Brownie Otter θ∆ 🔜 MFF
otterbrownie.bsky.social
Brownie Otter θ∆ 🔜 MFF
@otterbrownie.bsky.social
Otter therian who plays board games, snugs, streams on Twitch, teaches programming, and more! 31, he/him, single, poly, gray ace, lives in Cincinnati, looking for a new place to live (and roommates).
Part 2 - with haircut!
November 16, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Getting hard to take pics is difficult. That's why there's Softie Sunday x3
November 16, 2025 at 7:15 PM
We found some good games last week! Will be continuing those on Friday, but before then will be diving into some more new releases, including a puzzle adventure with a fox and a story based boss rush.
November 16, 2025 at 5:52 PM
I actually took a good selfie? Usually I only do these after a haircut but if you want to see what my naturally curly hair is like, here it is. I'll probably get it cut soon.
November 16, 2025 at 4:53 AM
There's probably a nonzero number of people that want me to message them but at the same time, I don't think they want me to message them.
November 16, 2025 at 2:18 AM
Anyways, time to sleep a loooooong time. I'm not getting up until my body forces me. I'll just sleep until a better life finds me. Because there's nothing else I can do.
November 15, 2025 at 3:19 AM
To have an incurable mental problem that will last me my whole life, with society being as advanced as it is, is really frustrating. I keep wondering why I go on.
November 15, 2025 at 3:11 AM
Feels like everyone gets their happy ending except me. I don't know what I did wrong to suffer forever like this. I never wanted to hurt anyone, I really only meant well. But people treat me like I'm out to get them or something.
November 15, 2025 at 3:08 AM
Reposted by Brownie Otter θ∆ 🔜 MFF
Adventure! 🦦🌼🍂❄️
November 14, 2025 at 4:39 PM
Self love is like giving yourself belly rubs. Should feel good but is absolutely worthless in reality.
November 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Been thinking about this moment a lot as I've been on the metaphorical cliff with my life. There are still things that keep me here, so I shouldn't pull the trigger until I'm completely sure there's nothing. If that ever happens.

Funny enough seeing Steel Ball Run animated is one of those things.
November 14, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Today we have a game of the year candidate! We're trying Windswept, a game where a turtle and duck go on a Konglike 90's platforming adventure with a mix of Celeste-style precision. twitch.tv/emotionalsup... #furrylive
EmotionalSupportOtter - Twitch
My name's Brownie and I'm your supportive talking animal friend! Otter therian, expect a lot of indie games, mental health talk, board games, and getting to know each other. Email is browniesaysarf@gm...
twitch.tv
November 14, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Kind of wondering if I should just say "screw it" and get a house in New Jersey as soon as possible, provided I could get at least 2 people to move in with me. I'm not really enjoying life in Ohio at all.
November 14, 2025 at 3:44 AM
Starting stream today by finishing VORON: Raven's Story, then a familiar mushroom returns! We'll be doing some fungal frolicking in Lone Fungus: Melody of Spores. twitch.tv/emotionalsup... #furrylive
Twitch
Twitch is the world
twitch.tv
November 13, 2025 at 3:55 PM
The only reason I've ever been hard on myself is because people have expectations of me that exceed my own at their most. I'm expected to be some sort of deity that serves everyone's wish when I'm just an individual with my own strengths and desires.
November 12, 2025 at 11:19 PM
Not having any solo hobbies really, really hurts my enjoyment of life. I've tried so many though and I don't find any of them interesting, and on top of that being alone is so draining.
November 12, 2025 at 11:10 PM
Reposted by Brownie Otter θ∆ 🔜 MFF
"You're fine! You just made a tiny mistake; why are you so afraid—" I've had friends turn against me for far less. The bar is in hell.
November 12, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Life is so empty... I have nothing to live for...
November 12, 2025 at 3:43 AM
Kind of feel like the things I'm good at... there's no demand for. No need for an otter for anyone to snuggle, talk to, and learn board games from.
November 12, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I wish I could talk to animals. The only reason I don't just get a bunch of pets and isolate myself from society is that my communication needs aren't met by them.
November 11, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Feeling overwhelmed in how much hatred I have for humanity... I swear at this point I could make a book of all the things most people do that tick me off and I don't think I'd ever stop writing it.
November 11, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Going through a pretty large backlog of short indie games today - first finishing our wiggling in Thrasher, then the narrative adventure A Pizza Delivery and finally soaring around in VORON: Raven's Story. twitch.tv/emotionalsup... #furrylive
Twitch
Twitch is the world
twitch.tv
November 11, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Happy #tummytuesday! Did a tried and true concept for a video, hope you all like it.
November 11, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Maybe it would be best to sleep a long time every night. I can because of my meds. Life is just a waiting room anyways. Nothing ever actually happens unless you get lucky.
November 11, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Everyone's out there enjoying life with their partners... and I keep waiting to have someone to talk to at least, wanting to be closer, yearning to the point where if it doesn't ever happen I'd rather be dead...
November 11, 2025 at 3:42 AM