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ru-pybara ʕ•㉨•ʔ
@ruuby-ruuin.bsky.social
▲ aka . R U C / A
▲ deep down i am but a capybara
▲ part medical, part mad-ical
▲ peranakan who loves publication & branding design.
▲ do not repost. no genai. ENG/日本語/中文 ok
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hi hello it's still ru 💕

i talk more art + irl here wahoo
Looking wearily between my alcohol and my painkillers. I picked alcohol so I can't take my meds. aough.
January 1, 2026 at 1:04 PM
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it's that time
January 1, 2025 at 12:03 AM
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December 31, 2025 at 11:45 PM
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Happy New Year! We hope everyone’s 2026 is as chill as these capybaras taking a yuzu hot bath
January 1, 2026 at 2:21 AM
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People with trauma histories often interpret neutral cues as negative.
"You can come if you want." sounds to them like the person doesn't actually want them to come.
Affirming that you want them there helps remove any doubts.
December 21, 2025 at 3:01 PM
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December 31, 2025 at 1:21 PM
Here's to a better year ahead. 🎉
December 31, 2025 at 4:01 PM
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Gengar
October 25, 2024 at 8:35 PM
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2026 [with u]
December 30, 2025 at 3:10 PM
nvm emergency design meeting went well. we love client satisfaction up in this house.

got myself a gyudon bowl with miso soup to feel better. 🤒
December 31, 2025 at 8:16 AM
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Happy holidays! ✨ #pixelart #aurora
December 30, 2025 at 12:37 PM
When you hear your friend unmute and sniffle after writing with you... 🥺
December 31, 2025 at 6:50 AM
why did I agree to a meeting today AOOUUUUGH I am going to back to bed after this. don't even wanna eat. I just wanna sleep.
December 31, 2025 at 6:44 AM
wait wait wait w wait what do ou meaen peple liked tat piece im
December 31, 2025 at 6:15 AM
my regular painkillers are not working for once and I have to go on the full fucking offensive. I wanna message my friends during midnight but I fear I'm just going to be knocked tf out
December 31, 2025 at 5:03 AM
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1-page comic
December 30, 2025 at 9:38 PM
My week is so satisfyingly full with friends and family. 🥰 I don't have time (nor energy) for NYE parties anymore but I DO have soju and a cool bed to try and fix my sleep schedule with.
December 30, 2025 at 8:46 AM
There's a certain level of trust needed to allow kindness in my life because most of the time I just don't want it. But someone else might, and they should go tend to that garden instead!

I just shy away from it because kindness always seems to makes me tear up and I simply Do Not Want To. Idk!
December 30, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Me needing to smile and explain to my client many times that what I give is just a mockup and WHY things should not be all in one socmed image. Proceed to be told that this cannot be the final.

good gods above grant me patience PLEASE I /know/ it's not 100% fleshed out, it's a mockup!!!! 💢💢💢
December 30, 2025 at 7:18 AM
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This is true and I was the only one on set excited about it (and playing the song on my phone to blank stares)
Just watched the new Knives Out and I think it's really important you know that the scene in the Seminary's Gym is filmed in the same place Rick Astley filmed the music video for Never Gonna Give You Up.

I saw the window tracery and immediately made my friends pause the film so I could tell them.
December 30, 2025 at 4:21 AM
Hiding here for the moment because some people are... too much. And my patience is too little for that rn.
December 30, 2025 at 5:57 AM
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December 28, 2025 at 2:17 AM
I test by doing full rotations and shrugs. Normal people can do so without it feeling janky, but movements on a bad day feel achey and stuttery. Yesterday was buttery smooth. Ambulating just like my left one.

This morning, it's back to l'agonie. More meds and resistance training it is. 😞
It feels so nice to be able to move my shoulder without pain or that my joint is made of sharp shards.... you'd think neurobion is just random bco but it has worked so much better than otc b-complex, wtf.

There's still some soreness and strain but I'm not feeling like death when I raise my hand omg
December 28, 2025 at 3:50 AM
Actively choosing avoidance today because I feel like it will end poorly for various people, including myself, if I don't enforce shutting the fuck up. 😌
December 28, 2025 at 3:46 AM
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Here’s to 2026
December 27, 2025 at 11:34 AM