Leaving this here. It's obvious to me what Jay is and she hasn't done a good job of hiding it:

“I’ll fight until hell freezes over and then I’ll cut the ice and fight on”

LMAO probably. that fucking rules. and thank god erowid told me no datura

benadryl and benzos are somehow the same level of terrifying despite one literally being otc. its ugly. deliriants in general are fucked up

i dont actually know how i managed to avoid like. serious long term brain damage and also keep a job

at 5+ id get flashes of light in my left eye. id force myself to stay up to just be delusional alone in my room lmfao it was not fun at all in retrospect and im like 30000% going to develop alzheimers. would not recommend! it was fully just because i didnt know any way to get anything better

without bluelight forums and erowid i would either be
1: an upstanding member of society
or
2: dead
with no in between

10000%. just between that and my used-to-be favorite habit of 8 benadryl a night idk how i managed to function at all between 2017-2021. i quit alcohol and nicotine this year and even with just a few months of retrospect on my addictions etc its like. what the fuck

thats so fucking funny LMFAO the last time i robotripped i fell asleep too early listening to swans and woke up freaking the fuck out. dxm is crazy

real "we have teletubbies at home" shit. my brother is a 2004 baby and i have more memories of his tv shows than my own childhood tv shows

How many women would have remained in the academic pipeline had basically every single powerful man in academia not been close friends with Epstein for several generations, as shown by their emails chatting him up even a decade after his conviction