mads 🌱
@madssy.bsky.social
chronically ill, swiftie, avid reader, and artist
Sometimes, your heart hurts from sadness and you don’t know why. It happens to me more than I can comprehend.
July 27, 2025 at 2:12 AM
Sometimes, your heart hurts from sadness and you don’t know why. It happens to me more than I can comprehend.
After a CT scan for something unrelated, I found out my IUD is in the wall of my uterus, but I don’t have an OBGYN yet since my first appointment is in a few weeks. No wonder I thought my endometriosis got bad again… I’m literally being internally st*bbed
July 19, 2025 at 12:39 AM
After a CT scan for something unrelated, I found out my IUD is in the wall of my uterus, but I don’t have an OBGYN yet since my first appointment is in a few weeks. No wonder I thought my endometriosis got bad again… I’m literally being internally st*bbed
I can’t believe I’ll be graduating with my Master’s degree next semester. What will I do with all my time?
June 24, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I can’t believe I’ll be graduating with my Master’s degree next semester. What will I do with all my time?
I don’t think I’d be alive without my husband and it’s crazy to think there was a time things were different.
June 23, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I don’t think I’d be alive without my husband and it’s crazy to think there was a time things were different.
not sure how i feel about this book yet, but i was asked to review it. can’t wait to get into the nitty-gritty! 📚
January 8, 2025 at 10:06 PM
not sure how i feel about this book yet, but i was asked to review it. can’t wait to get into the nitty-gritty! 📚
i’m very confused by this. i love stardew and love t swift but am i missing something because it seems odd with how they phrased it hahaha
January 8, 2025 at 8:49 PM
i’m very confused by this. i love stardew and love t swift but am i missing something because it seems odd with how they phrased it hahaha
grad classes starting back up means less time to read, but i plan to still make the time! 📚
January 7, 2025 at 3:15 AM
grad classes starting back up means less time to read, but i plan to still make the time! 📚
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looks like it’s time for the arc I wrote while off my meds
January 2, 2025 at 10:13 PM
looks like it’s time for the arc I wrote while off my meds
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shout out to all the artists with shaky hands
if you have a disability
if you don't have a disability
if you have less shaky days
if your lines end up super wonky
if you draw, paint, or colour
if you do art despite the frustration of not being able to control your shakes
i love you and your art 💕
if you have a disability
if you don't have a disability
if you have less shaky days
if your lines end up super wonky
if you draw, paint, or colour
if you do art despite the frustration of not being able to control your shakes
i love you and your art 💕
January 3, 2025 at 8:10 PM
shout out to all the artists with shaky hands
if you have a disability
if you don't have a disability
if you have less shaky days
if your lines end up super wonky
if you draw, paint, or colour
if you do art despite the frustration of not being able to control your shakes
i love you and your art 💕
if you have a disability
if you don't have a disability
if you have less shaky days
if your lines end up super wonky
if you draw, paint, or colour
if you do art despite the frustration of not being able to control your shakes
i love you and your art 💕
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do you ever randomly think of someone and say “our arc is not yet finished!!l” or are you a normal person and not a writer, asking for myself
January 3, 2025 at 11:24 PM
do you ever randomly think of someone and say “our arc is not yet finished!!l” or are you a normal person and not a writer, asking for myself
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i go through series phases with my reading and right now it’s dark romance… i never thought i’d get here 📚
January 4, 2025 at 1:46 AM
i go through series phases with my reading and right now it’s dark romance… i never thought i’d get here 📚
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The curse of reading a lot of books is that people won’t get you books because you may already have read the book, but you still ALWAYS want to be given books 😥😥😥
December 25, 2024 at 10:56 PM
The curse of reading a lot of books is that people won’t get you books because you may already have read the book, but you still ALWAYS want to be given books 😥😥😥
being cheated on (especially multiple times by the same person) is incredibly traumatic and i’m sick of it
December 14, 2024 at 2:31 AM
being cheated on (especially multiple times by the same person) is incredibly traumatic and i’m sick of it
this was affirming to see, but it just reminds me that this will be what it’s like for me the rest of my life.
December 9, 2024 at 12:03 PM
this was affirming to see, but it just reminds me that this will be what it’s like for me the rest of my life.
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Don’t let the desire to make “good” art stand in the way of making art.
Make bad art earnestly and joyfully. Pour your heart into poorly executed, derivative creations. And maybe it will end up “good” eventually or maybe it won’t, but either way you got to experience the magic of creating.
Make bad art earnestly and joyfully. Pour your heart into poorly executed, derivative creations. And maybe it will end up “good” eventually or maybe it won’t, but either way you got to experience the magic of creating.
December 4, 2024 at 8:25 PM
Don’t let the desire to make “good” art stand in the way of making art.
Make bad art earnestly and joyfully. Pour your heart into poorly executed, derivative creations. And maybe it will end up “good” eventually or maybe it won’t, but either way you got to experience the magic of creating.
Make bad art earnestly and joyfully. Pour your heart into poorly executed, derivative creations. And maybe it will end up “good” eventually or maybe it won’t, but either way you got to experience the magic of creating.
i’m so glad i found this series. AND ITS on kindle unlimited. love me a good romantasy 💙📚
November 30, 2024 at 7:37 PM
i’m so glad i found this series. AND ITS on kindle unlimited. love me a good romantasy 💙📚
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I'm in so much pain today that I feel kind of like I'm drowning in my body. I gets so bad you want to pull your skin off. Escape. But you can't. You're just in it.
So I tend to disappear very far within myself. I am lying on a beach in the sand. The tide rises. The waves threaten to swallow me.
So I tend to disappear very far within myself. I am lying on a beach in the sand. The tide rises. The waves threaten to swallow me.
November 23, 2024 at 11:16 PM
I'm in so much pain today that I feel kind of like I'm drowning in my body. I gets so bad you want to pull your skin off. Escape. But you can't. You're just in it.
So I tend to disappear very far within myself. I am lying on a beach in the sand. The tide rises. The waves threaten to swallow me.
So I tend to disappear very far within myself. I am lying on a beach in the sand. The tide rises. The waves threaten to swallow me.
i’ve been super down today and trying to decide if sleep, art, or reading is the next move
November 24, 2024 at 12:44 AM
i’ve been super down today and trying to decide if sleep, art, or reading is the next move
dear reader, the greatest of luxuries are your secrets
dear reader, if you aim at the devil make sure you don’t miss
dear reader, if you aim at the devil make sure you don’t miss
Good things have happened to me when I don’t tell anyone. Ironic.
November 24, 2024 at 12:37 AM
dear reader, the greatest of luxuries are your secrets
dear reader, if you aim at the devil make sure you don’t miss
dear reader, if you aim at the devil make sure you don’t miss
i got 31 shots of botox in my head for my migraines on thursday and my head is still tender and itches 😅 when will it stopppp
November 24, 2024 at 12:30 AM
i got 31 shots of botox in my head for my migraines on thursday and my head is still tender and itches 😅 when will it stopppp
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i hate having a good art idea i’m not talented enough to execute
November 23, 2024 at 6:05 PM
i hate having a good art idea i’m not talented enough to execute
i realized i haven’t talked about taylor swift yet on here— how not okay of me
November 21, 2024 at 12:53 AM
i realized i haven’t talked about taylor swift yet on here— how not okay of me
wow, an animal truly like my mother
November 16, 2024 at 12:59 AM
wow, an animal truly like my mother