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I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it.
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Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · Sep 5
✨️💜For forever we shall dance like a whisper on the wind. Together, drowned out by our own proximity. Intimate in a moment, infinite for eternity. An intricate interwoven everlasting dancing tapestry. ~💜✨️
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
So now I'm hearing that Google is scraping your private, password protected, two-factor authenticated emails in their entirety to include attachments after they toggled on a few settings by default that were not before. Isn't it interesting how dependent we are upon a system owned privately? Hmm? 🤔
November 22, 2025 at 12:01 AM
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Motif ~ 💜

A shadow grows many times in size the closer the light gets to the origin point. This is frightening at first, but it becomes more familiar with practice. We can find confidence in knowing the shadow is part of us, it responds appropriately when respected.

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A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. Astra stands with one foot forward in this shot, nearing the lantern and bringing one of the boots into focus.
November 21, 2025 at 7:01 PM
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Running down a carpal tunnel rabit hole in the gym 🤔🤔🤔
November 21, 2025 at 2:36 AM
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phobia.bsky.social
This lil drawing I made for the first TDOR I was out for. So many complicated feelings with today. Hoping you are alive and well today.
A woman in a trans flag holds a small candle
November 20, 2025 at 8:22 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
I can't lie, I'm enjoying the energy today.
lostmyshadow.bsky.social Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · 5d
Very curious to see what happens this week in the political sphere. Keeping my expectations tempered while allowing the chaos to unfold. Karma is here and she seems quite close to changing her action word from "Take" to "Rend". These wealthy elite have been hiding from her consequences for too long.
November 20, 2025 at 6:43 PM
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A shadow can only imitate the light that it was created in absense of. It will not outsine it, it will not overpower it, it will not outgrow it. It is the inferior driving force because it is derivative of the power it can only mirror. A bit...poetic isn't it?

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OC Astra stands in an empty room holding up a lantern towards the camera. The lantern's light is bright, casting shadows across her face and onto the wall behind her in kind. Her other palm is open and facing towards the camera as if about to reach out.
November 20, 2025 at 6:05 PM
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Werewolf Wednesday.
(Well, everyone else was doin' it...)
XD
November 20, 2025 at 1:07 AM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
I want to be mildly degenerate slightly outside of public view at exceptionally opportune moments together. Also engage with horrendously deep levels of intimacy and connection in every aspect of life. I want to plunge into our depths. I want to get high and accidentally become one on the couch. 😈🫠
November 19, 2025 at 10:40 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
My work has slowed down again, which means that my stress levels are back to being somewhat predictable. A very pleasant day so far. Nobody has their fingies in my cookie jar and that means I don't have to fix extraneous bs. x3
November 19, 2025 at 8:32 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
There is something genuinely so strange about looking back and seeing some of the people from your past sitting right where the fuck you left them at. Like the moment you walk out of the picture frame the story halts. So many people beholden to the lives of others siphoning off them. Stuck in time.🤔
November 19, 2025 at 7:32 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Like come onnn, look at what's going on here, it's a wonder we get to experience these. Geometric shapes refracting light at different angles, dynamic soft gradient between sources, simulated depth of the reflective surface below the glass on the mirrored floor??? 🫠👍

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OC Astra stands in the middle of a large squared room. There are three large pillars of light standing before the far wall stretching up the length of the image. From left to right the beams of light are red/orange, minty green, and sky blu. The walls of the box are a dark grid pattern with blue dots of light sparkling softly, the floor is a mirrored grid pattern reflecting light and color. There are geometric shapes lining different parts of the mirrored floor awash with light from the large pillars that flood the room with color. OC Astra stands tilted mildly to the side looking up at the pillars of light with wonder approximately in the middle of the pictured floor space.
November 19, 2025 at 6:11 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
The very first step is to believe. This means to believe in Trump and the oligarch's downfall too. Maintain the healthy skeptecism to understand that your belief may not come to pass, but damn sure we should be believing. Where your energy goes is more important than they tell us outright. 👀🫶
November 19, 2025 at 2:26 AM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
I like hands.
I especially like to touch reality juuust a little bit. 🤭
This shot is of a grassy valley looking out at the lining mountains and sky late at night after the sun is beyond the horizon. One thing I love about this photo is that Astra exists in all locations simultaneously; Behind the camera, in the foreground, as part of the background mountains, and bleeding into the night sky. It is as if she is both the subject, and the environment multiple times over. This photo takes place on the shore of a great expanse of water looking out at a black hole in the distance, almost appocalyptic in scale. There is a large stone hand reaching out towards the black hole that the viewer stands above as Astra's hand appears to reach down from the heavens to almost touch finger tips with the stone hand. The darkness of her hand and blur from the focus being pulled to the black hole makes it look like her hand cuts a sillouette out of the image breaking the formula. OC Astra stands in a bedroome behind the camera with it focused on the palm of her hand. This is an artistic shot of her hand with her fingers mildly curled into a pretty fan pattern. The background has a soft blur from focus with nice bokeh on some strands of lights that a tacked up the wall trailing above the side of the headboard we can vaguely see in the background. This shot is at an overgrown train stop standing on top of the tracks looking down thru a stone archway in the far distance. There are houses overgrown by nature that flank the ties and rails alike. Beams of light can be seen coming thru the trees. Astra's hand is seen blocking out a majority of the exposed sky reaching down towards the photo giving the appearance of a night sky. Astra's off-colored champagne ring finger can be seen faitnly peaking thru the canopy of leaves in the distance.
November 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
You can't tell me that Steve from Blues Clues teaching us all fundementals and growing up into coming back to readdress us all as adults and continue to guide us wasn't meant to be or isn't the coolest thing ever, isn't evidencial of some higher calling to a human soul. That man has a real heart. 💜
November 18, 2025 at 9:34 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Went on a little walkabout last night exploring new worlds, ended up having a ton of fun. The lighting in this world in particular is so visually stunning. I wasn't even planning on taking pictures for certain. I took a bunch! This selfie is so badass. xD

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The room the photo is being taken in is the interior of a large box lined with a grid shaped dark pattern with blue sparkles. There are three large pillars of light and many geometric shapes lining the mirrored floor. The lights are colored orange/red, minty green, and sky blue -esqe. OC Astra stands in front of the pillars of light with one hand on her hip and a cheerful smile dramatically lit by an array of light and color.
November 18, 2025 at 5:57 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Ahhh good evening, Mr. Bill. 💋
November 18, 2025 at 5:28 AM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
A thought I had seeing something driving home-

It is a wonder that we live under such a surveilance state iPhones are potentially being banned in parts of europe because they contain Israeli spyware before our first responders have a universal, reliable way to get thru traffic signals safely.
An emote of OC Astra lying on the floor with her eyes closed and a low battery symbol above her head looking drained.
November 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Very curious to see what happens this week in the political sphere. Keeping my expectations tempered while allowing the chaos to unfold. Karma is here and she seems quite close to changing her action word from "Take" to "Rend". These wealthy elite have been hiding from her consequences for too long.
November 17, 2025 at 10:26 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
You know, you can lead a horse to enlightenment, but you can't make it take you seriously or refrain from jaw jacking for pity attention about how miserable their life is because of that effort. Most are not ready to heal or hear the painful truth, and that's okay.

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OC Astra stands center frame with her arms offered out to the sides reminiscent of a shrug. The background is a flowerbed with creeping vines crawling up the surface of the wall behind flanked by a bright pink light on one side and a bright purple light on the other creating a cascade of color on the background.
November 17, 2025 at 8:02 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
One frustrating experience of discernment and intuition is- due to the current social climate, even more tame people will avoid you because of how you see. They learn that you can see the stuff they are not showing, and the funniest part is, I already saw stuff and still thought you were really cool
November 15, 2025 at 6:34 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Dare to Dream. ~ 💜

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The setting is the interior of a living space. There is a projection on the wall that spills out if the projector screen shown on the wall opposite the couch and coffee table. The projection shows nebulous clouds of dust in an array of oranges, blues, and blacks broken up by smaller pin points of light that resemble stars. OC Astra is tightly framed along the left side of the image blocking out that side from view. With the dim lighting on her, Astra appears mostly dark with only the pin pricks of light produced by the glitter that imitates stars. With her arm outstretched, her fingers and palm facing down, a round ball of night forms flowing down from her pointer finger. Constellations can be seen on the surface and are projected outwards onto the walls of the living space. The projector screen, behind it all reads "Every dream starts with a dreamer"
November 15, 2025 at 6:25 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
"Donnie giving Kirk to Bill is crazy work" Okayyy internet. I'll have a chortle. xD
November 14, 2025 at 9:10 PM
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I really like making these. 🤭
4th wall break included.

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This is a photo colage of sorts made up of multiple photos taken in front of a beautiful amethyst colored stonework wall. The base premise is a photo from an instant camera with the white outline around the perimeter of the photo contained within another of the same photo repeated multiple times with interesting background elements shown around the extremes of the white borders. Astra takes a selfie for the first photo, and like nesting dolls after a few photos pulling out I take a photo with the VRC print camera which is basically an instant camera with landscape orientation instead of a perfect squate ratio. Some of the previous photos that were taken with thevinstant camera are fanned out behind the final shot where the corners can be seen before the print was captured creating a fun effect. There are varying shades of purple accented with brilliant yellow four pointed stars and hardwood flooring. This is same lineup as the previous photo but without the final print camera outline around the image. Astra's fingers now grip around the edge of the instant camera prints within the photo, breaking into the shot in front of the background. This is same lineup as the previous photo but without the final print camera outline around the image. Half of Astra's torso, face, and ears can be seen around the edge of the printed photos where the hands were in the previous shot as she peaks at the viewer.
November 14, 2025 at 7:06 PM
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Walking into the gym and some random guy decided to play a sound effect loudly while walking past me and say "Thank you for the $40"
I honestly a little sad the filter stopped it, I almost just blurted out "I don't find you entertaining" xD
November 14, 2025 at 3:26 AM
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I know that a lot of men are drawn to the bimbo stereotype- they're 'stunning, voluptuous, and stupid.' Well, I'll hold your hand when I tell you.. some of the design is self aware. Real bubble burster, I know.
Women are not stupid and they know men are mostly impulses. Trans baddies know, too. 👀💋💅
November 13, 2025 at 9:36 PM