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Otkaz
@otkaz.bsky.social
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It/They/He/Xe/Xer
Autistic
Disabled 🦓
Pan Trans Polyam
Here to be cringe and annoying

Art account: @Otkazzy

Toyhouse: https://toyhou.se/Otkaz
Facebook art page: https://www.facebook.com/ArtByKazzy

PFP by my br0ther who refuses to get social media
My husband fell asleep while I was singing brb gonna cry
I love this man he is such a sweet soul
November 1, 2025 at 9:40 AM
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Submission from blastoiises
November 1, 2025 at 2:44 AM
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October 20, 2025 at 10:08 PM
We're finally in a safe home
No more threats
No more screaming and slammed doors
Rito is in a calm, quiet space now to live a better life

We're finally free
We're finally at home
October 11, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Im so stir crazy
There was a flea emergency in another unit in the complex so they had to postpone cleaning my apartment
I'm
So
Ready
To
Get
Out
Of
Here
October 5, 2025 at 11:38 AM
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October 1, 2025 at 10:02 PM
lord I am so fuckin ready to just go sign that lease and start haulin shit over to the new apartment
leaving a bunch of hand sanitizer, sanitizing wipes, and the bottle of hand soap on Cliff's bedside table and a note in russian
He won't be able to fuckin read it, but he won't get it out his head
October 1, 2025 at 10:05 AM
The apartment I toured yesterday was the one we got approved for
It's so nice inside
We have a cute little balcony
Life is actually about to start
We're actually about to feel comfortable
I wont have to bite my tongue every single day
There wont be pressure at every turn
I'll have energy to exist
October 1, 2025 at 3:21 AM
I haven't updated here but
Rito's surgery went well
She's got her methane spunk so trying to keep her still is a challenge, but that's just our girl
Got accepted at an apartment!
Started packing to move today
Hopefully will be out of here by the 30th
Life is about to start if everything goes to plan
September 26, 2025 at 3:51 AM
The ability to be weird as shit in my relationships is so nice
Legit telling my husband "I wish I had a tail to show I'm happy" and he responds with no hesitation "I would love to see how fast it wags when I see you"
September 22, 2025 at 1:18 AM
Being free from this hellscape is so fucking close I can taste it but my fucking god the anxiety of if this falls through is sitting like a fuckin lit lump of coal in my gut
September 21, 2025 at 7:34 PM
Well
Sitting in the leasing office of the apartment complex
I am hoping like fuck to be able to get in a place like now
The guy knows me so I might have a shot here
I am so out of energy and hoping that if I have ANY luck left in my existence, it works for me right here and right now
September 17, 2025 at 3:13 PM
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September 14, 2025 at 8:02 PM
How in the fuck am I supposed to do this
I don't know anything
I don't know how to get us into an apartment this fast
Im tired
Im hurt
I don't have the energy
Im just trying to survive and take care of my fucking cat but again
Nothing I do is ever enough
September 10, 2025 at 7:15 AM
Have family coming over
They're even family I like
But I cannot be around them right now
Im so overwhelmed by every last little thing

I know they wouldn't, but Im so scared they're gonna steal my shit
I fucking cannot trust anyone after a whole lifetime of "family" taking anything they fucking want
September 5, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Got a fuckin month to find a place to live
Got a month to even fuckin FIND OUT how that will even be possible
And Rito get surgery again in 20 days

Someone just want to put me down like ol yeller??
September 4, 2025 at 7:28 PM
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Thanks @effinbirds.com for this week.
September 3, 2025 at 2:45 PM
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September 4, 2025 at 2:04 PM
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Submission from joemudsnapper
September 4, 2025 at 2:22 PM
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August 31, 2025 at 8:02 PM
So many evaluations
So much paperwork
I knew that my medical journeys, both mental and physical, would be a beatdown, but I am so tired
Now I have a sick cat that's my priority
Idk man I'm losin it
August 29, 2025 at 4:02 PM
After giving Rito her at home exam, her tumor hasn't grown any noticeable amount!
She's still full of spunk and goes Methany on the daily
Her surgery is on 9/24, and when she goes in I'm telling them that if they happen to find any more, to remove those as well while she's there
Hoping for the best
August 27, 2025 at 12:16 AM
I am actually horrendous
I give this man no peace
August 25, 2025 at 5:55 AM
Man our lease is up in October and mom is insinuating that she's not gonna let me live with her anymore while I wait to see if I can get approved for disability so I may actually just be genuinely F.U.K.T. but I'm just gonna keep up with Rito's health journey and hope I dont need to just die
August 24, 2025 at 10:18 PM
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Name your own price adoptables wave 8!
Rito's oncologist appointment has been pushed back to the 19th after finding another mass in her breast tissue

$5.00 USD minimum
Paypal and Cashapp only
Message on Discord @ otkazzy for more info!
August 18, 2025 at 6:10 AM