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SCP-4739 is attracted to dense clusters of organically-stored information - essentially, extremely knowledgeable, complicated, interesting people. SCP-4739 then consumes the victim's memories and knowledge until they become vegetative and die. he/him
thought of you thought of you thought of you it means nothing and i never get any back. nothing makes anyone think of me it seems. nobody i need to hear from. i miss everyone so dearly. i miss taran.
June 27, 2024 at 4:00 AM
LIFE IS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER I AM NEVER GOING TO BE HEARD BY ANYONE I AM GOING TO DIE QUIETLY AND ALONE
LIFE IS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER I AM NEVER GOING TO BE HEARD BY ANYONE I AM GOING TO DIE QUIETLY AND ALONE
LIFE IS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER I AM NEVER GOING TO BE HEARD BY ANYONE I AM GOIN
June 13, 2024 at 4:00 AM
i will die quietly and lonely. maybe thats ok
June 9, 2024 at 6:06 AM
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June 6, 2024 at 1:47 PM
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LOW IQ: shellfish are bugs of the ocean

HIGH IQ: cockroaches are land shrimp
June 8, 2024 at 1:53 PM
you know its bad when the daddys girl goes to his mom
June 8, 2024 at 8:08 PM
*taps the tiniest blob of whipcream from top of can in backpack waterbottle holder* ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᶜʳᵉᵃᵐ
- some kid on the bus to his friend
June 4, 2024 at 1:54 AM
me chilling:

brain: yoooooo hahahaaaa what if u like cut ur gauged ear lobe lol

me no longer chilling: bro wtf

brain: itd be easy tho lolll
May 28, 2024 at 4:52 AM
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Just focused in so hard on reality I almost lost sight of my delusions stay safe out there people
May 27, 2024 at 9:55 PM
vomited straight vodka after chugging it at 10 am before ripping 3 bowls and passing out for another 3 hours this morning hows yalls day going
May 27, 2024 at 9:56 PM
sorry for the dump of my heart, ive been feeling longing lately. it will happen again
May 26, 2024 at 12:15 AM
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All im saying is getting ur ass banned doesn’t help your outreach yall
May 25, 2024 at 4:33 PM
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plz help my Cybertruck won’t start
May 25, 2024 at 5:54 PM
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Quick sketch. Needle.
May 25, 2024 at 6:33 PM
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I have forgotten so many things in life. I no longer remember my first grade teacher, what the Teapot Dome Scandal was about, my first real kiss or the exact order of the books of the Bible.

But can I still do the Vincent Price monologue from Black Widow word-for-word? Yes. Yes, I can.
May 25, 2024 at 6:18 PM
i wish i wasnt just his weird obsessed ex that he knows he can fuck whenever he needs. i wish i was his boy. i wish i was still worthy of at least having my face caressed while you use it
May 25, 2024 at 7:02 PM
but if thats the case why then am i sitting here wasting my work time away doddling on about my first and only highschool boyfriend that im still obssessed over when really im just obssessed with the idea of being loved the way i need? am i stupid?
May 25, 2024 at 6:58 PM
i know he just wants me to move on and find someone new. i know he knows he cant be what i want whenever i want. i want to be protected and held, he isnt strong enough for that, hes as weak as i am and wants the same. he isnt mine and i am not his and thats just how it is.
May 25, 2024 at 6:57 PM
ive ruined every friendship ive ever become this infatuated with, especially people i wanted to be partners with. i should know better where my obsessions lead me at this point, but i just cant. i have nothing better to live for or think of than him, and how much i wish he was really the one
May 25, 2024 at 6:46 PM
i dont even need love. he could use me to constantly berate and use to get back for how i used to treat him, i could be his hound, as long as i am praised for being obedient i dont care. its something from him and thats what matters. i wish i wasnt like this.
May 25, 2024 at 6:45 PM
i just want to sink into his chest and feel his hands on my skin in any capacity, feeling every inch of the skin that id let him own if he wanted it. he doesnt understand how devoted i want to be to him, just if i got even something in return.
May 25, 2024 at 6:45 PM
ill cry during and after and it takes hours of consistent and constant stimulation, and im never able to do anything worthwhile afterwards because it takes so much out of me. i wish he wanted to get that out of me by any means necessary, i wish that didnt matter, i wish i was worth it to him.
May 25, 2024 at 6:43 PM
my body has always taken a long time to react sexually, i often feel extreme discomfort and violation before i feel anything even close to pleasure. this isn't permanent though, i can experience sexual gratification, my partner just needs to be so patient and thorough that its never worth it. waste.
May 25, 2024 at 6:42 PM
i feel disgusting for how much i think about our sex life but my brain is convinced thats why i lost him. i wasnt good enough, i didnt put out often enough, i asked for too much, i dont know. i do know. im just being avoidant again. it has nothing to do with that, does it?
May 25, 2024 at 6:39 PM