Idc anymore what you made me feel about myself or my past

I always deserved better than you.

Imagine the universe not fucking with you, couldnt be me, im its favorite xP

Even hecate made effort to reach out to me and say you deserve karma DAWGGG I didnt even wanna put you on that bad level but guess the divine sees all n more than me PFF

Need a man who loves to take care of me and doesnt fucking guilt trip me bout it, need a man who owns up all his OWN choices even if they blow up, need a man who can actually understands me!!, need a man who never let's pride swallow his humility, need a man to hold me against his bara tits thanks

Anyways its just crazy cus I had to throw away alot when I was peak grieving n narrowed it down to 5-6 boxes like, shes lucky I even managed to do that back when I felt like death

Im glad im where im at now

like she had all year for this dude, dont whine to me now that you tryna move,

just do it

Its why I spare my energy more n more, im tired of solicited kindness that I feel like entitled to pay back when im JUST HERE

There is such thing as toxic acts of service too dawg, reflect on yourself

Like you had all year to send my boxes post divorce move??? Im the one being sweet n so fucling patient without most my shit intro had to replace by now like-

I swear everyone only sees their solicited sweet "acts of kindness" and not how that can still be a burden later