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Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Lost’s yap containment zone (side account). WIPs, sketches and whatnot will go here. Not explicit but there may be saucy art & jokes
My main account is @fallenrockstars.rip
Pinned
I’m Lost. Nonbinary butchy boything with body and brain diseases.
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
If you’re here you already know what’s up, but I’ll still put my links down below for convenience’s sake.
Strawpage: fallenrockstars.straw.page
Carrd: fallenrockstars.carrd.co
Adopted a new character off Toyhouse last night, trying to figure out what to do with him
February 18, 2026 at 1:11 AM
Adopted a new character off Toyhouse last night, trying to figure out what to do with him
[WIP]
Doodling Jesse badly
Doodling Jesse badly
February 16, 2026 at 11:59 PM
[WIP]
Doodling Jesse badly
Doodling Jesse badly
Goofy Steve doodle to test out a drawing tablet thing I’m renting, doing a little trial to determine if I wanna buy it or not
February 14, 2026 at 7:19 PM
Goofy Steve doodle to test out a drawing tablet thing I’m renting, doing a little trial to determine if I wanna buy it or not
You know, it would be one thing if I drew my characters all the time and they were like, different unique pieces of art— but I have done no less than hundreds of just near identical disembodied headshots of my main guys like this. It’s like a weird compulsion at this point
February 13, 2026 at 6:25 AM
You know, it would be one thing if I drew my characters all the time and they were like, different unique pieces of art— but I have done no less than hundreds of just near identical disembodied headshots of my main guys like this. It’s like a weird compulsion at this point
Unused rough frames from an animation I’m almost definitely not gonna finish
February 9, 2026 at 8:03 AM
Unused rough frames from an animation I’m almost definitely not gonna finish
[WIP]
Abandoned Steve drawing I made last year right after I first created him. Might redraw and color this or something soon
Abandoned Steve drawing I made last year right after I first created him. Might redraw and color this or something soon
February 9, 2026 at 7:57 AM
[WIP]
Abandoned Steve drawing I made last year right after I first created him. Might redraw and color this or something soon
Abandoned Steve drawing I made last year right after I first created him. Might redraw and color this or something soon
Got a pamphlet from my doctor on the nerve testing I need done, and I’ve gotta say, I appreciate how menacing the dude in the clip art on the front looks
February 8, 2026 at 10:28 PM
Got a pamphlet from my doctor on the nerve testing I need done, and I’ve gotta say, I appreciate how menacing the dude in the clip art on the front looks
[WIP]
In a major Donnie mood. Trying to get acclimated to letting myself draw more crappy doodles, and using him as my test subject
In a major Donnie mood. Trying to get acclimated to letting myself draw more crappy doodles, and using him as my test subject
February 8, 2026 at 8:45 AM
[WIP]
In a major Donnie mood. Trying to get acclimated to letting myself draw more crappy doodles, and using him as my test subject
In a major Donnie mood. Trying to get acclimated to letting myself draw more crappy doodles, and using him as my test subject
I think I’m projecting my own general dissatisfaction with life and fear over whether I’ll ever have any kind of successful livelihood *as* an artist (as in, making it my career) onto how individual pieces perform atp
What’s stupid is I’ve *been* viral before, numbers are also really hollow and unsatisfying so I don’t really know what it is that my brain actually wants or expects anymore
February 7, 2026 at 9:35 PM
I think I’m projecting my own general dissatisfaction with life and fear over whether I’ll ever have any kind of successful livelihood *as* an artist (as in, making it my career) onto how individual pieces perform atp
Making art is all fun and games but if it doesn’t get over like 1k likes I immediately am like “Oh I should actually never draw again”.
Like the compliments people give me mean a lot but they don’t really fully process in my mind, if something isn’t an overwhelming success I see it as a failure
Like the compliments people give me mean a lot but they don’t really fully process in my mind, if something isn’t an overwhelming success I see it as a failure
February 7, 2026 at 9:33 PM
Making art is all fun and games but if it doesn’t get over like 1k likes I immediately am like “Oh I should actually never draw again”.
Like the compliments people give me mean a lot but they don’t really fully process in my mind, if something isn’t an overwhelming success I see it as a failure
Like the compliments people give me mean a lot but they don’t really fully process in my mind, if something isn’t an overwhelming success I see it as a failure
Various bad doodles drawn while on the phone with doctors’ offices
February 5, 2026 at 6:08 AM
Various bad doodles drawn while on the phone with doctors’ offices
Posting on this acc because I don’t wanna put this person fully on blast publicly but I’m still losing my shit about the person who drew my character Will about to be dissected, out of the blue, without asking first
What brings someone to think of doing this to some random persons OC lol
What brings someone to think of doing this to some random persons OC lol
January 19, 2026 at 7:23 PM
Posting on this acc because I don’t wanna put this person fully on blast publicly but I’m still losing my shit about the person who drew my character Will about to be dissected, out of the blue, without asking first
What brings someone to think of doing this to some random persons OC lol
What brings someone to think of doing this to some random persons OC lol
Revisiting this little toony full body I did of him. One of these days when I have more energy I wanna make a little dress up doll thing with it
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
January 19, 2026 at 6:49 AM
Revisiting this little toony full body I did of him. One of these days when I have more energy I wanna make a little dress up doll thing with it
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
Would be a waste not to use this drawing for anything because I really really like his dopey little face here
Here’s some more of my favorites
January 18, 2026 at 11:56 PM
Here’s some more of my favorites
A long time ago I had a little hobby of going on old Impact Meme Font Meme Generators from the mid aughts and looking at the “most recently generated” page for random shit.
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
January 18, 2026 at 9:58 PM
A long time ago I had a little hobby of going on old Impact Meme Font Meme Generators from the mid aughts and looking at the “most recently generated” page for random shit.
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
I don’t know why but anti humor like this is comedy gold to me sometimes
Fragments of an animation that I’m unsure if I’ll ever finish
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
January 18, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Fragments of an animation that I’m unsure if I’ll ever finish
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
(The faint ghost image on the left in the first pic is my reference, I was trying to reanimate the Lagtrain vocaloid MV)
My visual imagination sucks really bad so whenever I don’t have references on hand all I can draw are disembodied floating heads
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
January 18, 2026 at 6:42 PM
My visual imagination sucks really bad so whenever I don’t have references on hand all I can draw are disembodied floating heads
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
(All I can draw without it looking janky, anyway!)
I’ve since deleted the context for why this drawing exists, but I’m posting it by myself anyway
January 18, 2026 at 6:22 PM
I’ve since deleted the context for why this drawing exists, but I’m posting it by myself anyway
I don’t really draw this guy so much as I enter a trance and wake up to ten more images of him in my Procreate files
January 17, 2026 at 9:18 PM
I don’t really draw this guy so much as I enter a trance and wake up to ten more images of him in my Procreate files
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
January 17, 2026 at 8:46 AM
Cough. Cough cough. Hi, it’s Lost. I should make use of this side account more often maybe
Reposted by 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔰𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢
good gender-nuetral entity
January 2, 2026 at 9:56 AM
good gender-nuetral entity
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
January 2, 2026 at 7:40 PM
Christ, I don’t know what I did but the way I was sitting to work on art yesterday just have fucked up my tailbone because now every time I try to sit upright the pain makes me make a face like
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
January 1, 2026 at 1:52 AM
Big fan of these stupid boxers TikTok keeps advertising to me that not only have skulls on them but the word “SKULL” all over it in bold letters, for unknown reasons. I know what skulls are but thanks anyway guys
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
December 26, 2025 at 7:55 PM
my life is endlessly frustrating rn bc I don’t feel like I have an end goal to work towards. I have zero interest in any of the normal life milestones like marriage, kids, a “successful career” in the traditional capitalist sense, working my whole life towards retirement, like i don’t really >
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon
December 20, 2025 at 2:08 AM
I like how this drawing looks but whenever I fawn over my own characters or draw pinups I feel like that one post someone made about Jimmy Fallon