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now that vent is gone when am I ever gonna use little fancy words to express how I’m feeling again like I can’t just come here and say I’m tormented ⛓️ or disastrous 🌪️ or falling ☄️
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November 20, 2025 at 1:30 PM
“everyone around me thinks he’s a looser but they don’t get it!!!”

[narrator voice] they were right. he was very much a looser
November 21, 2025 at 12:06 AM
don’t be like that to me man. we’ve all made the catastrophic mistake of falling for someone who was just all around a bad idea but in the moment you don’t see that and you just keep thinking “but I can change things!!!!” while everyone around you is like no bitch tf you can
November 21, 2025 at 12:03 AM
ohh yes another freak like me I see I’ve found my people
November 20, 2025 at 11:58 PM
I’m tired boss I wanna lie down and cry boss
November 19, 2025 at 9:25 PM
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being an adult is so strange because you have to work with and be professional with people that definitely would’ve bullied you in school
November 19, 2025 at 1:58 PM
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amazing how everyone I know is having the absolute worst time on top of all combination world historical tragedies and impending ecological collapse 🙌 incredible what happens everything comes together
November 12, 2025 at 8:34 PM
well whatever I will move forward and get better and everything will be better for me
November 12, 2025 at 10:11 PM
don’t you just love it when people show you exactly how much you mean to them (spoiler: very little)
November 12, 2025 at 10:08 PM
I keep getting logged out of this app
November 12, 2025 at 10:06 PM
I trust myself. that’s all it comes down to.
November 5, 2025 at 7:49 PM
I’m the embodiment of fake it til you make it but not like “pretend you know things you don’t”, more like “mask so hard you basically end up playing a character”
November 5, 2025 at 7:41 PM
working with people as a (most definitely) autistic person is really fucking weird cause I’ve basically created a whole persona that is not me but all these people think it is me and I have a script in my head of everything that I’m gonna say or do at all times and I can’t ever deviate from it
November 5, 2025 at 7:35 PM
my head feels like it’s gonna implode and I got more of this tomorrow. great.
November 5, 2025 at 7:29 PM
I feel like shit and there’s no point in hiding but I can’t cry at work so 😃 let’s slip on the mask again
November 5, 2025 at 7:28 PM
I promise you you have something better to do than fight with strangers on the internet. as a matter of fact you’ve probably got hundreds of better things to do just think about it
November 4, 2025 at 8:16 PM
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Maybe if I learn to love my anxiety it’ll leave me too.
November 4, 2025 at 3:22 PM
well who would’ve thought besides I guess everyone
November 4, 2025 at 8:09 PM
one of those kind of people where you glare at them and it’s obvious right away they’re wild out of their mind but then you speak to them and they’re so convincingly sane sounding you go “wait I was wrong you’re so different”, until you see them in their splendor of craziness and it’s like… well…
November 4, 2025 at 8:06 PM
oh but you don’t get it she’s not like other girls she’s fucking insane for real actually
November 4, 2025 at 7:58 PM
I’m gonna be so good at this
November 4, 2025 at 1:28 AM
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If 3 people in a row don’t pick up your call it’s because everyone you’ve ever met is in a room together voting on your greatest flaw
November 2, 2025 at 11:00 PM
I spent days and weeks and months working alone by myself guided by nobody but ME myself and I - and it got me this far. sure it’s nice to have people in your corner but I don’t *need* anybody
November 2, 2025 at 11:04 PM
I did so much on my own all these years, I don’t need anybody else! I don’t need approval!!! I don’t need support!
November 2, 2025 at 11:02 PM
I got this far I can go further
November 2, 2025 at 11:00 PM