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Lost
@lostmyshadow.bsky.social
He/They/She 31 Pan

Moonlighting Mistress
Neverland Lost Boi
VR Photography Enthusiast

I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it.
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✨️💜For forever we shall dance like a whisper on the wind. Together, drowned out by our own proximity. Intimate in a moment, infinite for eternity. An intricate interwoven everlasting dancing tapestry. ~💜✨️
So now I'm hearing that Google is scraping your private, password protected, two-factor authenticated emails in their entirety to include attachments after they toggled on a few settings by default that were not before. Isn't it interesting how dependent we are upon a system owned privately? Hmm? 🤔
November 22, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Motif ~ 💜

A shadow grows many times in size the closer the light gets to the origin point. This is frightening at first, but it becomes more familiar with practice. We can find confidence in knowing the shadow is part of us, it responds appropriately when respected.

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November 21, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Running down a carpal tunnel rabit hole in the gym 🤔🤔🤔
November 21, 2025 at 2:36 AM
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This lil drawing I made for the first TDOR I was out for. So many complicated feelings with today. Hoping you are alive and well today.
November 20, 2025 at 8:22 PM
I can't lie, I'm enjoying the energy today.
Very curious to see what happens this week in the political sphere. Keeping my expectations tempered while allowing the chaos to unfold. Karma is here and she seems quite close to changing her action word from "Take" to "Rend". These wealthy elite have been hiding from her consequences for too long.
November 20, 2025 at 6:43 PM
A shadow can only imitate the light that it was created in absense of. It will not outsine it, it will not overpower it, it will not outgrow it. It is the inferior driving force because it is derivative of the power it can only mirror. A bit...poetic isn't it?

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November 20, 2025 at 6:05 PM
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Werewolf Wednesday.
(Well, everyone else was doin' it...)
XD
November 20, 2025 at 1:07 AM
I want to be mildly degenerate slightly outside of public view at exceptionally opportune moments together. Also engage with horrendously deep levels of intimacy and connection in every aspect of life. I want to plunge into our depths. I want to get high and accidentally become one on the couch. 😈🫠
November 19, 2025 at 10:40 PM
My work has slowed down again, which means that my stress levels are back to being somewhat predictable. A very pleasant day so far. Nobody has their fingies in my cookie jar and that means I don't have to fix extraneous bs. x3
November 19, 2025 at 8:32 PM
There is something genuinely so strange about looking back and seeing some of the people from your past sitting right where the fuck you left them at. Like the moment you walk out of the picture frame the story halts. So many people beholden to the lives of others siphoning off them. Stuck in time.🤔
November 19, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Like come onnn, look at what's going on here, it's a wonder we get to experience these. Geometric shapes refracting light at different angles, dynamic soft gradient between sources, simulated depth of the reflective surface below the glass on the mirrored floor??? 🫠👍

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November 19, 2025 at 6:11 PM
The very first step is to believe. This means to believe in Trump and the oligarch's downfall too. Maintain the healthy skeptecism to understand that your belief may not come to pass, but damn sure we should be believing. Where your energy goes is more important than they tell us outright. 👀🫶
November 19, 2025 at 2:26 AM
I like hands.
I especially like to touch reality juuust a little bit. 🤭
November 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
You can't tell me that Steve from Blues Clues teaching us all fundementals and growing up into coming back to readdress us all as adults and continue to guide us wasn't meant to be or isn't the coolest thing ever, isn't evidencial of some higher calling to a human soul. That man has a real heart. 💜
November 18, 2025 at 9:34 PM
Went on a little walkabout last night exploring new worlds, ended up having a ton of fun. The lighting in this world in particular is so visually stunning. I wasn't even planning on taking pictures for certain. I took a bunch! This selfie is so badass. xD

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November 18, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Ahhh good evening, Mr. Bill. 💋
November 18, 2025 at 5:28 AM
A thought I had seeing something driving home-

It is a wonder that we live under such a surveilance state iPhones are potentially being banned in parts of europe because they contain Israeli spyware before our first responders have a universal, reliable way to get thru traffic signals safely.
November 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM
Very curious to see what happens this week in the political sphere. Keeping my expectations tempered while allowing the chaos to unfold. Karma is here and she seems quite close to changing her action word from "Take" to "Rend". These wealthy elite have been hiding from her consequences for too long.
November 17, 2025 at 10:26 PM
You know, you can lead a horse to enlightenment, but you can't make it take you seriously or refrain from jaw jacking for pity attention about how miserable their life is because of that effort. Most are not ready to heal or hear the painful truth, and that's okay.

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November 17, 2025 at 8:02 PM
One frustrating experience of discernment and intuition is- due to the current social climate, even more tame people will avoid you because of how you see. They learn that you can see the stuff they are not showing, and the funniest part is, I already saw stuff and still thought you were really cool
November 15, 2025 at 6:34 PM
Dare to Dream. ~ 💜

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November 15, 2025 at 6:25 PM
"Donnie giving Kirk to Bill is crazy work" Okayyy internet. I'll have a chortle. xD
November 14, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I really like making these. 🤭
4th wall break included.

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November 14, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Walking into the gym and some random guy decided to play a sound effect loudly while walking past me and say "Thank you for the $40"
I honestly a little sad the filter stopped it, I almost just blurted out "I don't find you entertaining" xD
November 14, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I know that a lot of men are drawn to the bimbo stereotype- they're 'stunning, voluptuous, and stupid.' Well, I'll hold your hand when I tell you.. some of the design is self aware. Real bubble burster, I know.
Women are not stupid and they know men are mostly impulses. Trans baddies know, too. 👀💋💅
November 13, 2025 at 9:36 PM