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Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Pinned
I’m Lost. Nonbinary butchy boything with body and brain diseases.
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
January 17, 2026 at 8:46 AM
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
Reposted by 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢
good gender-nuetral entity
January 2, 2026 at 9:56 AM
good gender-nuetral entity
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
January 2, 2026 at 7:40 PM
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
January 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
December 26, 2025 at 7:55 PM
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon
December 20, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon
It’s truly a shame Jesse probably doesn’t canonically learn about the modern concept of being Nonbinary til they hit like 40 y/o because every time I drew him they look progressively more and more Gender
December 19, 2025 at 12:36 AM
It’s truly a shame Jesse probably doesn’t canonically learn about the modern concept of being Nonbinary til they hit like 40 y/o because every time I drew him they look progressively more and more Gender
Might need to vent about something to someone. A really gross inappropriate comment someone in my family made to me has been weighing on my mind a lot
November 17, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Might need to vent about something to someone. A really gross inappropriate comment someone in my family made to me has been weighing on my mind a lot
I try not to let dumb internet squabbles take up any my mental real estate but I’m still admittedly kind of pissed that my ex mutual ran around mocking me for still living with my parents,
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
November 1, 2025 at 8:41 PM
I try not to let dumb internet squabbles take up any my mental real estate but I’m still admittedly kind of pissed that my ex mutual ran around mocking me for still living with my parents,
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
all while they were also living with their family and just not mentioning it publicly 😑
Not to get TMI but it is so annoying existing as a transmasc with thighs because any kind of fitted boxer with legs immediately has the legs roll and bunch up and it makes me wanna kill someone
October 18, 2025 at 12:53 AM
Not to get TMI but it is so annoying existing as a transmasc with thighs because any kind of fitted boxer with legs immediately has the legs roll and bunch up and it makes me wanna kill someone
He’s so… *gnawing a hole through my wall*
October 11, 2025 at 6:03 AM
He’s so… *gnawing a hole through my wall*
Some recent Steve faces I’ve sketched
October 5, 2025 at 7:00 PM
Some recent Steve faces I’ve sketched
Smitten by this goober and his goofy ass little face
September 29, 2025 at 6:30 AM
Smitten by this goober and his goofy ass little face
I forgot about this account oops
September 29, 2025 at 6:28 AM
I forgot about this account oops
[WIP]
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
August 29, 2025 at 1:51 AM
[WIP]
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Concept for a mock Polaroid style painting I started and abandoned. Wondering whether or not this is worth picking back up
Feeling a bit despondent right now. I feel like I don’t have much of a community right now besides just the people who interact with my posts on here. I feel like a fish out of water wherever I go.
August 29, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Feeling a bit despondent right now. I feel like I don’t have much of a community right now besides just the people who interact with my posts on here. I feel like a fish out of water wherever I go.
Ugh chronic fatigue blows
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
August 23, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Ugh chronic fatigue blows
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
All I’ve done this week since my EEG scan is just sleep. I’ve been napping like half my day away and I feel like I don’t have the willpower to do anything 💀 I wanna draw but I feel like I’m fighting my body to make it move. It’s like having waking sleep paralysis
I think this, above all, is my main problem. I’m admittedly embarrassed to like, *Exist* at this point. I feel very left behind compared to how everyone else’s life is going alsjfjgjfb
I’m tired of feeling like a weird half formed manchild because I can’t go anywhere un-chaperoned or drive or go to a lot of public places without risk of having one of my episodes where I faint / almost faint (or seize, whatever is happening to me)
August 1, 2025 at 4:41 AM
I think this, above all, is my main problem. I’m admittedly embarrassed to like, *Exist* at this point. I feel very left behind compared to how everyone else’s life is going alsjfjgjfb
It’s frustrating how isolating my disability stuff is. I wish I could talk to more people to take my mind off how I feel but I’m too exhausted to keep up regular conversation with people like I want to, it seems
August 1, 2025 at 4:36 AM
It’s frustrating how isolating my disability stuff is. I wish I could talk to more people to take my mind off how I feel but I’m too exhausted to keep up regular conversation with people like I want to, it seems
I draw him so much now he has his own dedicated quarantine folder like he’s an SCP
July 14, 2025 at 12:24 PM
I draw him so much now he has his own dedicated quarantine folder like he’s an SCP
[WIP] presented without further context
July 14, 2025 at 12:16 PM
[WIP] presented without further context
I can’t stop compulsively doodling this guy. He has a very fun face to stylize…
July 13, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I can’t stop compulsively doodling this guy. He has a very fun face to stylize…
I completely forgot this account exists whoops hi! I should probably start making use of it again for sketches and stuff
July 9, 2025 at 11:46 PM
I completely forgot this account exists whoops hi! I should probably start making use of it again for sketches and stuff
[WIP] excuse the horrible sketches
Idea for another gag comic I’m working on with some of my band guys. They’re supposed to be backstage getting ready for a show
I don’t know if I like the composition and idk how to pose them in a way that delivers the punchline well, but I like the joke itself
Idea for another gag comic I’m working on with some of my band guys. They’re supposed to be backstage getting ready for a show
I don’t know if I like the composition and idk how to pose them in a way that delivers the punchline well, but I like the joke itself
July 1, 2025 at 4:08 AM
[WIP] excuse the horrible sketches
Idea for another gag comic I’m working on with some of my band guys. They’re supposed to be backstage getting ready for a show
I don’t know if I like the composition and idk how to pose them in a way that delivers the punchline well, but I like the joke itself
Idea for another gag comic I’m working on with some of my band guys. They’re supposed to be backstage getting ready for a show
I don’t know if I like the composition and idk how to pose them in a way that delivers the punchline well, but I like the joke itself
Reposted by 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢
[WIP] he’s babygirl to me
June 30, 2025 at 11:33 AM
[WIP] he’s babygirl to me