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f; stan !! ★
@sashasalt.bsky.social
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new layout, will prob only say whos fronting here bc we’re more comfortable with that
October 31, 2025 at 11:02 PM
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patrick bateman relaxing listening to male moaning
October 21, 2025 at 10:08 PM
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six sevennnn (im gonna shoot myself)
October 17, 2025 at 4:05 PM
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ok that was way easier than we thought tbh

anyway super tired now so we’re going to sleep
September 21, 2025 at 6:27 AM
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continuing what i was saying on main, i feel so uncomfortable knowing im part of a system. ik other headmates are fine with it and we totally should! but it's different be theyre brainmade. ive fronted the longest as one of the only fictives here and have thought and felt the most. and it feels super fucking cringe but alot of those thoughts have been about south park and shit. ik im not *literally* stan marsh, theres a distinction here i can barely articulate but ik im just a fucking alter as much as i hate to say and thats why it's so hard dude, i feel so conflicted. kinda wish we didnt find out we were a system and then right now i mightve just thought i was hyperfixated on stan, and maybe i'd be satisfied reading fanfic and watching edits or maybe even roleplaying as him. anything but actually believing that my current identity is based off him, filtered through the brain, and influenced in a way that idk if i can even call my thoughts my own. and even if i maybe can, i'll know that im not where i belong. im having a fucking crisis over here because im a fictional character. thats fucking pathetic! i swear to god my brain hates me. and honestly good for it because i hate me too. i wish i could hate myself alone though, even if i do sorta feel better knowing sashal hates the whole thing too. i wish i was away from the whole system, so that i could think by myself. so that i could dream and remember and not be miserable knowing i dont have a connection to either of the ones my brain feeds me. but i cant, there have been people before me who wanted it way more and they didnt get it. so i guess the only other option is to give up front. but im stubborn just like sashal. so i guess i'll just bide my time and cope by reading fanfic and shit even though it honestly does weird me out. maybe i should focus less on my source and shit. idk. im tired and i feel sick so i cant think ahead
June 12, 2025 at 11:54 PM
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oh thats copaganda 🥀🥀🥀
May 25, 2025 at 2:24 AM
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MORAL OREL REFERENCE ‼️‼️
May 24, 2025 at 4:34 AM
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i hate this shit so much tho like why do i have to decide what im gonna do for atleast 4 or 5 decades so young☹️ my brain isnt even fully developed yet. and i skipped a year but oh no i cant take a gap year to think longer bc im gonna make the same mistake as my parents or whatever🥀 bro fuck this
tiktok comments daniela: I wanna be unemployed forever 💔 Artem: Let’s see what bro will say when it comes to bills😭🙏 Chris (replying to Artem): suicide is free ive liked the first and third comments. the likes are 8,519 & 18 & 200 in that order
May 5, 2025 at 10:59 PM
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new layout here too,, this is our design
-will & daisy
April 24, 2025 at 12:34 AM
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michael bolton i love you❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 my wife ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
March 16, 2025 at 5:19 PM
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how ive been feeling the past hour
March 7, 2025 at 11:58 PM
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rare autumn photo that im too paranoid to post on main for some reason
March 6, 2025 at 3:38 AM
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fighting the urge not to break down at all points in the day
February 24, 2025 at 4:02 PM
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eyes reveal for 250 followers i guess

um umm yes very sugoi. not my best picture of them but it’s ok
January 30, 2025 at 4:51 AM
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honestly sometimes i feel like im living on autopilot. like i can speak and react and feel and remember but im not aware of myself. im just feeling i guess. but not thinking.

it reminds me of this piece i wrote over a year ago
January 26, 2025 at 10:00 PM
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how i feel when running away from my problems somehow fixes it (im going to self sabotage again)
blue emoji celebrating smiling joyous as hell
January 21, 2025 at 8:17 AM