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@nor-the-cube.bsky.social
I try to do stuff every now and then
1] I have been having trouble with people as long as I can remember being me. People always seemed to get along with me. But I, didnt gel along with them all that much. I have slowly learnt all the ways to be alone. My rest, fun, meals, plans, dreams, grief and pain.
September 24, 2025 at 7:23 PM
1] I have been having trouble with people as long as I can remember being me. People always seemed to get along with me. But I, didnt gel along with them all that much. I have slowly learnt all the ways to be alone. My rest, fun, meals, plans, dreams, grief and pain.
Sometimes I feel like a lightbulb at a staircase
I'll dim out after a brief shine
And most of the time no one will even be there to see that I've gone out
And at that one time someone will withness it, I'll just be a inconvinience to them
Am I destined to be invisible or hated?
I'll dim out after a brief shine
And most of the time no one will even be there to see that I've gone out
And at that one time someone will withness it, I'll just be a inconvinience to them
Am I destined to be invisible or hated?
August 17, 2025 at 2:57 PM
Sometimes I feel like a lightbulb at a staircase
I'll dim out after a brief shine
And most of the time no one will even be there to see that I've gone out
And at that one time someone will withness it, I'll just be a inconvinience to them
Am I destined to be invisible or hated?
I'll dim out after a brief shine
And most of the time no one will even be there to see that I've gone out
And at that one time someone will withness it, I'll just be a inconvinience to them
Am I destined to be invisible or hated?
Been thinking of my da lately, he is not sick, we kind of get along. He is just plain old, a father aging 70~ to a 21 year old boy. When I first met him, he was already caught by depression and time, as I've grown up I've watched him decay further. Neither someone to take example nor to lead me
June 21, 2025 at 11:26 PM
Been thinking of my da lately, he is not sick, we kind of get along. He is just plain old, a father aging 70~ to a 21 year old boy. When I first met him, he was already caught by depression and time, as I've grown up I've watched him decay further. Neither someone to take example nor to lead me
Summer's here now, and this time I've lost one home that I could go to. I'll have to find a newer, less familiar home to spend the summer. Another option is a familiar one, one that I'd rather not return to. A house with family in it should not be this repulsive...
June 10, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Summer's here now, and this time I've lost one home that I could go to. I'll have to find a newer, less familiar home to spend the summer. Another option is a familiar one, one that I'd rather not return to. A house with family in it should not be this repulsive...
At night I pass out weeping for an embrace,
And in my dreams I receive a hug that is almost too real,
But even then I am not relaxed, I quiver and tremble.
For there are other things I am more used to finding comfort in
And in my dreams I receive a hug that is almost too real,
But even then I am not relaxed, I quiver and tremble.
For there are other things I am more used to finding comfort in
May 20, 2025 at 12:58 AM
At night I pass out weeping for an embrace,
And in my dreams I receive a hug that is almost too real,
But even then I am not relaxed, I quiver and tremble.
For there are other things I am more used to finding comfort in
And in my dreams I receive a hug that is almost too real,
But even then I am not relaxed, I quiver and tremble.
For there are other things I am more used to finding comfort in
Have been getting more bothered by people lately.Decreasing the social interactions to let myself cool off,and now Ive gone to a ttg night as the bare minimum.Somehow found someone who doesnt bother me, who is also as tired as other people as I am.Guess you really arent supposed to search for it huh
February 28, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Have been getting more bothered by people lately.Decreasing the social interactions to let myself cool off,and now Ive gone to a ttg night as the bare minimum.Somehow found someone who doesnt bother me, who is also as tired as other people as I am.Guess you really arent supposed to search for it huh
- I am as lost as ever, I actually feel so more than ever. My own incapability is more obvious than ever. I see the ways that I fail everyday. But atleast this time, I do not resent myself.
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February 24, 2025 at 1:05 AM
- I am as lost as ever, I actually feel so more than ever. My own incapability is more obvious than ever. I see the ways that I fail everyday. But atleast this time, I do not resent myself.
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takimg low quality pics of the moon got boring. So now I try to draw the low quality pic instead. Just started testing out on a software
January 14, 2025 at 3:45 AM
takimg low quality pics of the moon got boring. So now I try to draw the low quality pic instead. Just started testing out on a software
I was going through files on my phone. There were a lot of voice messages, from people long gone, pals, my ex
The ones that caught my attention were the ones I sent
why do I sound so dead?
so sad
so depressed
These were sent to people I loved, why do I sound so unhappy?
Do I still sound like this?
The ones that caught my attention were the ones I sent
why do I sound so dead?
so sad
so depressed
These were sent to people I loved, why do I sound so unhappy?
Do I still sound like this?
January 11, 2025 at 8:26 PM
I was going through files on my phone. There were a lot of voice messages, from people long gone, pals, my ex
The ones that caught my attention were the ones I sent
why do I sound so dead?
so sad
so depressed
These were sent to people I loved, why do I sound so unhappy?
Do I still sound like this?
The ones that caught my attention were the ones I sent
why do I sound so dead?
so sad
so depressed
These were sent to people I loved, why do I sound so unhappy?
Do I still sound like this?
Saw a rabbit on my way today. Didnt know people had rabbits here
December 30, 2024 at 12:33 AM
Saw a rabbit on my way today. Didnt know people had rabbits here
Ive had a long chat with a someone. Weve talked about the stuff weve done last year, weve met only this semester. All the stories we told each other, about same people, places and time, yet far from each others eyes. I had someone right next to me that I did not see in the same places all this time
December 30, 2024 at 12:31 AM
Ive had a long chat with a someone. Weve talked about the stuff weve done last year, weve met only this semester. All the stories we told each other, about same people, places and time, yet far from each others eyes. I had someone right next to me that I did not see in the same places all this time
Little friend I encountered the other day. It kept trying to jump on me and my backpack
December 29, 2024 at 11:06 AM
Little friend I encountered the other day. It kept trying to jump on me and my backpack
Analyzing and trying to figure stuff out was a complete waste of effort compared to forcing myself to doing enrichment activities. Which iw going out for a walk and eating at the shop I've gone once before and sitting at a cafe studying. It helped, if you dont count the child birthday party going on
December 21, 2024 at 1:58 PM
Analyzing and trying to figure stuff out was a complete waste of effort compared to forcing myself to doing enrichment activities. Which iw going out for a walk and eating at the shop I've gone once before and sitting at a cafe studying. It helped, if you dont count the child birthday party going on
I was planning on just spamming pictures because 300 characters per post felt too little for me
BUT
there is an option to slap text on images, apparently 2000 per pic, with 4 picture limit, I think?
8300 characters sounds good
:)
BUT
there is an option to slap text on images, apparently 2000 per pic, with 4 picture limit, I think?
8300 characters sounds good
:)
December 15, 2024 at 11:41 PM
I was planning on just spamming pictures because 300 characters per post felt too little for me
BUT
there is an option to slap text on images, apparently 2000 per pic, with 4 picture limit, I think?
8300 characters sounds good
:)
BUT
there is an option to slap text on images, apparently 2000 per pic, with 4 picture limit, I think?
8300 characters sounds good
:)
Saw a frog walking through the park yesterday night, it stopped when I came near.
(sorry for the shit photo didint want to bother him for another shot)
(sorry for the shit photo didint want to bother him for another shot)
December 9, 2024 at 12:31 PM
Saw a frog walking through the park yesterday night, it stopped when I came near.
(sorry for the shit photo didint want to bother him for another shot)
(sorry for the shit photo didint want to bother him for another shot)
I don't really like introductions but I am aware of their importance so
I do stuff to not die, mostly mentally. A few words if I can write em down, some random movements if I can move my ass, new things if I can wrap my head around them. Ill use this place as a dump spot for some things300wordstooli
I do stuff to not die, mostly mentally. A few words if I can write em down, some random movements if I can move my ass, new things if I can wrap my head around them. Ill use this place as a dump spot for some things300wordstooli
December 7, 2024 at 12:29 AM
I don't really like introductions but I am aware of their importance so
I do stuff to not die, mostly mentally. A few words if I can write em down, some random movements if I can move my ass, new things if I can wrap my head around them. Ill use this place as a dump spot for some things300wordstooli
I do stuff to not die, mostly mentally. A few words if I can write em down, some random movements if I can move my ass, new things if I can wrap my head around them. Ill use this place as a dump spot for some things300wordstooli