do you ever think about the ways in which the ripped-open lacuna of xiaoge's absence in #shahai offers its own kind of thrumming, resonant presence, and how it delivers utterly wall-clawing levels of agony when you notice each tiny reference to him, well i do and now so will you #沙海 #dmbj #盗墓笔记

i hug

possibly nothing worse than clawing through a tag on your hands and knees trying to find one (1) specific thing only to have to wade through half the content being YOUR OWN SHITPOSTS the gods are punishing me for my sins even as i have made you all suffer pls forgive me

it's his BIRFDAY he's the BEST BOY EVER?

YES zhang kangle is 900% the next big thing, i cannot WAIT for the world to know (plus he's already been a xiaoge!)

of the many things i would not ever do, i would certainly never mention that t/a/r/g/e/t is having a buy-2-get-1-free paperback sale rn, which just so happens to extend to certain danmei preorders, 我的天 why would i do that, what a ridiculous idea etc. [coughs in 默读]