Brownie Otter θ∆ 🔜 MFF
@otterbrownie.bsky.social
Otter therian who plays board games, snugs, streams on Twitch, teaches programming, and more! 31, he/him, single, poly, gray ace, lives in Cincinnati, looking for a new place to live (and roommates).
Got my Twitch recaps for the year! Honestly never expected to return this year, but glad I did. It's continued to at least keep me busy and have a social outlet where one otherwise wouldn't exist.
December 2, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Got my Twitch recaps for the year! Honestly never expected to return this year, but glad I did. It's continued to at least keep me busy and have a social outlet where one otherwise wouldn't exist.
Happy #tummytuesday! Took some pics alone in a hotel room last night, sure could use someone to snuggle. But it'll happen soon.
December 2, 2025 at 3:10 PM
Happy #tummytuesday! Took some pics alone in a hotel room last night, sure could use someone to snuggle. But it'll happen soon.
Made it to Chicago safely. A little snow won't stop this otter from getting snugs!
December 2, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Made it to Chicago safely. A little snow won't stop this otter from getting snugs!
I hope I don't scare people off by voicing my hurt. I feel like I need to get it out there, and I realize at this point that someone actually helping me is a far off possibility, but maybe there's someone that wants to hear about it.
December 1, 2025 at 2:46 AM
I hope I don't scare people off by voicing my hurt. I feel like I need to get it out there, and I realize at this point that someone actually helping me is a far off possibility, but maybe there's someone that wants to hear about it.
Exactly 100 games played this month! That one day at the board game con sure worked overtime here.
December 1, 2025 at 1:40 AM
Exactly 100 games played this month! That one day at the board game con sure worked overtime here.
I always feel like I'm mourning someone that was never even there in the first place. A loved one I never had.
November 30, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I always feel like I'm mourning someone that was never even there in the first place. A loved one I never had.
Every few weeks now I feel like I experience "loneliness attacks" where every part of me is drowned out by immense heartache and longing for an emotional bond. It's getting more and more frequent. Not sure how much longer I'll be able to take it.
November 30, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Every few weeks now I feel like I experience "loneliness attacks" where every part of me is drowned out by immense heartache and longing for an emotional bond. It's getting more and more frequent. Not sure how much longer I'll be able to take it.
Looks like I might be heading to Chicago tomorrow to avoid bad weather.
Guess I'm going to be one of *those* furries who shows up way too early to the con.
Guess I'm going to be one of *those* furries who shows up way too early to the con.
November 30, 2025 at 7:17 PM
Looks like I might be heading to Chicago tomorrow to avoid bad weather.
Guess I'm going to be one of *those* furries who shows up way too early to the con.
Guess I'm going to be one of *those* furries who shows up way too early to the con.
Just going to put my energy into preparing for MFF and not worry about my life afterwards for the moment. For now I am in full "try to see everyone" mode.
November 30, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Just going to put my energy into preparing for MFF and not worry about my life afterwards for the moment. For now I am in full "try to see everyone" mode.
Part of the reason I sleep a lot (like 12+ hours) when I can is there's no reason to wake up... just never ending pain when I'm not asleep.
November 30, 2025 at 6:10 AM
Part of the reason I sleep a lot (like 12+ hours) when I can is there's no reason to wake up... just never ending pain when I'm not asleep.
I know I just have to last until someone can be there for me but not knowing when is killing me. Or even if it'll happen. I might get to old age and be in unimaginable pain.
November 30, 2025 at 6:06 AM
I know I just have to last until someone can be there for me but not knowing when is killing me. Or even if it'll happen. I might get to old age and be in unimaginable pain.
I want to cry... I want to lie down and quit... I'm in too much pain. I'm not even enjoying what I normally enjoy. I'm crumbling away without love.
November 29, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I want to cry... I want to lie down and quit... I'm in too much pain. I'm not even enjoying what I normally enjoy. I'm crumbling away without love.
Whoever said you get over heartbreak was a liar... it's been almost 10 years and it still hurts...
November 29, 2025 at 11:40 PM
Whoever said you get over heartbreak was a liar... it's been almost 10 years and it still hurts...
I almost want to give up on finding a partner, it's way too difficult, but it's also the thing I want most in the world, so doing so would be giving up on life itself.
November 29, 2025 at 11:26 PM
I almost want to give up on finding a partner, it's way too difficult, but it's also the thing I want most in the world, so doing so would be giving up on life itself.
I think it's about time I get my own Telegram sticker pack. Who to commission though...
November 29, 2025 at 7:17 PM
I think it's about time I get my own Telegram sticker pack. Who to commission though...
Being desperate for love but also not willing to compromise on what I need in a relationship is... an interesting spot. Probably could've had a less than stellar relationship by now and I wonder if that would've been worth it versus all the yearning I've done for so many years.
November 29, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Being desperate for love but also not willing to compromise on what I need in a relationship is... an interesting spot. Probably could've had a less than stellar relationship by now and I wonder if that would've been worth it versus all the yearning I've done for so many years.
I wish more people would take the initiative and reach out to become friends...
But I don't do that much either after all my reaching out not working, so what do I know?
But I don't do that much either after all my reaching out not working, so what do I know?
November 28, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I wish more people would take the initiative and reach out to become friends...
But I don't do that much either after all my reaching out not working, so what do I know?
But I don't do that much either after all my reaching out not working, so what do I know?
We didn't quite finish Bittersweet Birthday, so we'll start today by experiencing the final bit with many a weird laugh. Then we'll be doing some lesbian rhythmic boss fighting in BOSSGAME: The Final Boss Is My Heart. twitch.tv/emotionalsup... #furrylive
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November 28, 2025 at 4:55 PM
We didn't quite finish Bittersweet Birthday, so we'll start today by experiencing the final bit with many a weird laugh. Then we'll be doing some lesbian rhythmic boss fighting in BOSSGAME: The Final Boss Is My Heart. twitch.tv/emotionalsup... #furrylive
So is every extroverted person just destined to be miserable until they get a partner or an IRL friend group or is it only me?
November 28, 2025 at 4:09 AM
So is every extroverted person just destined to be miserable until they get a partner or an IRL friend group or is it only me?
Gosh I feel like so much of an attention whore right now... I just want someone to love on me and give me so many compliments. Good thing that could happen in the coming week!
November 28, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Gosh I feel like so much of an attention whore right now... I just want someone to love on me and give me so many compliments. Good thing that could happen in the coming week!
Bonus tummy vid post Thanksgiving dinner. Can you believe I actually didn't go for seconds with this?
November 28, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Bonus tummy vid post Thanksgiving dinner. Can you believe I actually didn't go for seconds with this?
Fun idea for a con: sit in the lobby with a leash with a sign that says "free otter to a good home", and follow whoever picks it up around for the day.
November 28, 2025 at 12:37 AM
Fun idea for a con: sit in the lobby with a leash with a sign that says "free otter to a good home", and follow whoever picks it up around for the day.
Somehow this method seems easier than beating this level the normal way LOL
Speedruns of Windswept are already stupid.
November 28, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Somehow this method seems easier than beating this level the normal way LOL
I feel like I've been so used to being unloved for so long, that when someone does, it feels unrealistic and wrong? Maybe that's why I have trouble reciprocating.
November 27, 2025 at 11:49 PM
I feel like I've been so used to being unloved for so long, that when someone does, it feels unrealistic and wrong? Maybe that's why I have trouble reciprocating.
A bit worried about weather during MFF week... really hope it's at least going to be okay for me to drive up there.
November 27, 2025 at 11:20 PM
A bit worried about weather during MFF week... really hope it's at least going to be okay for me to drive up there.