I hope you all understand. I know this feels like another years long hiatus starting after the last one just ended, but that is not my intention.

I will be back. But I need to be me again first. And I need time to put that work in.

Thank you all. I love you.

7/7

I do know I still want to try and entertain and create things. I still enjoy those things. I just can't do them right now. Not with everything going on and everything on my mind.

6/7

So, I'm stepping back from streaming and content creation until at the very least, after the beginning of 2026. I'm not going to set any date more concrete than that, since I don't know what the future will hold or how much time I'll need.

5/7

It's also my first birthday without them, and I'm turning 40, which also weighs heavily on me.

It's a lot. It's too much. And I can't do it all until and unless I make and take time for me.

4/7

Handling stuff at home. Being there for Tsuki. And trying to continue to do streams and content creation.

And it's compounded by the holiday season. This will be my first Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's without either of my parents.

3/7

I came back to streaming on the 1st of October, with so many ideas and plans. Then my world fell apart, & all of that went out the window.

Since then, I've tried to keep going while juggling everything. Taking over my Dad's affairs. Working where my Dad worked for 40 years.

2/7

I've said it before, & I'll say it forever.

Dead Space already solved this back in 2008 before it was even an issue.

Just give games an optional "guide line" that we can choose to use or ignore, that toggles on a "go this way" line for a couple of seconds.

Doesn't break immersion, & helps folks.

However, the show must go on, and I know he'd want me to get back to it, especially given how I just started back up with this. That's how and who he was.

As such, here is the current, tentative, & subject to change schedule starting next week.

Thank you all for everything. 2/2

So many things are up in the air right now, and I'm sorry for the bad timing, but I have to deal with what's really important right now.

Thank you all for the love and support through this difficult time.

I'll see you when I see you. 2/2