i actually had more to say

i was actually so thin and beautiful looking like a doll. i am still myself and i want to keep changing and i cant go back but i am for the first time encountering that feeling and it will be the first of many times i feel this way but still

all my mistakes arent because im a novice either theyre all just from not paying attention but when im knitting i feel like im totally focused. when i see my mistakes i cant help but think that some other version of me that i cant remember did it, which is true

i love knitting and i love being flawed but seeing it reflected in my work... painful

ctd- i wouldnt feel motivated to finish but i also dknt feel motivated now?? ugh i just want a sweater

saying guys makes me sound crazy but it unfortunately is just how i talk le sigh

how we see and crave punishment for others rather then trying to understand the cause of violence we just want to hold the whip thus continuing the cycle

if more people understood the cycle of violence instead of thinking that bad people hurt others and good people are hurt by bad people like pls open your mindd