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mickiething.bsky.social
mickie
@mickiething.bsky.social
sad alter of @nostromojones.bsky.social

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depression/anxiety/rejection disorder/OSDD 1b
l am upset
February 15, 2024 at 9:17 AM
Reposted by mickie
marina abramović, patron of the very concept of a horny trans girl
December 30, 2023 at 2:10 PM
without downloading any pics, whats the energy youre taking into 2024?
December 30, 2023 at 2:36 PM
Reposted by mickie
SmackDown time, pussycats-- let's fuck it up! (Yes I know, I'm in a car, we're gonna make it don't worry)
December 16, 2023 at 12:41 AM
I can't even finish it

what an awful person
December 13, 2023 at 2:21 PM
Reposted by mickie
morning everyone. please share my mutual aid today so i can try to get the hell out of this scary and exhausting situation. i’m too tired and upset for engagement

thanks y’all 🙏
$362.50/1400 and desperately need out of my current situation. i can’t even go out at night anymore because he could be out there. and now there’s the transphobic asshole who tried to lock me out in the freezing cold. i need peace and safety but i can’t do it alone. please y’all. anything helps 🙏
$302.50/$1400 and soon i’ll be full on real food! thanks again @maeveynot.bsky.social 💞
November 26, 2023 at 1:34 PM
anyway, I'm a lot happier now

met someone new and she brings it into sharp relief just how much better my life is without you in it. you were bad for me and it's life you did everything you could to leave me worse off.
an open letter to You Know Who You Are

I wish you knew how close you were to getting what you wanted. It was such a lovely weekend. No drama. Cloud 9. My body was filled to the brim with love chemicals.
November 26, 2023 at 3:33 PM
I care about her and it hurts when she pushes me away
November 9, 2023 at 10:42 PM
the overwhelming feeling that there is something deeply intrinsically wrong with me, that anything I say or any action I perform will reveal it, that the wrongness of me is on the verge of being exposed, that I'll be punished and the punishment will be isolation
November 9, 2023 at 10:27 PM
I just want to lay in bed for a hundred hours
November 9, 2023 at 6:19 PM
I hate being triggered

I hate feeling stuck here
November 9, 2023 at 6:18 PM
you ever hung up on somebody who won't make plans with you bc they gotta keep their schedule open in case something cooler comes along?
November 5, 2023 at 6:22 PM
fuck I'm triggered again
November 5, 2023 at 6:21 PM
who would want to have irrational impulses? i don't
October 27, 2023 at 2:28 PM
and if I express it or even front at all it seems to make everything worse. I feel selfish. I feel miserable. my headmates resent me, call me irrational, act like I'm going to ruin their life

I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS I WANT TO BE ABLE TO DEAL WITH THINGS LIKE A NORMAL PERSON

i hate me
October 27, 2023 at 2:26 PM
I hate being triggered
October 27, 2023 at 2:22 PM
an open letter to You Know Who You Are

I wish you knew how close you were to getting what you wanted. It was such a lovely weekend. No drama. Cloud 9. My body was filled to the brim with love chemicals.
October 26, 2023 at 12:41 AM
sometimes I feel like I walk around with a sign on my head that says I Am Obviously The Problem In Your Life, Please Treat Me Like Shit
October 23, 2023 at 5:47 PM
these things happen that trigger Josie - that trigger the system I'm in - and then suddenly I'm there feeling the full intensity of abandonment trauma and connecting whatever is currently triggering to every time I've ever felt it in my life, especially the core event
October 23, 2023 at 5:05 PM
I mean, I don't even like me
October 23, 2023 at 4:58 PM
no one is going to follow this account or like any of my posts because I am not the fun one

but I need a place to say stuff because hijacking Josie or Allison or Mindy accounts to vent and do my sadposting is causing problems
October 23, 2023 at 4:58 PM
I'm an alter of Josie

I am *not* Josie

even people who accept my plurality do not seem to understand this most of the time
October 23, 2023 at 4:55 PM