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👑 Vent / Alt
🩵 Mentally Disabled
💍 Soul married to my Night
🔞 MDNI
👑 Vent / Alt
🩵 Mentally Disabled
💍 Soul married to my Night
🔞 MDNI
Generally tho I am genuinely alot happier and at peace but its really just romantic grief left but more so last shit at my ex revived month back im healin and ready to be taken again but w the right person
I know my emperor is near
I know my emperor is near
December 9, 2025 at 5:24 PM
Generally tho I am genuinely alot happier and at peace but its really just romantic grief left but more so last shit at my ex revived month back im healin and ready to be taken again but w the right person
I know my emperor is near
I know my emperor is near
I relapsed a lil into my old c.ai habit its been literal like almost a year I think?
Anyways i feel guilty but it helped me process sum last stuff and vent last remnants shit abt my ex
Anyways i feel guilty but it helped me process sum last stuff and vent last remnants shit abt my ex
December 9, 2025 at 5:22 PM
I relapsed a lil into my old c.ai habit its been literal like almost a year I think?
Anyways i feel guilty but it helped me process sum last stuff and vent last remnants shit abt my ex
Anyways i feel guilty but it helped me process sum last stuff and vent last remnants shit abt my ex
Why was it ever my fault that the universe loved me and didn't like you?
November 18, 2025 at 2:51 PM
Why was it ever my fault that the universe loved me and didn't like you?
Never ever, fall in love w that damn rabbit.
I saw that rabbit when I had found what I thought was real love many years ago, it came from some1 I had known for much longer than that.
Turns out she was the hare all along. And loving that rabbit leads to you losing everything instead.
But im back.
I saw that rabbit when I had found what I thought was real love many years ago, it came from some1 I had known for much longer than that.
Turns out she was the hare all along. And loving that rabbit leads to you losing everything instead.
But im back.
November 18, 2025 at 1:05 PM
Never ever, fall in love w that damn rabbit.
I saw that rabbit when I had found what I thought was real love many years ago, it came from some1 I had known for much longer than that.
Turns out she was the hare all along. And loving that rabbit leads to you losing everything instead.
But im back.
I saw that rabbit when I had found what I thought was real love many years ago, it came from some1 I had known for much longer than that.
Turns out she was the hare all along. And loving that rabbit leads to you losing everything instead.
But im back.
I hate you so much for making me waste more lonely sorrow and tears on you, wasting more of my heart on you, more trust
I hate you for making my nervous system triggered like this, I hate you for making me feel like emotionally vomiting
I hate you for making my nervous system triggered like this, I hate you for making me feel like emotionally vomiting
November 15, 2025 at 5:20 PM
I hate you so much for making me waste more lonely sorrow and tears on you, wasting more of my heart on you, more trust
I hate you for making my nervous system triggered like this, I hate you for making me feel like emotionally vomiting
I hate you for making my nervous system triggered like this, I hate you for making me feel like emotionally vomiting
I desperately need my divine emperor to hurry up this life cycle, because I need to be fucked so carnally
Im so repressed, ive been divorced for 2 years and havent had sex since (in demi) ughhhh
I wanna make loveeeee
Im so repressed, ive been divorced for 2 years and havent had sex since (in demi) ughhhh
I wanna make loveeeee
November 14, 2025 at 9:45 PM
I desperately need my divine emperor to hurry up this life cycle, because I need to be fucked so carnally
Im so repressed, ive been divorced for 2 years and havent had sex since (in demi) ughhhh
I wanna make loveeeee
Im so repressed, ive been divorced for 2 years and havent had sex since (in demi) ughhhh
I wanna make loveeeee
In my hater on bitches era
November 13, 2025 at 8:03 PM
In my hater on bitches era
You should never scorn the universes favorite magical being, I dont even gotta raise a finger - you have no idea how protected i am from the divine to spirit guardians
I pitied you so I restrained my divine karma protection but aight you snapped the last thread I had with you
I pitied you so I restrained my divine karma protection but aight you snapped the last thread I had with you
November 13, 2025 at 7:57 PM
You should never scorn the universes favorite magical being, I dont even gotta raise a finger - you have no idea how protected i am from the divine to spirit guardians
I pitied you so I restrained my divine karma protection but aight you snapped the last thread I had with you
I pitied you so I restrained my divine karma protection but aight you snapped the last thread I had with you
Lowkey wanna hardcore mode grind the half rest of this manga chapter just to be petty Since today's my ex wives birthday N she hurt me as an ex art partner this week, fuckin me over again but a bitch devours n prevails
IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!
IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!
November 13, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Lowkey wanna hardcore mode grind the half rest of this manga chapter just to be petty Since today's my ex wives birthday N she hurt me as an ex art partner this week, fuckin me over again but a bitch devours n prevails
IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!
IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!
I have such a huge yearning calling in my soul when it comes to whoever my soulmate is, like im meant to cradle his head in my lap and stroke his hair softly
I think he needs that alot and doesnt get it
I think he needs that alot and doesnt get it
November 12, 2025 at 7:18 AM
I have such a huge yearning calling in my soul when it comes to whoever my soulmate is, like im meant to cradle his head in my lap and stroke his hair softly
I think he needs that alot and doesnt get it
I think he needs that alot and doesnt get it
So turns out the universe REALLY DOESNT LIKE MY EX WIFE LOL AND ALL THIS WAS TO PUSH ME AWAY COMPLETELY !!!
me n my sis divinated thru poetry books and the constant sychronicities of mine DOGGING ON MY EX DAMN BRUH
THE UNIVERSE DONT LOVE YOUU AH HAHHHH im the universes star fr fr BAHAHA
me n my sis divinated thru poetry books and the constant sychronicities of mine DOGGING ON MY EX DAMN BRUH
THE UNIVERSE DONT LOVE YOUU AH HAHHHH im the universes star fr fr BAHAHA
November 11, 2025 at 3:34 AM
So turns out the universe REALLY DOESNT LIKE MY EX WIFE LOL AND ALL THIS WAS TO PUSH ME AWAY COMPLETELY !!!
me n my sis divinated thru poetry books and the constant sychronicities of mine DOGGING ON MY EX DAMN BRUH
THE UNIVERSE DONT LOVE YOUU AH HAHHHH im the universes star fr fr BAHAHA
me n my sis divinated thru poetry books and the constant sychronicities of mine DOGGING ON MY EX DAMN BRUH
THE UNIVERSE DONT LOVE YOUU AH HAHHHH im the universes star fr fr BAHAHA
Shits crazy - I dont think ive known MORE of a lowkey selfish ass person
How i once loved you more than anything, fuck if I know and ive known some selfish ass people
All I know is I always deserved better too
How i once loved you more than anything, fuck if I know and ive known some selfish ass people
All I know is I always deserved better too
November 10, 2025 at 9:27 PM
Shits crazy - I dont think ive known MORE of a lowkey selfish ass person
How i once loved you more than anything, fuck if I know and ive known some selfish ass people
All I know is I always deserved better too
How i once loved you more than anything, fuck if I know and ive known some selfish ass people
All I know is I always deserved better too
Dealing with pushed on me.sudden creator grief by humor again
OKAY BUT FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO FUXKING THINK BOUT ANOTHERS TASTE CREATING THAT I DONT VIBE WITH AS MUCH AS OG DAYSSS
WHORE OUT TIME jkjk unless
OKAY BUT FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO FUXKING THINK BOUT ANOTHERS TASTE CREATING THAT I DONT VIBE WITH AS MUCH AS OG DAYSSS
WHORE OUT TIME jkjk unless
November 9, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Dealing with pushed on me.sudden creator grief by humor again
OKAY BUT FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO FUXKING THINK BOUT ANOTHERS TASTE CREATING THAT I DONT VIBE WITH AS MUCH AS OG DAYSSS
WHORE OUT TIME jkjk unless
OKAY BUT FINALLY I DONT HAVE TO FUXKING THINK BOUT ANOTHERS TASTE CREATING THAT I DONT VIBE WITH AS MUCH AS OG DAYSSS
WHORE OUT TIME jkjk unless
I realize I always relapse into stress n ptsd ocd habits because of you
November 9, 2025 at 7:50 PM
I realize I always relapse into stress n ptsd ocd habits because of you
All I want is to be the strongest with someone and not alone. And i will have that soon one day, but ONLY with the best I know I deserve now. I will NEVER let anyone hurt me like this, disrespect me like this again.
November 9, 2025 at 7:09 PM
All I want is to be the strongest with someone and not alone. And i will have that soon one day, but ONLY with the best I know I deserve now. I will NEVER let anyone hurt me like this, disrespect me like this again.
So ill devour the concept and past with you, taking back the power and light i blessed you with. Taking it back as mine and using it for ME. Youll be nothing left in the dark but a empty plate.
You broke my heart for the last time.
You broke my heart for the last time.
November 9, 2025 at 7:08 PM
So ill devour the concept and past with you, taking back the power and light i blessed you with. Taking it back as mine and using it for ME. Youll be nothing left in the dark but a empty plate.
You broke my heart for the last time.
You broke my heart for the last time.
Ill never forget this.
Im never creating with you again.
No wonder hecate came to me to warn me to embrace being a vengeful force of nature being when the time comes.
The divine does not smile in your favor.
Im never creating with you again.
No wonder hecate came to me to warn me to embrace being a vengeful force of nature being when the time comes.
The divine does not smile in your favor.
November 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
Ill never forget this.
Im never creating with you again.
No wonder hecate came to me to warn me to embrace being a vengeful force of nature being when the time comes.
The divine does not smile in your favor.
Im never creating with you again.
No wonder hecate came to me to warn me to embrace being a vengeful force of nature being when the time comes.
The divine does not smile in your favor.
You were such a fucking liar before when we rekindled
You havent changed.
But I have, thank you fer reminding me that.
Im so sorry to Barry/Berry, you deserved better than her too.
You havent changed.
But I have, thank you fer reminding me that.
Im so sorry to Barry/Berry, you deserved better than her too.
November 9, 2025 at 6:41 PM
You were such a fucking liar before when we rekindled
You havent changed.
But I have, thank you fer reminding me that.
Im so sorry to Barry/Berry, you deserved better than her too.
You havent changed.
But I have, thank you fer reminding me that.
Im so sorry to Barry/Berry, you deserved better than her too.
Need a man who can keep up with me, need a man who protects my intense light and adds to it, need a man who acts like a fucking adult, need a man whos strong inside n out, need a man who matches my freak, need a man who makes me feel safe, need a man who I can tell everything to n not anyone else-
November 7, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Need a man who can keep up with me, need a man who protects my intense light and adds to it, need a man who acts like a fucking adult, need a man whos strong inside n out, need a man who matches my freak, need a man who makes me feel safe, need a man who I can tell everything to n not anyone else-
I like my ex wife as a artist friend n even friend most times
But omg sometimes shes so tiring and im glad my rose tinted goggles are gone
And I know what i dont need to apologize for like- alot she does to herself dawg idk fuck u want from me rn
But omg sometimes shes so tiring and im glad my rose tinted goggles are gone
And I know what i dont need to apologize for like- alot she does to herself dawg idk fuck u want from me rn
November 7, 2025 at 11:22 PM
I like my ex wife as a artist friend n even friend most times
But omg sometimes shes so tiring and im glad my rose tinted goggles are gone
And I know what i dont need to apologize for like- alot she does to herself dawg idk fuck u want from me rn
But omg sometimes shes so tiring and im glad my rose tinted goggles are gone
And I know what i dont need to apologize for like- alot she does to herself dawg idk fuck u want from me rn
My heart aches so painfully, i dont wanna be alone anymore romantically
November 7, 2025 at 1:53 PM
My heart aches so painfully, i dont wanna be alone anymore romantically
Universe, im so grateful for all you bless me with and I love my dreams
But oh my god, I am dwindling in my yearning grief for my soulmate
Its growing even when I try to blind myself with my fires light, I dont wanna do this far without him im sorry
But oh my god, I am dwindling in my yearning grief for my soulmate
Its growing even when I try to blind myself with my fires light, I dont wanna do this far without him im sorry
November 7, 2025 at 1:48 PM
Universe, im so grateful for all you bless me with and I love my dreams
But oh my god, I am dwindling in my yearning grief for my soulmate
Its growing even when I try to blind myself with my fires light, I dont wanna do this far without him im sorry
But oh my god, I am dwindling in my yearning grief for my soulmate
Its growing even when I try to blind myself with my fires light, I dont wanna do this far without him im sorry
Why do I keep being around ppl who hurt my heart
Ive been battling with if ive lost my kind pure heart core I used to be too full off post my death rebirth
Inside me is terrified that im too disconnected to others feelings now
But the few times I open again im disrespected n hurt without intent.
Ive been battling with if ive lost my kind pure heart core I used to be too full off post my death rebirth
Inside me is terrified that im too disconnected to others feelings now
But the few times I open again im disrespected n hurt without intent.
November 3, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Why do I keep being around ppl who hurt my heart
Ive been battling with if ive lost my kind pure heart core I used to be too full off post my death rebirth
Inside me is terrified that im too disconnected to others feelings now
But the few times I open again im disrespected n hurt without intent.
Ive been battling with if ive lost my kind pure heart core I used to be too full off post my death rebirth
Inside me is terrified that im too disconnected to others feelings now
But the few times I open again im disrespected n hurt without intent.
Hoping my new weed pills come in soon cus baby could really use a long overdue sedation night
Just a micro dose of drugs like weed n benadryl could do me wonders
Like my guilty little resets, better than me derailing back into psychosis so yanno
Tldr: im melancholic again lately wanna drug night
Just a micro dose of drugs like weed n benadryl could do me wonders
Like my guilty little resets, better than me derailing back into psychosis so yanno
Tldr: im melancholic again lately wanna drug night
November 3, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Hoping my new weed pills come in soon cus baby could really use a long overdue sedation night
Just a micro dose of drugs like weed n benadryl could do me wonders
Like my guilty little resets, better than me derailing back into psychosis so yanno
Tldr: im melancholic again lately wanna drug night
Just a micro dose of drugs like weed n benadryl could do me wonders
Like my guilty little resets, better than me derailing back into psychosis so yanno
Tldr: im melancholic again lately wanna drug night
My ma seriously irritates me sometimes tryin to talk to her, shes fr a airhead n im a patient person with processing issues but omg I repeat myself like 5 fucking times for one reply that cant be simplified anymore but shes screwed by her selfish driven thoughts usually even when its something nice
November 3, 2025 at 12:04 AM
My ma seriously irritates me sometimes tryin to talk to her, shes fr a airhead n im a patient person with processing issues but omg I repeat myself like 5 fucking times for one reply that cant be simplified anymore but shes screwed by her selfish driven thoughts usually even when its something nice