f; stan !! ★
@sashasalt.bsky.social
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general tw for vents, specific stuff will be tagged
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general tw for vents, specific stuff will be tagged
stan’s sign-off: 🎸
honestly i hate posting on main. maybe bc i expect more interaction there. which is fair bc of how many people follow me there, but it just ends up disappointing me. idc if i get interaction on this account and so im always happy posting here. so maybe the moral is to not be vain or something
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December 9, 2025 at 11:15 PM
honestly i hate posting on main. maybe bc i expect more interaction there. which is fair bc of how many people follow me there, but it just ends up disappointing me. idc if i get interaction on this account and so im always happy posting here. so maybe the moral is to not be vain or something
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i need to clean my room
December 9, 2025 at 10:40 AM
i need to clean my room
cant wait for finals to be over so i can front all day again
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December 8, 2025 at 11:41 PM
cant wait for finals to be over so i can front all day again
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cried to music and feel better now. ive probably felt so dissatisfied because we havent been listening to any music. idk why
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December 8, 2025 at 7:14 PM
cried to music and feel better now. ive probably felt so dissatisfied because we havent been listening to any music. idk why
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i really wish i could get high right now
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December 7, 2025 at 9:20 PM
i really wish i could get high right now
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i cant sleep and i dont have the energy to do anythinf while awake so i guess im fucked. my brain is like overloaded rn idek why
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December 7, 2025 at 9:19 PM
i cant sleep and i dont have the energy to do anythinf while awake so i guess im fucked. my brain is like overloaded rn idek why
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i feel like shit. i hate life. i feel so trapped rn
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December 7, 2025 at 9:04 PM
i feel like shit. i hate life. i feel so trapped rn
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had to log back into my old discord account to join this school club thing but then i just got really sad looking at all these people that i ghosted. like damn these people werent good for me yeah but they were one of the only things keeping me going and i just abandoned them? idk it’s just weird
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December 7, 2025 at 4:23 PM
had to log back into my old discord account to join this school club thing but then i just got really sad looking at all these people that i ghosted. like damn these people werent good for me yeah but they were one of the only things keeping me going and i just abandoned them? idk it’s just weird
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just realized we had another dream of him last night. he apologized real sweet and we forgave him bc we’re nothing without him and we were so happy to have him back. but i know that could never happen for real. and i dont want it to, i hate him. i have to hate him or else im not getting better
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December 7, 2025 at 2:27 PM
just realized we had another dream of him last night. he apologized real sweet and we forgave him bc we’re nothing without him and we were so happy to have him back. but i know that could never happen for real. and i dont want it to, i hate him. i have to hate him or else im not getting better
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past month or so of occasionally going to these cheap stores has made us happy. theres sm shit at these places and i can actually buy clothes or shoes or whatever without wasting money. like i love these knockoff converses we got. and this fake ass belt and $5 headphones have worked for years too
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December 6, 2025 at 11:40 PM
past month or so of occasionally going to these cheap stores has made us happy. theres sm shit at these places and i can actually buy clothes or shoes or whatever without wasting money. like i love these knockoff converses we got. and this fake ass belt and $5 headphones have worked for years too
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i fucking hate this light. fuck this light. i miss the old one. or the lamp. love the lamp. lamp is great
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December 6, 2025 at 11:12 PM
i fucking hate this light. fuck this light. i miss the old one. or the lamp. love the lamp. lamp is great
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i keep looking at stan fanart and being like oh. im ‘allowed’ to like that band or artist now. which probably isnt good. idk why i keep thinking that i have to abide by that. it’s just limiting me. getting arbitrary approval before developing myself is probably why i feel so sad n flat n shit too
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December 6, 2025 at 10:45 PM
i keep looking at stan fanart and being like oh. im ‘allowed’ to like that band or artist now. which probably isnt good. idk why i keep thinking that i have to abide by that. it’s just limiting me. getting arbitrary approval before developing myself is probably why i feel so sad n flat n shit too
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took too good of a nap and my body is super sore now
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December 6, 2025 at 10:08 PM
took too good of a nap and my body is super sore now
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thought i had cancer for a good 10 minutes again
December 6, 2025 at 1:02 PM
thought i had cancer for a good 10 minutes again
im hungry but i also dont want to eat anything 🥀
December 6, 2025 at 1:00 PM
im hungry but i also dont want to eat anything 🥀
have been so busy and will stay busy for the next week when all i want to do is listen to music and read 🥀 it’s ok tho bc we have a month break after finals
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December 4, 2025 at 10:44 PM
have been so busy and will stay busy for the next week when all i want to do is listen to music and read 🥀 it’s ok tho bc we have a month break after finals
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dissociating bad today. i cant think. i feel mindless
December 2, 2025 at 3:50 PM
dissociating bad today. i cant think. i feel mindless
i swear ive been feeling hungry constantly these past few weeks wtf
December 2, 2025 at 1:51 PM
i swear ive been feeling hungry constantly these past few weeks wtf
i need to listen to more music
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December 1, 2025 at 11:30 PM
i need to listen to more music
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dissociating like crazy today ahhghhh
December 1, 2025 at 10:23 PM
dissociating like crazy today ahhghhh
randoms liking and reposting the political post i made on main not realizing im talking about them 😭
December 1, 2025 at 10:22 PM
randoms liking and reposting the political post i made on main not realizing im talking about them 😭
aughh why arent we sleeping for 12 hours anymore 💔💔
December 1, 2025 at 9:33 AM
aughh why arent we sleeping for 12 hours anymore 💔💔
can we just do another one of those time speed up things please i really need it to be september rn
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December 1, 2025 at 12:06 AM
can we just do another one of those time speed up things please i really need it to be september rn
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i took a shower earlier bc i felt gross but i feel gross again. but im too tired to do anything so i’ll just go to sleep. hungry ofc bc theres nothing to fucking eat in this house. shoutout to my deadbeat father whos not here yet again
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December 1, 2025 at 12:02 AM
i took a shower earlier bc i felt gross but i feel gross again. but im too tired to do anything so i’ll just go to sleep. hungry ofc bc theres nothing to fucking eat in this house. shoutout to my deadbeat father whos not here yet again
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i hate this. i hate myself. im not better, i wont ever get better. im so fucking disgusting
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November 30, 2025 at 11:58 PM
i hate this. i hate myself. im not better, i wont ever get better. im so fucking disgusting
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