wee chin merkin
@tentacle.bsky.social
35 ✨ she/her ✨ terminal case of can't shut up disease
this account should be private. love and light, but i will just block you if you come at me sideways with some stupid shit.
this account should be private. love and light, but i will just block you if you come at me sideways with some stupid shit.
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wee chin merkin
@tentacle.bsky.social
· Jun 3
proof that life isn’t dogshit every second: a little kid in a Sonic hat who was being rambunctious got REAL quiet/shy when I told them it was a cool hat and that Tails is my favorite and they whispered thank you and said “I like your rainbow” (referring to my mask) 😭💛
so insanely tired and bruised to hell from working this week already and ow owie oof ow
December 3, 2025 at 12:20 AM
so insanely tired and bruised to hell from working this week already and ow owie oof ow
between Physical Activity, not really eating for a week, and the weather (very cold, also snow ? sorta also maybe tomorrow morning), i feel like i've been flattened like a steamroller a la looney toons
December 2, 2025 at 1:09 AM
between Physical Activity, not really eating for a week, and the weather (very cold, also snow ? sorta also maybe tomorrow morning), i feel like i've been flattened like a steamroller a la looney toons
a thing about having to wrestle with saying no constantly to people you love more than life despite really not wanting to is that when someone who isn't one of those people offers something that is not even appealing...... Uhhhhhh I'm Not Doing That, Thanks Though.
December 2, 2025 at 12:44 AM
a thing about having to wrestle with saying no constantly to people you love more than life despite really not wanting to is that when someone who isn't one of those people offers something that is not even appealing...... Uhhhhhh I'm Not Doing That, Thanks Though.
Absolutely wild how eating anything for breakfast really does make lifting 450 pounds of glucose in 15lb pails to several locations way easier!! I do not feel like I shaved years off my life today!
December 1, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Absolutely wild how eating anything for breakfast really does make lifting 450 pounds of glucose in 15lb pails to several locations way easier!! I do not feel like I shaved years off my life today!
this is finally to the point I could say it’s not the main problem anymore, like the other side of my neck hurts more now because I’ve slept on one side exclusively for a month. we made it. 😮💨
tweaked my back putting socks on last night and it's going to get better, i know it, it just might take a few fucking weeks, and this is so not what i needed rn lol
November 30, 2025 at 2:36 PM
this is finally to the point I could say it’s not the main problem anymore, like the other side of my neck hurts more now because I’ve slept on one side exclusively for a month. we made it. 😮💨
Also fully prepared for the psychic damage I’m going to get from everything going completely different with Scott (A Tall Man) in the room with me and a specialist (my primary care is nice to me) but if that’s what if fucking takes, so be it!!!
Gonna be bringing a very “I’ve been dealing with this specific shit for two fucking years now and I’ve brought paperwork and my husband to this so if you don’t want to help me, I would like to see someone who does” to my doctor’s appts in January they will love or hate lmao.
November 30, 2025 at 2:03 PM
Also fully prepared for the psychic damage I’m going to get from everything going completely different with Scott (A Tall Man) in the room with me and a specialist (my primary care is nice to me) but if that’s what if fucking takes, so be it!!!
Just gonna hit my primary care with some numbers like girl I’ve laid on my couch 10 times this year wondering if I was just dying imminently and this ain’t my first rodeo with chronic illness, I might seem chill but I assure you that is only for everyone’s benefit.
November 30, 2025 at 1:53 PM
Just gonna hit my primary care with some numbers like girl I’ve laid on my couch 10 times this year wondering if I was just dying imminently and this ain’t my first rodeo with chronic illness, I might seem chill but I assure you that is only for everyone’s benefit.
Gonna be bringing a very “I’ve been dealing with this specific shit for two fucking years now and I’ve brought paperwork and my husband to this so if you don’t want to help me, I would like to see someone who does” to my doctor’s appts in January they will love or hate lmao.
November 30, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Gonna be bringing a very “I’ve been dealing with this specific shit for two fucking years now and I’ve brought paperwork and my husband to this so if you don’t want to help me, I would like to see someone who does” to my doctor’s appts in January they will love or hate lmao.
We got the shittest amount of snow BUT it’s just enough to fill the cracks in my house and it iced a little on top so it’s legitimately warmer inside lmao
November 30, 2025 at 1:04 PM
We got the shittest amount of snow BUT it’s just enough to fill the cracks in my house and it iced a little on top so it’s legitimately warmer inside lmao
i remember when novice hall dropped and people were actually mad there was ANY INSTRUCTION TO BE HAD on how to tank/avoid AOE/etc outside of flavor text during battle in MSQ quests
have you ever played a game for like a really long time that you just fundamentally don't really understand? that is every MMORPG i played (FFXI, WoW, GW2, last two for years) until i started FFXIV. and to be completely honest, i did not fully Understand it until the end of hvw, lol.
November 29, 2025 at 1:28 PM
i remember when novice hall dropped and people were actually mad there was ANY INSTRUCTION TO BE HAD on how to tank/avoid AOE/etc outside of flavor text during battle in MSQ quests
Nothing makes me feel more simultaneously 15 and 35 years old than playing an mmo before 8am on a weekend
November 29, 2025 at 12:20 PM
Nothing makes me feel more simultaneously 15 and 35 years old than playing an mmo before 8am on a weekend
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sorry i can't go to that thing tonight. yeah im gonna be busy taking poison damage and cycling through the same three grunting sound effects. yeah.
November 28, 2025 at 2:54 AM
sorry i can't go to that thing tonight. yeah im gonna be busy taking poison damage and cycling through the same three grunting sound effects. yeah.
i think we need more feast holidays that are not centered around grilling because i want to put away like 3-4 heaping plates of food and desert when it's cold outside and warm and cozy inside, not when i'm fighting for my life against wet bulb conditions/sunburn outside
November 27, 2025 at 10:10 PM
i think we need more feast holidays that are not centered around grilling because i want to put away like 3-4 heaping plates of food and desert when it's cold outside and warm and cozy inside, not when i'm fighting for my life against wet bulb conditions/sunburn outside
the amount of physical work this job requires is going to be so, so good for me if i can just survive the first two weeks and to do that i have to start fucking eating right and stop lifting like a doofus
November 27, 2025 at 2:47 AM
the amount of physical work this job requires is going to be so, so good for me if i can just survive the first two weeks and to do that i have to start fucking eating right and stop lifting like a doofus
my 6'5" boss, genuinely concerned, asking me, almost a foot shorter, what is heavy in a industrial kitchen environment where we regularly lift anywhere from 10-50 pounds to counter height or higher, sometimes up to 60 times during a single prep task
November 27, 2025 at 2:38 AM
my 6'5" boss, genuinely concerned, asking me, almost a foot shorter, what is heavy in a industrial kitchen environment where we regularly lift anywhere from 10-50 pounds to counter height or higher, sometimes up to 60 times during a single prep task
fun fact if you never talk to anyone about what bothers you, you will just fucking implode after a while and be useless and then still have to endure the shame but compounded because you do not have a choice and it’s happening all at fucking once, cool, thanks for listening to Hannah’s Hot Tips
November 26, 2025 at 10:44 PM
fun fact if you never talk to anyone about what bothers you, you will just fucking implode after a while and be useless and then still have to endure the shame but compounded because you do not have a choice and it’s happening all at fucking once, cool, thanks for listening to Hannah’s Hot Tips
so very confused by what they have done to black mage since the last time I played it, what is fucking happening I’m only level 14 and I feel like an idiot
November 26, 2025 at 2:58 AM
so very confused by what they have done to black mage since the last time I played it, what is fucking happening I’m only level 14 and I feel like an idiot
made two little warm bevs and refilled my water because having 3 drinks is the best number of drinks when you are at home
November 26, 2025 at 2:49 AM
made two little warm bevs and refilled my water because having 3 drinks is the best number of drinks when you are at home
also if blowing coloring agents out of my nose despite wearing a mask when I got home is any indicator, I definitely also huffed some caffeine powder this morning on accident lol
feeling the massive desire to Shut The Fuck Up at work but I cannot because i have been really fucking lonely lately and ahhhh
November 26, 2025 at 12:19 AM
also if blowing coloring agents out of my nose despite wearing a mask when I got home is any indicator, I definitely also huffed some caffeine powder this morning on accident lol
feeling extremely bad at social interaction lately and it's making me like triple think about literally everything I say or do so if you're making a joke and i don't get it because you're being too subtle for me just fucking nod along with my genuine answer thank you
November 26, 2025 at 12:15 AM
feeling extremely bad at social interaction lately and it's making me like triple think about literally everything I say or do so if you're making a joke and i don't get it because you're being too subtle for me just fucking nod along with my genuine answer thank you
keep hearing stories about ex-coworkers from my old job (meaning they left too) doing so much better now and one of them who is my close friend was like "jfc what was that place doing to us" after i told them about my first day today and how nice it was??? without really trying or being fake?????
November 25, 2025 at 3:37 AM
keep hearing stories about ex-coworkers from my old job (meaning they left too) doing so much better now and one of them who is my close friend was like "jfc what was that place doing to us" after i told them about my first day today and how nice it was??? without really trying or being fake?????
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Survived my first day of work and going to a production environment where you don’t have to Watch for customers coming in is such a huge relief, all my coworkers notice how twitchy I am when someone opens a door 💀
November 24, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Survived my first day of work and going to a production environment where you don’t have to Watch for customers coming in is such a huge relief, all my coworkers notice how twitchy I am when someone opens a door 💀
Idk if you can see blocks on this site in any way but if I blocked someone who probably “didn’t deserve it” it’s because they liked a random post of mine and I don’t want to see that ever again 🤷♀️ eventually I’ll block everyone but my friends and have a private account
November 24, 2025 at 1:27 PM
Idk if you can see blocks on this site in any way but if I blocked someone who probably “didn’t deserve it” it’s because they liked a random post of mine and I don’t want to see that ever again 🤷♀️ eventually I’ll block everyone but my friends and have a private account