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meri
@merivellamo.bsky.social
disabled dyke, karelian and genderqueer film school dropout. autistic. ambulatory wheelchair user. lover of horror films, physical media, halloween and all things gothic. learning to exist with covid induced me/cfs. living in tampere, finland. they/them
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What’s frightening to me is how many deaths we don’t know about.

I think I see the most memoriam posts from Europe, but #MECFS is everywhere.

How many people are dying in countries less well represented in the ME community?
September 18, 2025 at 5:34 PM
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I have no words yet I feel like screaming.

We are losing so many people. Every single week I see blue hearts and candles from others in the community for those who have passed, often multiple times in a week.

These diseases KILL.

#MECFS #LongCovid

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September 18, 2025 at 5:14 PM
when someone tells you to go to hell but you already have myalgic encephalomyelitis
May 14, 2025 at 11:38 PM
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May 8, 2025 at 3:29 PM
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you can not just "power through" myalgic encephalomyelitis. there is no "just work through the pain". pain isn't the problem. it's energy capacity.

if you exceed your threshold, myalgic encephalomyelitis will claw back your capacity to work, your capacity to move, your capacity to speak.
March 25, 2025 at 2:11 AM
the next person who calls me a parasite for not being able to work because of my disabilities is getting run over by me and my wheelchair
February 21, 2025 at 1:08 PM
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may every trans child grow into a trans adult
February 2, 2025 at 10:12 PM
mie vihaan yleensä postata suomeks koska englanniks kirjottaminen tuntuu miulle niin paljon luonnollisemmalta tavalta kommunikoida mut en osaa sanottaa tätä millään muullakaan kielellä joten tässä pieni ketju siitä kuinka helvetin hankalaa miulla on ollu viime aikoina
January 28, 2025 at 12:24 AM
i've been trying to make a zine in my bed but everything hurts so bad that crafting anything might just be too rough on my body for the time being
January 28, 2025 at 12:14 AM
the indigenous struggle is real i'm getting increasingly frustrated by not being able to fully understand karelian even though i'm desperate to connect with my people and our culture but i can't afford classes not to mention studying isn't compatible with me/cfs related cognitive difficulties
January 28, 2025 at 12:03 AM
not to be a killjoy but artificial intelligence generated art is deeply unethical and even just joining silly social media trends is part of the problem
November 23, 2024 at 11:19 PM
currently obsessed with mask chains and other safe ways to decorate your respirator
November 19, 2024 at 12:18 AM
i’ve never even visited aotearoa and i’m quite literally from the other side of the world but i still can’t stop thinking about hana-rāwhiti maipi-clarke performing the haka together with other māori lawmakers in order to protest and resist dangerous colonist bullshit in nz parliament
November 19, 2024 at 12:04 AM
just a reminder that disability justice and the liberation of palestine are intertwined – you can’t fight zionism by being ableist without hurting the very people you claim to be trying to protect
November 19, 2024 at 12:02 AM
born to watch horror films, forced to do things that aren’t watching horror films
November 18, 2024 at 11:59 PM