Ellectra
@sparkleseester.bsky.social
roller derby, alternative music, kc chiefs, progressive views, poetry
I do not intend to tiptoe through life, only to arrive safely at death
I do not intend to tiptoe through life, only to arrive safely at death
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another day, another 'jesus christ how am i supposed to function in these conditions'
January 9, 2025 at 4:42 PM
another day, another 'jesus christ how am i supposed to function in these conditions'
Will my mind ever be at peace?
January 3, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Will my mind ever be at peace?
"They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that"
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that"
December 31, 2024 at 4:41 AM
"They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that"
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that"
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Idk I’m just saying it feels like this level of anxiety should be burning more calories than this
December 27, 2024 at 1:07 PM
Idk I’m just saying it feels like this level of anxiety should be burning more calories than this
Sorry, I'm just trying to survive.
December 28, 2024 at 12:24 AM
Sorry, I'm just trying to survive.
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I’m not a crybaby.. but I’m definitely a sighbaby
*sigh*
*sigh*
December 21, 2024 at 9:45 PM
I’m not a crybaby.. but I’m definitely a sighbaby
*sigh*
*sigh*
It's just common courtesy to to tell someone when you've got them on fucking speakerphone, for real.
December 21, 2024 at 3:20 PM
It's just common courtesy to to tell someone when you've got them on fucking speakerphone, for real.
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What didn’t kill me didn’t make me stronger.
It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.
It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.
December 20, 2024 at 5:26 PM
What didn’t kill me didn’t make me stronger.
It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.
It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.
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So we all up at 2am having a crisis huh
December 20, 2024 at 8:59 AM
So we all up at 2am having a crisis huh
My whole life, when I needed you the most, you were never there...nothing's changed.
December 20, 2024 at 3:50 AM
My whole life, when I needed you the most, you were never there...nothing's changed.
When you desperately need your village to show up, and they show up 🥰
December 19, 2024 at 1:37 AM
When you desperately need your village to show up, and they show up 🥰
I don't care if I need six blankets, I'm sleeping with the fan on and one foot sticking out.
December 11, 2024 at 3:44 AM
I don't care if I need six blankets, I'm sleeping with the fan on and one foot sticking out.
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Accidentally thought about how every time we look out into the cosmos, we can never see it as it is now, only as it was long ago......... I need to walk deep into the woods & lie down
December 9, 2024 at 9:16 PM
Accidentally thought about how every time we look out into the cosmos, we can never see it as it is now, only as it was long ago......... I need to walk deep into the woods & lie down
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my sex tape is just me saying “fuck that’s good” as i sip my coffee.
December 9, 2024 at 2:59 PM
my sex tape is just me saying “fuck that’s good” as i sip my coffee.
I don't have one single Christmas decoration up, I can't find my tree anywhere, I haven't watched a holiday movie yet, and my life is on fire. This is fine, I'm fine.
December 8, 2024 at 2:52 AM
I don't have one single Christmas decoration up, I can't find my tree anywhere, I haven't watched a holiday movie yet, and my life is on fire. This is fine, I'm fine.
My nervous system is hanging on by a fucking thread people, a very thin thread.
December 7, 2024 at 11:28 PM
My nervous system is hanging on by a fucking thread people, a very thin thread.
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Sharing music is my love language
December 7, 2024 at 2:56 AM
Sharing music is my love language
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December 6, 2024 at 12:11 AM
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"Accessory after the fact" You mean helping a friend in need?
December 5, 2024 at 1:36 AM
"Accessory after the fact" You mean helping a friend in need?
Didn't eat breakfast, forgot to eat lunch. Now I'm starving at work with no food. Dammit.
December 4, 2024 at 7:09 PM
Didn't eat breakfast, forgot to eat lunch. Now I'm starving at work with no food. Dammit.
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We've been out of coffee for 3 days because I've been too busy to go to the store. Let me just say that this morning's gas station coffee is NOT it. Blech.
December 4, 2024 at 3:12 PM
We've been out of coffee for 3 days because I've been too busy to go to the store. Let me just say that this morning's gas station coffee is NOT it. Blech.
My 14-year-old son has a bad habit of using my Spotify account (even though he has his own) so my Spotify wrapped is looking pretty weird this year
December 4, 2024 at 2:38 PM
My 14-year-old son has a bad habit of using my Spotify account (even though he has his own) so my Spotify wrapped is looking pretty weird this year
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working full time is not for me… where’s my midday nap
December 3, 2024 at 2:36 PM
working full time is not for me… where’s my midday nap