, 2024 at 6:23 PM
ur totally fine brother, its fine for poly folks to be on em, I just wish there was a filter or smth!! Im tired of getting slightly invested like “ooo they’re cute af, and have a lot of similar intere-ohhhh they’re taken”
December 12, 2024 at 11:51 PM
tbch fam I’m getting to a point on dating apps where if I see “enm, poly partnered dating separately, open, etc” too many times in a row, I just close the app lmao

it’s just a sign to log off at this point
December 12, 2024 at 11:28 PM
such a weird feeling, coming back to reality

I wish my friends weren’t all so far away tbh

maybe WA wouldn’t be such a bad move after all. not any time soon but, maybe in the future.
December 12, 2024 at 10:59 AM
I’m not beating the yearning and hopeless romantic allegations
December 5, 2024 at 7:53 AM
god I miss feeling wanted by someone.

I miss feeling like I had some sort of a future to look forward to.

i fear ill be chasing that feeling for the rest of my life.
November 27, 2024 at 10:17 AM
I think I’m missing the attention I got from my AD tbh.

I don’t really get that anywhere else these days, so it was like the only outlet. Hopefully they get around to making private accounts here soon lmao.
November 23, 2024 at 1:09 AM