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Don't find me anywhere
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- I know how it would end, as I've seen it before. But this time I change my mind, I'd rather do it again. I know that it would end up hurting me at the end. But this time gladly, and as excited as before, I would like to cherish the ducklings. Even if it would hurt at the end. - 12:26 14.06.25 - What you had seen, when you assumed that you knew me, Was a door creaking before opening since long time ago, Walls trembling and slowly giving in, being torn from inside. What you have seen as peace was mere stagnation and delay. The structures you've seen as thoughtful and logical, Were only a desperate attempt of protection from the warmth. The door has been opened, walls shattered, a lot has came out since. What awaits is only even more. The door will remain open for times to come, The walls will fall until not one brick remains. And what you have met and thought to know truly, Will one day be mere history that has passed. - 19:43 1406.25
June 14, 2025 at 4:46 PM
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- I am as lost as ever, I actually feel so more than ever. My own incapability is more obvious than ever. I see the ways that I fail everyday. But atleast this time, I do not resent myself.
04:01 24.02.25
- I kind of get why I started writing these, once more time of course. I want to express. That on it's own sounds way too obvious, to be expected, it was mentioned too many times before to be sensibale to be talked of once again. It's not like I am supressed, silenced, out of sight, alone, misunderstood, or hated. But I was. So much so that I couldn't live without making myself forget all about it. I had wiped my own memories, to not remember of such days. Dulled my own senses, so that I needed not to endure. Distracted my brain, so that I could be tricked by anything. I had erased my own name from my heart, so that it could no longer be harmed. - Price was heavy. I am still struggling to pay. Days I did not live, wounds that were just there, thoughts that were never needed, a loss of who I am. I have become something that can hardly fit in. I have lived, that was the deal. For so many years, I had paid with everything but my life. People have gone, dreams faded, days withered away. - And worst part is, I have always blamed myself for being unfit, undesirable, broken, mistaken, something not meant to be. All that I tried to blame my failure to be normal, it was all payment to be alive. Day after day. - All the blame I had stacked on myself, were never needed, but still weigh heavy on me. A lot of it I have managed to get rid of. Much of it the reason why I cannot recognise myself anymore. What I had to forcefully give up, now I am getting it back. Piece by piece I am getting myself together now. - I am glad. I truly am, but it still is not enough. That is why this is needed. A notebook I carry around obsessively, along with hours long of voice recordings, along with a note app. I still havent gotten enough pieces to do this with someone else. I still cannot get it through to someone the way I am. Cannot even talk to people about why I liked a movie without standing there the whole day. Even a single sentence takes hours to put out.
February 24, 2025 at 1:05 AM
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takimg low quality pics of the moon got boring. So now I try to draw the low quality pic instead. Just started testing out on a software
January 14, 2025 at 3:45 AM
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January 8, 2025 at 9:04 PM
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Saw a rabbit on my way today. Didnt know people had rabbits here
December 30, 2024 at 12:33 AM
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Little friend I encountered the other day. It kept trying to jump on me and my backpack
December 29, 2024 at 11:06 AM
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December 15, 2024 at 11:36 PM
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Saw a frog walking through the park yesterday night, it stopped when I came near.
(sorry for the shit photo didint want to bother him for another shot)
December 9, 2024 at 12:31 PM
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