Anyway, I'm not spending another second being sad. Lost too much time to that already. And I also know I'm not leaving this earth before GTA VI gets here. Grady can lay that hospital bill right on my tombstone.

RFK Jr. would be dead by now had he been born into a working-class black family in New York. Musk and Trump as well. They could not survive a minute in my shoes--and my shoes aren't even that uncomfortable compared to so many others! Hell, there are people without shoes at all. And far less time.

America's safety net is gossamer thin, but I know that had I been born elsewhere, I would be dead by now. We are being led by a cadre of spoiled, ignorant Darwinists who do not realize that they have not survived because they are special or hardier, but because of wealth handed down to them.

"It is what it is." --African American Proverb

I am very calm about all of this (now) because at this point I am fully exhausted. And I also want to spend my time enjoying and appreciating the little things I have. I don't want to give another moment to mourning or worrying or ruminating.

I need this daily pill to live. I know because I tried to go without it before and it did not end up well. I know what's coming. And I know it is not sustainable. It took me a year or so to get to a point where ER visits and transfusions were needed. So maybe I can make it to midterms?

I think that many do not realize that when people say they will die without the ACA, they are not exaggerating or being dramatic. I take medication daily because without it my body does not recognize when to stop bleeding. So I take medication to "trick" my uterus into thinking I am pregnant.

Make no mistake, when the time comes, you will hang with your fellow traitors you feckless shit bag. Fuck you.

I'd respect them more of they just stuck their fingers on their ears and screamed 'I CAN'T HEAR YOU,' at least that way they wouldn't pretend this is some how better.

man it's almost like it's possible to simultaneously hold the ideas that violence is bad AND that directly enabling violence has ironic consequences AND that the world is objectively better without Charlie Kirk in it at the same time and they all don't conflict with each other.

Wild shit, I know.

Oh, look! An idiot!