Lowkey wanna hardcore mode grind the half rest of this manga chapter just to be petty Since today's my ex wives birthday N she hurt me as an ex art partner this week, fuckin me over again but a bitch devours n prevails

IVE PLAYED THESE GAMES BEFOREE !!!

Imagine the universe not fucking with you, couldnt be me, im its favorite xP

Even hecate made effort to reach out to me and say you deserve karma DAWGGG I didnt even wanna put you on that bad level but guess the divine sees all n more than me PFF

So turns out the universe REALLY DOESNT LIKE MY EX WIFE LOL AND ALL THIS WAS TO PUSH ME AWAY COMPLETELY !!!

me n my sis divinated thru poetry books and the constant sychronicities of mine DOGGING ON MY EX DAMN BRUH

THE UNIVERSE DONT LOVE YOUU AH HAHHHH im the universes star fr fr BAHAHA

So ill devour the concept and past with you, taking back the power and light i blessed you with. Taking it back as mine and using it for ME. Youll be nothing left in the dark but a empty plate.

You broke my heart for the last time.

Anyways its just crazy cus I had to throw away alot when I was peak grieving n narrowed it down to 5-6 boxes like, shes lucky I even managed to do that back when I felt like death

Im glad im where im at now

like she had all year for this dude, dont whine to me now that you tryna move,

just do it

Fr me maybe the "empath for everyone" in me is dead now, the old ptsd fawn in me wants to be self guilted that just cus im no longer giving eberyone my all constantly that im now bad

And fuck it if it makes me bad whatever but its finally good for me, I deserve to be selfish sometimes.

Im so selfish Im so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfishIm so selfish

Speaking to you again like old times, truly made me realize I still love you but its okay I know the reality

But truly 3 years of my youth came back,,

I miss what we used to be, I miss my wife and my best friend so much

I love wearing big divorceddadcore tropical shirts cus I'm a tropical loving gyaru boy

I love wearing my shirts unbuttoned down it's so slutty slay even without a binder at home

I wish I could go binderless outside and not get misgendered it's tough being a femme transman 😔
#trans #lgbtq #plussize