I don't think I can hold all this much longer. It's too much for one person to have to deal with all this. My whole life has just been a series of steadily worse things happening to me. What's next?

The flip side of this? As if I needed more terrible things happening? The day I get admitted - it will be the last time I see Chomsky. My baby. My angel. Without the thyroid medication and arthritis shots (which I now can't afford bc I'm using PHI to expedite things), she won't outlive my stay there

I don't use it much but it's so way nicer than the twitter experience now

Also fucking incredible display name btw

Hey I think we were? I'm following anyway

Ice cold Diet Coke from a can or glass bottle is the superior sugar free carbonated beverage haters don't get it they're not on our level

Putting on the life of a showgirl after lateralus I actually had to stop it was so bad

This idea everyone has of her as some great wordsmith...I don't know if you've seen any of the "poetry" included in deluxe editions of her albums but as an actual good poet myself, it's like, offensively bad

Conversely I legitimately looked like a teenager at 34 and had many a 'look if this was fake I'd pick something more believable than 30 dude' type convo getting in to clubs where they didn't know me

Hits out of nowhere when I go to drink something and it's like an electric cattle prod has been jammed into both facial nerves

Not saying this as a defence in that whole mess, but the 'st kilda schoolgirl' is a good example of this issue - she was assumed to be early 20s at the club by make-up, dress and attitude

The followup referral for biopsy just says 'invasive carcinoma'. Not much room for nuance there. I just...I just can't anymore. This isn't fair. My ex will hear about it eventually I guess who knows maybe he'll finally speak to me after going no contact (for ???reasons??) 6mths ago

I... what?