Come on now did it really have to crop like this lmao

It would be nice if I had the motivation to actually draw this guy doing real things and being a person

Showing off his actual story and personality would probably make me being insane about him make more sense

Two more because my sense of humor is broken

Avert thine mortal eyes

Cronch…

He’s here and he’s here to stay, he will not leave I am under the effects of his curse

I accidentally made the scientifically perfect, precisely calibrated man to cater to my specific mental disorders. Fawning over a fictional character feels embarrassing enough but the fact it’s one I made up feels especially ridiculous

I still haven’t really figured out how to draw paws in my style but oh well

**must have

Days like this I’m so thankful to have an iPad. Guess I’ll try and lay on my side to draw somehow

have any interest in participating in Life. fucking around making art is cool I guess but I kind of just want to opt out of everything else. Keeping up with basics of trying to make myself do normal human things like self care, socializing and work feel like pulling my own teeth out of my head

Especially while I’m still living somewhere/someplace where I don’t feel like I can even begin presenting how I want much

I appreciate your response. Yeah, similarly I don’t really see myself dating someone who isn’t also trans in some capacity for that reason— someone fully understanding my internal feelings not lining up with my physical form is going going to be really important to me, I think