THIS IS 100% YOUR NEXT STEP AND IM HERE FOR IT

he looks so content

SOUNDS GOOOD!!!!

when I was in middle school, I went over to my friends house, and was nervous bc she was Extremely religious. but she closed her bedroom door and opened her laptop and was like “shhh. this is all my alice/bella fanfic… don’t tell…” It was awesome XD

I’ll quit my job n come hang out with you and we can go make a cup of coffee at the cafe last together thru at least 3 chapters of writing 🩷🩷

Yes I think it was the come down after a great night 🥲

I had a big social gathering last night that was so incredibly fun, I think I’m feeling some loneliness now from it, maybe feeling like it can’t last, or can’t be a constant in my life, or I’m not wanted the way I want others, or some such 🥲 yearning 4 more I suppose 🥲 I appreciate you 🩷

NOOOO hopefully it’s for the best in a mysterious-ways kinda way, but ugh brutal 😔😔😔

One thing I’ve noticed about the resident evil hivemind is that if you speak something into existence (even in private, this has happened to me so many times!) there’s a good chance it somehow shows up in fics and art later 🤣🤣

I would give my foot for this

This is a thing? .___.

I feel like this a lot too, and also worry that what I make now isn’t “as good” as it used to be. but I try to think about it like that younger version of me put their voice into the world, and this version of me has a new voice, and that’s okay too

This comforts me both ways around; if I ever feel like I have nothing to offer today, the things I’ve made already still count as thing I have to share, but I’m not limited to them and there’s worth in all the new things I will bring into the world too :}

<3

like 95% of my existence is me being chronically unable to adapt to full time work, so I end up losing my sense of selfhood and temporal continuity on a constant basis 😔 it’s just a life lost in the sauce unfortunately. I do my best to stay present, and eek out whatever grounding moments I can

AT SOME POINT I NEED TO GIVE THEM ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD TO MAKE UP FOR IT